Guarding the Heart

Distrusting

Adinda stands facing the room window, staring straight at the garden decorated with mini waterfalls located next to the room. Her heart was still shrouded in grief for having lost her baby. His hands were stroking his stomach with eyes that began to fog.

"Grad ..." Dimas looked at his wife and walked over to her.

His sister turned her body, Dimas was already standing right in front of her.

"I've contacted the principal, for how many days you are not allowed to go to school first" said Dimas.

"It doesn't take long. Tomorrow I can teach again, really" refused Adinda.

If she stays at home and doesn't stay busy, she'll always mourn the loss of her baby.

"Not you want to go out of town to check papa's business" Adinda reminded.

"I can't leave because you haven't recovered like this" Dimas said.

"I'm fine" elak Adinda.

"Your face is still pale, what is fine" said Dimas. Adinda lowered her head.

"Din .." call Dimas. Adinda raised her head to look at Dimas's face.

"You ... still angry with me?" tanya Dimas was hesitant.

Adinda shakes. "It is not you who are so angry with me" replied Adinda.

"I'm sorry" said Dimas sincerely and then grabbed Adinda's hand.

"I'm .. too jealous" continued Dimas slowly.

"Hopefully this calamity can mature us" Adinda looked back at Dimas' hand.

"Isn't jealousy a sign of love?" keep Adinda smiling.

"From the beginning I loved you .." replied Dimas.

"Mas .. You've long kept your love for me. I will do the same" said Adinda reassured her husband.

Adinda stared fixedly at Dimas' bead so that the man could dive into his heart even deeper. There was no other name in her heart than her husband.

Dimas lowered his head in embarrassment. He was like a teenager who had just known love. Partner in dealing with problems.

Adinda threw her head against Dimas's chest. The man rubbed Adinda's back and then kissed the top of her head.

***

At school

"I didn't expect, yes, a woman like you had a sharp mouth too. And because of your mouth, Adinda to lose her baby" Sinta accused Amanda when the office atmosphere was still quiet.

Amanda was so shocked to hear Sinta's words. "What do you mean?" ask Amanda not to understand.

"Don't pretend not to know!!. You have accused Adinda of not-so. Because the problem made her and her husband noisier so that it made him stressed. And you know women who are pregnant if stress will have a bad impact on the fetus in the womb" explained Sinta emotion saw Amanda's innocent face.

"Mba Dinda's pregnant?" ask Amanda again. He did not believe Sinta's words.

"Yes and you are the cause of Adinda's miscarriage!! Pleased!!" sengak Sinta then left Amanda. For a long time he could see the face of innocence as Amanda was.

Amanda was sitting in her chair. There was guilt in his heart. She was too jealous to see the closeness of her husband and sister who was her husband's first classmate.

"Amanda, why are you so dumb?" tegur Bu Kenken's.

"Eh, Mrs Kenken. Just now I got info from Mba Sinta that Mba Adinda miscarried, Mom" said Amanda.

"Adinda's pregnant?. And now a miscarriage?" Bu Kenken looked shocked but his heart seemed happy to hear the disaster that befell his coworkers.

Amanda just nodded. And the news of Adinda having a miscarriage has spread in the school from the mouth of Bu Kenken, the Queen of gossip.

***

I got home from work faster than usual. His heart did not calm down leaving Adinda alone at home. They both agreed not to tell their parents about the disaster that befell them both.

Chequek!

"Din.." call Dimas.

"bue ... What time is it?. Kok, you've come home" Adinda squinted her eyes while looking at the wall clock in front of her.

"Have you had lunch yet?" ask Dimas because he came home during lunch.

"Not ... I think I overslept, deh" Adinda changed her position sitting on the bed.

"We eat, yuk. I bought a rice box, wanted to eat with you at home" Dimas asked with a smile.

"Come..." Dimas grabbed Adinda's hand and took her out of bed.

She smiled and followed Dimas towards the sofa in the living room. They'll have lunch there.

"Where?. Not delicious?" tanya Dimas looked at Adinda while bribing rice into her mouth.

"Enak ... for free" she joked with her mouth full of rice.

His stomach is hungry or it's good rice. Adinda ate with her heart. Dimas laughed a little. The atmosphere of the house looked warm even though there were only the two of them.

"Ehm ... Mom, you want to go back to the office?" ask Adinda after cleaning their food.

"No. I want to accompany you at home" replied Dimas.

"Why?" tanya Dimas looked at Adinda who was looking at him strangely.

"Kok, your clothes are still complete" pointed out Adinda. Dimas only realized that he was still wearing clothes from the office earlier.

"The effect of being hungry so forget" said Dimas grinned and then took off the suit he was wearing.

His sister approached him and helped him to remove the tie. "All the clothes are too" asked Dimas.

"Ihh, spoiled!" muttered Adinda then his hands took off the buttons Dimas shirt one by one.

"Just like a halal lover, no problem" said Dimas raised Adinda's chin with his finger.

My sister smiled shyly. "There you take your own clothes in the room" said Adinda then brought Dimas clothes earlier to the dirty laundry basket.

***

Night

My sister could not close her eyes. Dimas was not in the bedroom.

"Hm, he must be in the study" Your mind went down from the bed.

Arriving at the front door of the open workspace, Adinda saw Dimas still reading some reports on his desk.

"Mas, aren't you sleepy?" tanya Adinda stood at the door.

"Lho, how did you wake up" Dimas was surprised to see Adinda there.

"I'm not awake but not asleep at all" explained Adinda crossed her hands on the chest.

Dimas glanced at the clock on the wall. "You can't sleep, can you?" guess Dimas.

"I can't sleep, who knows if there's you beside me, I can sleep" said Adinda.

"In a moment, yes" said Dimas smiling.

"You came home early on purpose, but why bring office work home. Huh, just the same, dong" sullen Adinda then turned her body left the workspace Dimas.

Dimas exhaled. The man then closed the half-read report, he followed Adinda to the bedroom.

She saw that Adinda was lying on her back bed. Dimas smiled and crawled to lay his body beside Adinda.

"I'm already here. Go to sleep" whispered Dimas and hugged Adinda. Without Dimas knowing, Adinda put a smile on her lips and slowly closed her eyelids.

The warmth of Dimas' embrace made her feel comfortable and sleep first from her husband.