Guarding the Heart

Nego

"already belom...?"

"already"

Reno went back to the toilet and then held Vely again to return to the bed, Reno sat Vely on the edge of the bed and then Reno pulled a chair to sit opposite Vely.

"are you taking me?" Vely was silent

"why? you said dong that you kept on me I don't know where my fault is"

Vely lowered his head and started talking.

"i know that I'm not a virgin anymore, I know I don't pantes anymore for this perfect you but I don't like it if you just want to hand me over to someone else, although I will not be with you at least let me choose my own way of life, do not arbitrarily manage with whom I have to spend the rest of my life later"

Vely was already crying and still talking with a nasal voice that even sounded funny.

"how do you want to do it now?"

"you ask me? is that necessary? whereas you easily handed me over to Gilang, right?"

They both fell silent for a moment.

"i didn't mean it that way but Gilang who is always with you in your hardest moments, I just feel inappropriate and inferior to what Gilang has done for you, while me? even I'm ashamed to admit what I did to you. Sorry"

"forget it, I don't want to remember it anymore, you don't have to be here to take care of me if you think I'm more worthy of Gilang, go home"

"i love you"

"liy"

"that couldn't have happened" Vely who was holding back his anger turned out to be quite upset.

"hemm so you don't want to be the same Gilang?"

"it's not the least Gilang who does not want to be with me" Vely looked for reasons to avoid admitting that he did not want Gilang but Reno.

Didn't want to be with you? Hoax ! (Reno)

"do I still deserve you after what I've done to you?"

"i won't force you if you have any doubts about me, you good men may not be with me this dirty, even I'm pregnant now, what would people say if they saw this later? I don't want to talk about this anymore, I want to sleep"

Vely shifted her legs up the bed, Reno then enveloped Vely.

Vely did not know that she had a miscarriage (Reno)

"i already know everything that happened that night" Reno

Vely who had been calm suddenly felt frightened, the shadow of the incident that night was again present before his eyes, Vely began to cry loudly because he was so afraid, Reno hugged Vely tightly trying to calm Vely down, Vely said, Reno shed tears.

what kind of man leaves his lover when her lover is so shaken and hit? I'm sorry honey I was just busy with my accusations against you and didn't ask what really happened to you? (Reno)

"go away you go.." Vely's last shout before Vely finally fell back unconscious.

"Vely...Velysha..." Reno put Vely back into a sleeping position, then ran to pick up her briefcase that was lying on the sofa, pulled out her stethoscope and examined Vely.

good thing I just fainted, I won't forgive myself if something happens to you again. The influence of the events of that night was enormous on the inner Vely from now on I will not remind him anymore about the events of that night (Reno)