Habits

Blue

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Hana just stared at the nanar fried octopus before her without any intention of eating it. Touching it. Various questions and mixed feelings dominate him especially since the incident. Everything feels so chaos.

Since Haris appeared in the middle of the moment enjoying the sunset with Kak Evan earlier, everything was really like-

How did Haris find him? Even the girl has not told me that she will go with Evan's sister.

The sky was dark, stars had appeared, and the sun's orange glow had already disappeared when Hana regained consciousness after meeting Haris for quite some time. He failed to see the beautiful sunset.

It's not that he's not happy with Haris coming, but the time is not right. And again, it turns out that Haris is with Arkan-I

The shit.

Hana's daydreams were scrapped when a firm and delicate hand gently grasped her hand.

"To the room, huh?"

Finally, Hana raised her face.

Various expressions from the 3 men around Hana made her even more confused. His hands moved to massage his temples slowly, then covered his face while breathing heavily.

"Can you come to the cave for a second, Han?"

He looked towards Haris. The man hoped through his eyes.

"You can't read Hana's situation now?"

Brother Evan's tone was very cold. It was much colder than the night air that pierced his cheek.

"Makanya cave to explain to him. Hana must be confused as to why the cave could be here,"

"Can you tell me next time? Hana can't do it now. Let me take Hana-"

"Where?" This time, Arkan made a sound.

"He needs a break,"

Brother Evan looks relaxed and calm, but the vibration of his cold voice indicates he is holding back anger. His eyes firmly stared at Haris and Arkan alternately.

"Cave-ah,"

Hana's knees felt weak. I don't know why dealing with three guys is so hard like this. What the hell is going on?

"Gua-first. Come on, Brother."

"I and Hannah, excuse me,"

No. gabe. Hana couldn't last longer there. Say Hana is weak, weak, and runs away from reality. But if you guys are in his position

Even he didn't understand what was happening to him. Why does he feel so heavy?

Sis Evan and Hana's backs are getting smaller. Arkan threw his cynical look at Haris who was still staring blankly at his food.

"Why did you bring it here, anyway?"

There's no answer.

Haris actually wanted to explain his presence here. Answering all the questions Hana might ask, complaining to the girl, and wanting the girl to calm her down.

And most importantly, he wants to take off his burning longings when only one day did not meet.

However, Evan did not leave Hana for a second. And Arkan did not move from his seat. He hated not having time with the girl.

"Tomorrow your father will leave at noon. But we have to pull it out of the morning,"

Haris lowered his head and sighed heavily. Another problem slapped his heart.

"Thank you much. Cave owes much to your family, Kan."

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Without Hana noticing, they had already arrived in front of her room. Along the way to the hotel, the girl just daydreamed looking at the link of Kak Evan's big hand in her hand.

"Sister,"

"What, honey?"

Evan's brother shifted his attention that had previously focused on Hana's room password.

But after the door opened, instead of continuing her sentence, Hana instead pulled Kak Evan to come into her room.

The man was startled and reflexively extended his legs to push the door open.

"Why, Hannah?"

Hana didn't comment on Evan's question. The man standing in front of the sofa looking at him was amazed because he was now tidying up all his things and passed to the sink to wash his face. After that, Hana approached Kak Evan while looking down at the tip of his foot.

"I.. I-"

"Calm down, Hana. Here sit du-"

"I want to go with Brother,"

Brother Evan's eyes widened. It seems like Hana is too tired to think clearly.

"Hana-"

"Sister brought me, right? Let's go to Aussie. I'll take care of Brother and vice versa. I'll work there. Brother knows I can manage and some art. Mama must've"

"Hana,"

"Same Dad can consider me leaving tomorrow. As long as I'm happy. We can build a life there like you want. Happily ever after live. I can-"

"Hana!"

"I'm ready to live with Brother. I've cooked pinter, really. I'm ready if you take me to KUA-"

"ARANA HANA!"

Hana fell down. Knees limp. He hit his chest that was getting tighter. Brother Evan grabbed his body very tightly.

