Guarding the Heart

Crying on the balcony

It is very difficult for Dimas to start his relationship with Adinda as before. Early marriage he was the one who tried to approach Adinda in order to accept it. Now he is still disappointed even though he has known from Sinta that it is just slander. But Dimas only knew the fact that Adinda once liked the man. That's what makes it. Jealous.

Adinda saw Dimas packing his clothes into a mini travel bag.

"Mas, where are you going?" ask Adinda.

"I want to check my business outside the city" Dimas replied briefly without seeing Adinda's face. His voice is still cold.

Adinda speechless. "If I don't ask. He won't say where to go" said Adinda sadly.

"Old?" ask Adinda again.

"Look at the situation" he replied still flatly. Dimas finished packing the items he wanted to carry.

She just watched from the side of the bed. Hearts sad. Why is Dimas still cold with him when Adinda has softened. If he is tough, the atmosphere of his household will be even more murky.

Dimas went outside the room. The sister quickly grabbed her hand. Dimas stopped his steps without looking.

"Mas, don't treat me like this as if I've made an unforgivable mistake" Adinda said.

"The mistake is for me who has not been able to see my loved ones being sweet with the man she once liked" Dimas replied and then released a soft hold of Adinda's hand on her wrist.

Dimas came out of the room leaving Adinda who was fixated on digesting her husband's words. Her tears are seeping. His heart ached to see Dimas's attitude that way. That anger was Dimas to him.

"Akhs..." The sister whimpered holding her stomach which suddenly hurt.

"Yes, God. Why it hurts so much" Adinda tried to find a place to hold on because her eyes began to twitch.

"Allahuakbar" Adinda bit her lip withstanding the pain while holding the wall beside the bathroom door. A red liquid dripped down on the tip of his foot.

"What's this?" Adinda looked down then...

Buk!!

She was unconscious after falling to the floor.  From the tip of his foot the blood kept flowing.

Dimas who had not left, still pulled his car out of the garage suddenly he remembered that his phone was left in the room. He rushed back into the room.

Chequek!!

"Astaghfiullah!!" dimas shouted in surprise to see Adinda lying on the floor with blood flowing down the tip of her foot.

"Dt ... Dinda" called Dimas hugging Adinda and patted the woman on the cheek with her face very pale.

Dimas carried Adinda and took her to the hospital. His heart was very anxious to see the sagging Adinda.

"How's my wife doing, Doc?" yanya Dimas's.

"Pak Dimas, your wife had a miscarriage. The pregnancy is three weeks old" the doctor replied.

"Adinda's pregnant? I don't know, which means she doesn't know she's pregnant either" said Dimas.

"Why can that be, Doc? Does that mean you could miscarry?" ask Dimas again.

"Eating patterns are unhealthy and can also be due to excessive stress" replied the Doctor.

Dimas just bowed. That most precious treasure had yet to become a sustenance for the two of them.

***

There was a deep sense of regret in Dimas' heart. One of his attitudes that can not be ordinary after his emotions and jealousy. Well, Adinda didn't know that her husband was so jealous.

Dimas approached Adinda who was still lying down, her face looking pale. When she felt someone else nearby she turned her face towards the door.

Her tears seeped looking at the face of Dimas who was sitting next to her.

She found out from the nurse who had not been out of her room long before Dimas came in. She's bleeding and just lost her baby.

"I didn't know that I was pregnant with your child Mas.." Adinda's mind was sad.

Dimas wiped Adinda's tears with his hands. "I'm sorry" said Dimas lirih grab Adinda's fingers.

"I'm the one who caused you like this" Dimas said again and then kissed Adinda's hand.

Adinda just stoned. "It's not all your fault, but I'm the one who can't take good care of it. If only I knew I was pregnant. I'll keep my food and my mind from getting stressed."

Dreet.Dreet.Dreet

Dimas' phone sounded. 'Mama Calling'

[Assynualay]

[Waalaikum. Mas, the day after tomorrow mama's home. Where is adinda?]

[She, Ma]

Dimas glanced at Adinda and gave her the phone. "Mama wants to talk."

[Din, you're fine, right?]

[Yes, Mom. I'm doing fine. Why, Ma?]

[No. Last night mama dream Dimas hit a cat again pregnant. It's so strange, a dream so]

The sister smiled wryly. [Me and Dimas are home, Mom]

Dimas glanced at the sad Adinda. [What are you doing today?]

[I cooked tilapia sambel saos, Ma]  

Again Adinda was not honest with her in-laws if she was in the hospital. Boro-boro is cooking.

[Don't be spicy. Dimas easy stomach pain tuh]

[Yes, Mom. Just now, Ma]

My sister could not stand crying anymore. He handed Dimas' phone back. Her mother-in-law must have been even more sad because the granddaughter she was waiting for turned out to have lost her life.

Struggled out of the hospital room, do not let his mother hear the sound of crying Adinda.