
Disillusioned
ROAN POV
Until one day ....
" Syifa, do you want to be my wife? " I said as we were having lunch at a restaurant.
Syifa was silent, she stopped putting food in her mouth.
Then I looked at me with a look I couldn't understand.
He smiled wryly as he closed his eyes with his head repeatedly.
" Syifa. "I touched her shoulder. It's shuffling.
" Why are you? " Let me again.
He lifted his head and looked at me.
" I don't deserve you, "he said.
" I don't care about your past! " i tried to convince him.
" It's not just that. "
" I don't care, I LOVE you! "
" Is it because you don't love me? " many more.
" I don't deserve you, "he said that again while shaking his head.
" Syifa I don't care about your past. " Rayan was not convinced.
" Shypoma .... " Rayan was about to say. Syifa cut it.
" I'm dirty, inappropriate for a guy like you, and what if your parents knew about my past. I don't deserve Rayan! "
Rayan clasped Syifa's hand in front of her who was looking down.
" Whatever, the bad good of you, your past, whatever it is that you are I still love, "with a smile Rayan said it.
Syifa raised her head, looking at Rayan.
" There's one more thing you don't know about Rayan!" he said without expression.
" Say! " Rayan convinced him.
" I'm traumatized, "he said with my eyes.
" You won't be able to touch me. They're tearing my pride apart, I can't be my wife I'm still afraid of Ray. "he looks sad.
I was stunned, behind his cheerful attitude all this time it turned out that he was storing wounds alone.
" we're going through this together. I'm not going to force you, I want to protect you, and the trauma will definitely heal.we're trying to work together." I said trying to reassure him.
He shook. " Every night I can barely fall asleep, Ray. "
" That's why you need someone to feel safe. Marry me Syifa! "
His tears fell, he nodded with a smile.
Two months after that incident we got married, I didn't tell the family the true origin of Syifa, I'm just saying that if we met at the company he had above average intelligence, I would be interested in making him my assistant.
I also told Mama that Syifa, an orphan, has no relatives.
Is it not that he is an orphan. His stepfather who sold him was not worthy of being called a father.
Almost a year we established a household, although the trauma has not been able to be destroyed, but we are happy to live this togetherness.
Until one day, someone gave an envelope to Mama.
After seeing the contents of the envelope, Mama was angry, she asked me to divorce Syifa.
" What is Syifa? " Tiba Mama came into our room. Mama threw an envelope in front of Syifa.
We who had just finished praying together were surprised to see the attitude of Mama.
" Don't be your saint, "he said again to Syifa.
Syifa looked at me as well as me, we looked at each other not understanding what Mama said.
" What's up, Mah? " my words were trying to calm the mother who was starting to get emotional.
" You fooled Rayan, your wife is a woman j*l*ng, "he said again excitedly.
Syifa and I looked at each other again. Could there be someone who said who Syifa was in the past.
" Mama calm down, Mama don't just talk. " I stood up to Mama, clasping her hand, and Syifa was bowed.
Mama took out some photos, and she threw them down right in front of Syifa.
I was shocked to see who was in the photo.
Syifa with a middle-aged man sleeping in the same bed wrapped in a blanket.
I glanced at Syifa and looked surprised to close her mouth. He glanced at me while shaking his head.
I was furious, not expecting Syifa to return to her old life. And increasingly furious when found a flash containing Vidio Syifa with the man.
Mama was angry she told me to divorce Syifa right then and there.
" It's not me, Mas, "defa Syifa while shedding tears.
" It's definitely you Syifa! " snaps mom.
" No mah, this is not Syifa, there must be someone who engineered this all, I just do not know the man. "
" Well, you don't know because you spend too many nights with men, do you! " again Mama snapped at Syifa.
Syifa inched her body shaken, while her tears did not recede.
" By Allah, Mah!! it wasn't Syifa. "he pointed at the photo.
When he came to me, he touched me and I saw his eyes as if he were expecting me to defend him.
" Mommy, you believe! " He said expectantly.
Whether I have to believe it or not, but I don't find any of Vidio's gaffes, unlike edits. I found Syifa from the night world. Maybe he's tired of this marriage and looking happy out there.
And as for his trauma, could it be just a skit he's playing crazy out there.
I looked at him full of anger.
"A-I'll send you our divorce papers. "I told her that.
He looked at me in disbelief. " It's slander, Mas, you believe this slander more than your wife. "
" So, "if this is slander, where are you on that date, the date on Vidio. "
" at that time I was caught in the rain, it was hard to get a taxi. And after getting a traffic jam, Mas. "
" Missing at the hotel you mean! " Mama chimed in, which made me think less of Syifa.
" Athaghfirullah, Mah, no, Mah. " Bella.
" Get out of this house Mama did not want to see the woman j*l*ng in this house, "Struthfully mamah then he came out of the room.
Syifa approached me, she grabbed my hand. I shuffled not wanting to be touched by him.
" Mum, "pulmonary voice.
" So this is the reason you don't want me to touch, "I said that while bringing her face closer.
He looked at me in disbelief his face looked angry, then his hands floated up on my cheeks.
Plaque...
" You did find me from that curse place, but I'm not that low! " he said he left in front of me.
He really packed his clothes. Although still in one room I do not want to see it, my disappointment is already at the top.
Before leaving he looked at me full of hate and then dragged his suitcase out of the room even from this house.
I watched him from the window. I took a cell phone from the nightstand to call someone over there.
" Sister, brother, where is Syifa going, why is he carrying a suitcase? " Task Idris who just got home from his practice.
" You guys are fighting! " Ask Idris.
" Sister threw him out, "I replied.
" why? isn't Syifa a good woman. "
" But, getting out of here is best for her. "
" Don't be fooled by Idris' kindness, she's just a woman j*l*Ng. " Mama came and said that.
In the end Rayan Al Kaf will again submit to this family, re-leasing all wants for the sake of ....
Rayan breathed a heavy sigh. His eyes were still looking at the street from behind the window of his room on the second floor.
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