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" Who is yah? " At 7:30 am Za and I were chatting in the TV room in shock with the sound of knocking on the door from outside.
Bi Tini walked up to the door to see who had come this early.
" Sir, Salim! " Bi Tini was surprised when she saw the guests who came to the house.
" How are you Tin? " greet a man from outside to Bi Tini.
" Ba-ba-ik, sir, " said Bi Tini staggered.
" Maryam is there? "
Bi Tini turned her head, looking at the living room where there was me and Khanza.
" A-d. "
" Can I come in? "
" A moment sir, I'll tell Miss Maryam first. " Bi Tini left Salim's mas, then met me.
" who? " Let's be curious.
" E-e anu, i-it .... "
" Who is that? "
" Salim sir, Ma'am. "
' Mas Salim, what is it that he came so early? ' my inner.
" He asked to come in and see my mother. "
" Tell him meet me at the park. "
" Okay, Mom."
" Khanza can help Mama, please take Mama to the park. "
" Yes, mah. "
Za pushed my wheelchair towards the park and Bi Tini walked back to the man at the door.
After Za drove me to the park I was here alone waiting for a man I had known for a long time but had not seen for a long time.
This will be the second time we meet again after yesterday we met by accident.
But why does it feel this big like someone who has not seen his girlfriend for a long time and finally found her again. Ah, no Maryam don't think like that, now you're not a teenager anymore you're old and even have grandchildren, should, if Za had not miscarried at that time.
There were footsteps coming closer, even as he seemed to be behind me.
" How are you, Maryam? " The man greeted me as he approached and sat himself in the chair in front of me.
" Good mas. " As much as possible I can power myself to look normal in front of him even though the heart is now beating very hard.
" What happened, why do you look so skinny? " ask again.
Why he asks isn't this all because of him.
" And what's with your legs, why use a wheelchair? "
" I'm fine mas, it's just a little accident. Tumben mas to the house is there anything? "
" I apologized to you earlier, sorry for not being able to accompany you all along. I may not even know what you've been through to get to this point."
" Oh yes, I don't want to talk about the past, "I said it out loud.
I no longer want to remember our past, whether happy or otherwise, because at this time if I remember the mas Salim that comes to my mind is Salma and Nadia his daughter, there are those whose hearts I must guard, let me be this way until my body no longer has a soul.
" Why do you want to see me? " he seemed to breathe.
" So yesterday at the cafe what were you talking about? "
" Did Salma not tell you? " he shook his head.
I was about to push the wheelchair with my hand, but Salim took out a piece of paper, an envelope and paper, and thrust it at me.
" What is this? "
" Read! "
An envelope containing the divorce papers from Salma, and a letter.
*Assalamualaikum.
Thank you for helping me from the black circle of my life, thank you for being the best husband in my life and thank you for being such an amazing father figure to Nadia.
I'm sorry, sorry I left so suddenly. I realize that after our meeting yesterday, I am more convinced by my decision to return you to Maryam, I see that if you still love each other, please do not lie to your hearts, reunite and be happy, Sister Maryam mas. because I realize that my presence is only a barrier to your happiness with Mbak Maryam.
I'm so happy, I'm so happy that if you guys get back together, don't worry about me and Nadia we're okay.
Once again sorry if I still lack a lot when being your wife, and thank you for being the best husband in my life.
Osprey*.
**I put back the letter I just read, it turns out the request yesterday was not kidding, Salma did want me back with mas Salim.
However, if mas Salim had the same thing, he could have come here because he only worried about his wife.
" Did Salma say something if she wanted to leave? " salim asked. I shook my head in response, he let out a heavy sigh, seeing that he was very worried about his wife.
Never mind Maryam don't expect to come back with her.
" Is this what you were talking about yesterday? " I nodded.
" But take it easy I don't accept her request. "
" why? "
" I'm not a woman who disturbs the household relationships of others, "I answered a little sniffle, after all why also mas Salim asked like that.
He again breathed heavily. " It's my fault Maryam, lately I've been busy thinking about something other than them, maybe they feel neglected. "
" It's what you think, "the reflex I ask.
Salim looked at me. " You .., "he said softly.
I was a little wrong. " I always think how to get sorry from you and our children, until I forget to pay attention to Salma and Nadia.
" And then you blame me for your wife's passing, "To be honest I was a little upset and said it in a sharp tone.
" I was wrong Maryam, I was wrong, because I realized that I had married again, but this heart never stopped thinking about you. "
" I can't really forget you, even though we were separated for decades and I still think about you when we were together. I can't forget you our memories are too many Maryams. "
I was struck by Salim's words and silenced not to know what to say anymore, because since our separation my soul has been partially lost. And it's true that I may still love him.
Astaghfirullah Maryam, this feeling you must immediately eliminate because this man before you is no longer your husband.
" Go home! " I told Salim to go home if there was no way I would get carried away and easily fall back on him.
" all right. " Mas Salim rose.
" If you've found Salma's whereabouts please tell me, "I said as she stepped in.
When Salim enters the house he meets Rayan and Idris.
" Father! " say Idris.
" Idris. "mas Salim. smiled at them.
" What are you doing here? " Rayan spoke in a sharp tone.
" No one let your papahs go, "so I cut their conversation.
Mas Salim sighed and came out with shaky steps.
Next**....