Grandma's Choice (Mad Doctor )

The voice of Salma

Here, on top of this apartment building, I cried as if I were doomed to this unfortunate fate.

I think uncle really wanted to take me to work in this city, it turns out he was just using me to pay off his debts to the bookies in the embroidery, he said, in addition to the prostitution place it is also a place for gamblers from various circles, even from among businessmen.

I thought it was just me in this place, it turns out there's someone in my arms.

I'm tired of living like this, it feels like my pride has been torn, I'm no longer a good woman, I've been balking at my job. However, the mami's men tortured me mercilessly, I was tired and no longer wanted to live, it felt like God was not on my side.

I've heard an ustadz speak like this. "Ud'uni astajib lakum" pray to me I will grant. But why do my prayers seem to be unheard.

I asked to leave my place from my work, but I am still here in helplessness.

Oh my God I don't want to be here not to be like this, either, if because of my sin you are reluctant to grant my prayers at least take my life so that I no longer sin and do not torment my soul at all times.

Today I fear, I am tired of being a puppet, which we sometimes praise like fairies but in time we are also humiliated like disgusting animals.

I was tired and ran into the quiet building until the thought of suicide approached and I almost did that stupid thing if only Salim did not help me.

I began to melt as he advised me he also reminded me of the sin of suicide, then told me about his life which was also filled with problems.

I kept quiet, thinking if everyone had a problem then what is the best way for me.

Then how can I be responsible for my sins in the future to God. Ah, I was made to worry about wanting to end my life or continue to live and believe God would help me.

When I was still wrestling with my mind I did not think Salim mengered me until we fell down, I beat him who dared to touch me also dare to thwart my wishes.

Even when my mother's men were looking for me she helped me hide from them, she saved me again.

He lent me his apartment, he said so I wouldn't find him sleeping in a hotel near the apartment.

Until Salim brought me to his new home, there I became a domestic assistant, actually this is my request, I feel bad if I have to ride for free.

But that night changed my world. We didn't expect that if the citizens would notice us, they would raid us and force us to marry if we didn't then they would parade us around naked.

As I cried I didn't want to, and finally Salim decided to marry me.

I asked him to divorce me because I knew that Salim still loved his wife very much, I also felt unworthy to be a man's wife as good as him.

I realized what kind of woman I am, I am no longer a respectable woman, my pride has been torn apart by striped-nosed men and bears.

" let me learn to love you "he said as we were together after an impromptu break.

At that time I felt that my prayers God gave me more than I asked for.

I just asked to be released from the embroidery, it turns out that God not only freed me from the place of the curse, God also sent me a guardian angel like Mas Salim. Someone who is sincere and accepts me for who I am.

Until a few years later our household was given the gift of a beautiful princess whom we named Nadia.

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