Brother Evan quickly wiped away her tears that fell before hitting Hana's hair. Then set his breath and said,

"You're just too stressed, Hana. It's okay. Here, lean on me,"

Hana's cry finally broke. The warm crack melted her tears. He squeezed Evan's navy blue shirt on his back until it was tangled.

The man faithfully hugged her until after 2 hours, the girl was only able to stop her stuffing.

Realizing that they were on the cold floor of the village, Evan immediately helped Hana to sit on the sofa. Not a step Evan took to get water, the girl held her hand.

"Where are you going?"

Brother Evan looked at Hana's face. The girl's eyes glittered as it left few tears.

"Take a drink. Wait a minute,"

After drinking, Hana leaned her head on the chest of Brother Evan then played the fingers of the man who was rubbing Hana's hair with his other hand while occasionally kissing the tops of his head.

"Sister,"

"Hmm?"

"What am I supposed to do?"

Trouble Brother Evan gulped his saliva rough. He could not tell Hana,

"You've got to fuck it all up, Hana. I'm sorry, but fate is far more evil. Running from the problem even makes you chased by the problem continues. You have walked so far, and a Hana, do not know the word Nyerah. Am I right? You're amazing, Hana."

Hana was speechless digesting Kak Evan's words which were entirely true. How many problems whether it was big or small had he avoided. He was too weak and only realized it. It made him laugh.

"Why?"

"It's funny like, how my heart burns. and burns. and suddenly turns to ice,"

The change in attitude of Hana who was looking sad made Kak Evan let go of his embrace and raised the chin of the girl to pay attention to her face closer and intense. Hana looked more and more mature with her stern look.

"Thank you for helping me through this,"

Brother Evan took his hand off Hana's face and looked at the girl warmly. This was probably the warmest look he had ever given Hana.

The girl always corrects herself to get better every day and Evan always likes how determined Hana is to change. And with his strong intentions, he really is growing up.

"You don't just wake up and become a butterfly, Hana. But now, you're really a butterfly. Beautiful butterfly,"

I don't know how many times, Evan's brother went back to Hana. It was as if he would never release the girl's soul and body from her life.

"I'm not ready,"

Heavy breathing made Hana intend to loosen her embrace to look at Kak Evan's face. However, the man's sturdy hands held Hana's body to stay in the deck.

"I've been mentally tired Brother must also be ready, dong."

"But you are a butterfly. The more beautiful, the more beautiful, the more dangerous if left alone,"

"Mean all this time?"

Brother Evan chuckles on Hana's boat. He patted and gently stroked the little girl's back.

"Have a rest, brother? Tomorrow we have to leave in the morning,"

The girl let go of her embrace and stroked Sister Evan's cheek. The man nodded slowly and placed his hand on Hana's hand that touched her cheek.

Damnit.

Why did Evan give this death look?

Their eyes are getting deeper. Evan's brother erased the distance between the two. Her big hand slipped a strand of Hana's hair into the ear. Their breaths clashed and hit each other's skin. Hana didn't realize how their noses had touched. Reflexes, she closed her eyes. He is always ready to fall for Brother Evan and any charm of the man.

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'Don't,'

Inner Brother Evan. Then he exhaled in frustration, and turned to kiss Hana on the cheek.

"I go to the room first, yeah. Come back here later,"

The girl opened her eyes and scratched her nape, then nodded. They threw awkward smiles.

After Evan exited the room and closed the door, Hana breathed incoherently while trying to neutralize her heartbeat. He covered his tomato-red face with both hands.

"For whatever reason, shame! Grotto gr really why, sihh! AAAARRGH!"

Unbeknownst to Hana, after Brother Evan entered and closed the door of his room, the man immediately punched the air.

"Stupid, stupid Evan. How about the release of the astaghfirullah," Then he threw his body onto the sofa.

"Lagian Hana is increasingly testing the faith very day, anyway."

Brother Evan massaged his temple and chuckled.

"Yahaaann! What about tomorrow and the days after that the cave lives without Hana!"

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