Habits

Habits
Wrongfully



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"Sinting yes, a very old gini ceremony,"


The girl cupped her face on the table, covered her face with a hat, then exhaled heavily.


"Pantesan lu diliatin Bu Emi daritadi. The face of the shoot is so rich to fall,"


Hana shakes. "Kaya if the cave is not acting that way, will not be kelar nih ceremony ampe at 12."


Haris ruffled Hana's hair and chuckled.


"Acting from where? You're really gini shoots,"


While tying her hair because she felt a little sultry, Hana pursed her lips in response to the man's words.


He had breakfast this morning, but why did his face look pale? He also wears a little lipbalm.


"More,"


A small black plastic bag was shoved on Hana's desk. It turned out to contain cheese wafers, bear milk, and his favorite chocolate drink. The girl chuckled for a while then grabbed the shoulder of the guy beside her.


"Thank you, my dear. The cave does not know how to live without you. The power can't,"


"Judah you're dead,"


"Damn."


The way to fill the freeclass time for Hana is to listen to Haris's story and joke the guy while occasionally hitting or pinching him. It's his habit to laugh too hard.


"Bucin, bucin early in the morning."


Hana squinted her eyes. It was Arif, her most hobby classmate who teased Hana and Haris if they were both again. It was always both because of me.


"You're looking for it,"


"There, really. Different classes but. Yeah, right?"


And, Arif is my friend Arkan.


Hurriedly Hana took her eyes off their bench after seeing the sharp glare Arkan gave her. Surely the guy was still angry because Hana was the one who caused the tip of his eyes to turn blue.


I really want to reply with,


'What do you see?'


But actually, he's more familiar with Arif than Arkan in class.


In the past, Hana was most lazy to deal with Arkan. Yes, it was close because the man often teased him and his former girlfriend who was rude.


But many say, Arkan only responds and is close to beautiful women. That's ridiculous for Hana.


Of course he thought, why is it close to Arkan? Is he just a guy in this world?


After all, Hana already has Haris.


But the truth is, it was Arkan who became her husband now and then


"Hana, please."


"Why? Want what?"


Frustrated, Haris sighed and exhaled. The guy looked at Hana with a worried look that was clearly visible on his face.


"Why?"


"Lu why?"


"Huh?" Hana was confused by herself.


What did he do? He felt like he was doing nothing and just being quiet.


"Why do you think, Ris? The caveman daritadi diem-"


"YES BECAUSE YOU KEEP DIEM!"


Of course Hana's suffocating. Haris's voice choked and screamed stifled, then ruffled his hair in frustration.


A moment later, Hana was made aghast as both of the boy's sturdy hands gripped both of his shoulders and forced the girl to look him in the eyes.


"Cave eyes,"


"Ap-Apaan s -"


"Grotto eyes, Hana."


Miraculously, Hana said. Haris looked, why?


"Why?"


"What's in the cave eyes?"


Hana's stunned. What does this guy mean?


Want to fight, huh?


"There's a belek, HAHAHA."


"Seriously? For what?! WHERE!?"


Haris hand moved quickly took Hana's phone and opened the camera. The girl laughed out loud.


After realizing Hana's lies, Haris changes the look on her face again. The tears came back serious, then they reworked the previous scene. Where both his hands hold tightly onto Hana's shoulders. The guy's hand feels cooler now.


"Hana,"


"What Haris?"


"Cave clay,"


Haris breathed out his breath, then furrowed an eyebrow.


"There's a burden, no more? There must be something you're still hiding from the cave, right? Either about Evan, or something. Gua sure your load is still perched on the shoulders,"


This topic was too random and made Hana confused.


"Why suddenly gini?"


"The cave just feels weird,"


"Where?"


"Then you go with Evan,"


Curiosity rules Hana. He waited enthusiastically for what Haris would continue.


Realizing that Haris and Kak Evan's relationship is not good, he becomes suudzon if the guy will talk about things that are not-nothing about Kak Evan.


"Lu's changed,"


"Where? What's?"


"So diem, much more diem than pms. Rich is doing something,"


Hana's forehead frowned and her eyebrows became more and more cluttered. He shook his head softly at Haris's deeply troubling words.


"What do you mean, anyway? That's obvious dong,"


"What has Evan done? What's he doing you?"


Mind blowing.


What does Haris mean? What was the motive for thinking like that?


"What do you think? What did Evan do to the cave?"


The guy loosened a little grip on Hana's shoulder. He sighed again, and lowered his tense shoulders.


"Sorry, mind caves everywhere. But nothing is impossible if the boys and girls are in the same 1 room, both, the mallem, constantly"


"So you mean, Brother Evan touched the cave? Have we done anything beyond reason? Is that?"


"No git-"


"Stupid. Obviously that means it. Caves aren't that stupid, Haris. Gua understood the purpose and direction of this chat,"


Hana brushed off Haris' hand on her shoulder. He's disappointed. Disappointed with the thought of the guy who was very wrong and indirectly considered it cheap.


"Instead, you said cheap cave. And again, how do you know that same cave Evan's in the same room? At hotels? Oh, you nguntit too? Turns out you followed the cave from the hotel to the airport? Don't-don't, all your bullshit stories. You just make it alesan and meet the cave at the cafe. Am I right?"


"Gua doesn't accept lu Hana-'s slander"


"SO AM I! The cave also does not accept your words before. That's the worst mistake you've ever made. That's what it feels like to conclude wrongly, Ris. It feels like being judged by the pretentiousness of people. Disappointed the weight of the cave is equally yours over the rich superficial thought,"


Hana's gaze grew blurry, then clearly returned as the grain plunged. More and more tears dripped until it soaked her ash skirt.


The last thing he did before grabbing his rough bag and hat and changing seats was throw a black plastic wrap that was all sealed.


The stupidity with her who became the center of attention of the class because her voice spoke quite loudly and signified her being angry.


That's the truth.


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"Slow down,"


"Diem or sumpel cave."


Arkan grimacing.


Hana really can't be touched in the slightest now.


After school, the girl was immediately greeted with a lecture by Mama because of a blue bruise on Arkan's face. The man had already said various reasons to defend her.


But apparently, Mama heard Arkan scream last night.


Hana was told by Mama to treat Arkan bruises. Compressed with water, and smeared with cold ointment.


"Hana,"


Lazy to respond, the girl hurriedly cleaned the water container and stepped quickly out of the room towards the kitchen.


Then, he returned and threw a small object at Arkan's feet lying on the mattress.


"Salep. Own package,"


The door closed.


It's 9 p.m. Hana is sleepy and she wants to sleep in Mama's room or in another empty room. He was really lazy to talk so let Arkan occupy his room.


All apologizing in a prestigious manner because last night, the guy was sleeping on the living room couch.


Hana had to wait for Angkot. Damn, there was no seat. Ended up she sat-no, it was like she was just crouching her body weight with her legs.


Now if you walk, your feet hurt.


Hana thought she was going to cry, but somehow her tears didn't come out.


Though various events throughout the day must be enough to make the girl overwhelmed with emotions. Starting from a fight with Haris, then a day of badmood, lectured by Mama, faced with Arkan to treat his act, and,


trying to fall asleep on a couch.


The girl did not want to disturb Mom and Dad, so she instead walked in the guest room. And relax as comfortably as possible on the sofa.


Welcome to the mosquito herd, Hana is ready to donate her blood.


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