Habits

Idiotically

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While wearing her mask, Hana exits the school gate. Haris Daritadi was careless, so Hana responded with the same thing. That guy also brought a lot today. Hana was too lazy to talk.

Especially my question this morning. The more Hana tried to forget, the more she thought. Why is Dad suddenly like that? Hana so thought and remember again, even though it had forgotten.

"Mirror,"

Hana is shocked when a helmet is thrust in front of her. When raising her face, Haris only pointed at the helmet with her chin and flat face so that Hana immediately took it. Hana smiled faintly, although not visible due to obstructed mask. But the girl's narrowed eyes signified her lips were smacking a smile.

"Pick grab. Pegel cave,"

He chuckled softly and immediately picked up the light blue helmet.

"Not bad? He said he didn't want the cave anther to come home,"

Of course he sneered at Haris's change in attitude that was unlike his words earlier.

"Emangs. Now it's still crashing, too" Haris paid no heed to Hana's piety. It still looks flat.

"Yaudah, let's both apologize,"

The girl thrust her hand from behind Haris' back.

Feeling that her hand was not reached by Haris, Hana switched to draping it in the stomach of the teenage boy. Then smile. Hana believes that like this, Haris will forgive her and end up buying her chicken noodles at the school shop.

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Hana's smile expands as the waiter carries a tray containing two bowls of chicken dumpling noodles and chicken claw noodles for Hana and Haris.

"Gua knows the ending will be gini,"

Almost Hana dropped the chicken noodle soup for laughing in response to Haris' words.

"Intentionally, you? Make this cave of sprains to buy?"

Continue the guy with a probing look at Hana who was pouring the sauce.

"No, astaghfirullah. Suudzon, Ris."

Haris followed Hana's way of speaking while ridiculing. The girl was just a prick.

"Mind Dad's question?"

"Yes, here."

"What's it, anyway? Does Nanyain want to marry young?"

Hana's reflexes nodded steadily while swallowing her food.

"YES ISH! How do you know, anyway?"

"What else can make you weird rich today besides marriage?"

Substantial. Haris knows too much about himself.

Early 11th grade, when Hana first told Haris that she wanted to marry young, the guy laughed from 6 to 8 p.m. They were playing at the market that night.

"Good caveman forgot that the same thing over the last year,"

"Yaudah, tell me you want to get married after graduating high school,"

"Now it is ("

Before Haris opened her mouth again, Hana cut off her words.

"Stop! The cave already knows you want to say 'Oh my goodness, Arana Hana! Gua gedeg equal your silly wishes',"

The girl smiled wryly at Haris's reply agreeing with her words.

"Why is it still stone? Gua mau you enjoy your youth first, Hana. Your life is long" continued the man.

"They want a guy, man,"

"Jude, just a date,"

"Wouldn't. Ih, this is different. How, huh?"

"YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE DATING, HANA!"

Haris looked at Hana confused. Why does this chick always want to get married, but every shot guy always refuses?

Hana was silent after Haris spoke in a high tone. Heartache, anyway. But it's basically hard to get angry, especially the same Haris. So Hana just felt annoyed and disoriented.

"Come sorry,"

Haris' big hand grabbed Hana's tiny hand. Then hold it tight.

"The cave snaps you because of the greget,"

"Gua too if you're a lu greget, really. Horror and strange cave dreams. Dengerin cavernous curse about the ridiculous desire of the cave. The cave is also the same as the cave,"

Haris' hand grips strengthened. Hannah felt that. He knew it meant Haris felt guilty but couldn't, or was too embarrassed to apologize.

And Hana memorized, if it's like this, then,

"Inget, yeah. Gini cave because you love. Want you to think more broadly and maturely,"

Haris's hug felt warmer than usual. And tightly. Real tight. The man's words made a slap in Hana's heart. Realizing that he is not yet an adult, it is very embarrassing.

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Please ask all about Hana, Haris will be ready to answer.

About Hana's trauma? Oh, tha.

Traumatized by her ex-boyfriend. Early 10th grade, time is not too close with Haris, Hana once dated.

Rumors began to spread about his girlfriend who turned out to have dirty thoughts. Hana immediately ended the relationship. Who is not afraid of having a dirty-minded boyfriend?

Even said the boy's Junior High friends, he once held a forbidden section of women.

After a few weeks, Hana suddenly fainted at school and had a lot of nosebleeds. Soon she is rushed to the hospital, and the doctor tells her that Hana has lost her memory.

Uniquely, only memories during courtship are lost. All other memories, before dating or after breaking up because of the rumors, Hana remembered very well. He said Hana had seen the movie with her ex, but Hana didn't even remember the movie at all.

Hanna hates hearing her ex's name. Hana hates him but Hana doesn't know why. He just hates it so much that he doesn't want to see his face. Though they are in class, and it makes him feel super uncomfortable. Even if a classmate teases them, Hana will pass out again and have a nosebleed.

Once, his ex sent a message. And what happened was, Hana got panick attack until it was difficult to breathe and nosebleed again. Fortunately, at that time he was again the same Haris and the guy managed to calm Hana down. The next day, Hana gets word that Haris is giving a fist on her ex's cheek and warns her not to appear again in Hana's life.

"You are basically stupid, how many times the remedial will also be bad results. Never have you seen your pretentious snake face in front of Hana cave,"

No one knows how their story dates and breaks up except for Hana and her ex. But Hana's lost her memory, and her boyfriend keeps his mouth shut so no one knows what happened to them. Hana prayed that unwanted events would not happen to her.

Hana starts to get close to Haris. Till now. And Hana refuses to date. It's really hard to open your heart and take that fear away.

If you hear the word 'dating', surely Hana's mind scattered everywhere can even assume badly about the person who shot him.

And there's a lot more about Hana that Haris knows. But Haris was always thirsty for it. Haris still wants to keep finding out about the girl. Haris was unable to protect Hana in the difficult times of the past.

But Haris will try to do it in the future Hana. Protecting Hana, not hurting Hana, and loving Hana.

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