Grandma's Choice (Mad Doctor )

Single-minded

I try to be sincere about a loss and smile from the pain that is happening.

I'll start learning to walk away, then I'll learn to smile sincerely and silently.

" Never lament over everything that is missing from your life, for God will replace it in another form, " Papar mas Idris while calming me still sobbing in his arms.

" Sincere is not to let go of something with tears, but to let go of something with a smile. Relieve what is God's destiny, well. " Mas Idris took off his embrace when he wiped the tears that kept flowing after not wanting to stop this.

I looked at the man who was my husband, still with tears that he repeatedly removed.

" Already, there is Mas who will always be with you, we face this together, well. " I nodded, and he hugged me again.

" Relax, you have to remember. Letting go does not mean giving up, but realizing that there is something that cannot be forced, as we are experiencing today, we have tried to take care of it, but if God says otherwise, we should let it go. "again he said while stroking my head in his arms.

Still ringing the words of Idris yesterday, words that make me calmer, I do not think if my husband who according to people cold and stiff turned out to have a side of extraordinary wisdom.

I smile when someone enters my room. It was the love that made me fall in love every day.

Long sleeve shirt that he rolled up to the elbow, hair that still looks wet because of the ablution water that makes her look more charming.

Not only has a shady and soothing face, her figure was similar in appearance, making me feel like the luckiest woman to have a husband like her.

She returned my smile, "Sister hasn't brought her food? " while approaching me.

i'm shaken.

" Have you eaten? " I asked him who was sitting next to me.

" Already, Sebelu prayed earlier, Mas to the cafeteria first, "His reply. I'm nodding.

Not waiting for long the door to the room opened again now the figure of a woman in an all-white uniform while pushing a trolley filled with food and medicine into my room.

" Thank you, "Say me Idris after the nurse put my food down. Then he came out.

Idris took the bowl of porridge and he scooped it up and pointed it at my mouth.

" A-aa," he told me to open my mouth.

I furrowed my eyebrows looking at him with a gaze ... I don't know. " You think I'm a kid. "

I said, but following his command, he opened his mouth and received food from his hand.

" Hehm, "He nodded.

" Ish, "I snorted.

After eating the porridge and taking the medicine Mas Idris asked me to rest, I lay down on the bed, while Mas Idris was still faithful beside me.

" Aren't you a tactic? "

He shook his hand and covered me. " No, I've had permission for a few days to get you first. "

" If you want to practice papa, kok, Za can take care of himself again the place is dekaet, you can visit me anytime. "

He looked at me while stroking his face. " No, I want to focus on taking care of you first. "

" Eee, you haven't told me why you're on the street, Bi Syifa said she found you passed out on the street? "

I looked down to remember what happened yesterday made me even sadder, not feeling tears just flowing to wet my face.

Idris stood up and hugged me, "It's okay if you don't want to tell me. "

Mas Idris loosened his arms he sat back in his chair holding my hand tightly and looking at me fixedly.

" Bi Arum came .. "I raised my head and looked at Peria who was in front of me.

" Bi Arum says he wants to sell Grandma's house. "my tears are coming back, Mas Idris wiped them with his fingers.

" Bi Arum has also brought Grandma's home certificate, he asked us to leave the house immediately. "

" What did Bi Arum do until you .... "

" I'm after Bi Arum, hoping he's not going to sell Grandma's house, the house has many memories, there Za was born and grew up, there was once a father and Mama lived, there, there Za once lived happily with a whole family, although that happiness did not last long because God loved the people I loved more. " I cut off Mas Idris, and said that with my eyes looking somewhere.

" You chased him until you .... "

" Falls ... And miscarriage. " I continued with tears.

" I'm sorry, Mas, I'm careless, Za forgot the safety of our future child. "mas Idris sat on the bed he held this hand tighter, while I looked down while sobbing.

" Za, look at Mas, "His order I followed.

I looked at Idris, smiling at me. " Never blame yourself, what happened to us today has become the determination, "he said calmed me down.

" But, if Za could be more careful, surely this incident could be avoided. "

" Don't talk rich, Dad. Mas, do not blame you, not in fact Bi Arum or circumstances, because I believe this is God's way to mature us also strengthen us, because I believe this is God's way to mature us, maybe we are not ready to be parents so god undur time so that we are more ready to be parents.

Believe me, the same mas, everything that happens in our lives has been planned by God, even the fallen leaves have been written when and why the falling leaves. So, do not be sad anymore, we face this together, "express at length while stroking the tops of my head covered with hijab.

" Never lament over everything that is missing from your life .... "

" For God will replace it with another form, "I keep saying.

" Why, you know? "

" Kan Mas who talked about it. "

" Dihh, Mas's wife is very smart. "she pulls my nose.

" Well what the heck." I complained while holding a nose that hurts because he pulled.

" Tuh, it's a smile. "his teasing.

" It's a manyun mas open a smile. "I make my lips slightly lean forward.

" Oh, want to be loved .. "he did not continue his speech instead raised his eyebrows while looking at my lips.

I furrowed my eyebrows, while Idris' body leaned towards me.

A second later I understood his intent and immediately threw a pillow in his face.

" Okay, "he puffed up, rubbing his lips as if he was being persecuted.

Unable to hold a smile I smiled with the attitude of Idris, we looked at each other and broke up together.

He is Idris Al Kaf, a guardian angel who seems to be God purposely present to me, I suppose love him and admire him there.

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