
Za peeked out from behind the window, the figure he was waiting for appeared from inside the car.
Idris walked towards the door. Za, who was behind the door, waited for her husband to knock on the door. Idris knocked on the door, Za was silent for a moment, controlling the thump that always popped up when he looked at his suamin, letting Idris repeat the knock, until on the third beat he opened the door for his suamin.
after the door was opened, for a moment they stared at each other, stared at each other and smiled awkwardly.
Then he reached for Idris' hand, and he kissed the back of his hand. Idris was just stupefied by Za's attitude.
"Mas, have you eaten?" Honestly, she wanted to ask why she had just come home this late, but Za fikit, maybe Idris had a personal business and she should not interfere in her husband's personal affairs.
"Had" Idris replied, briefly.
"Heeh, we're in the dock!" I look disappointed in Za.
They entered the house, but, suddenly.
Kruyuk ....
Za's stomach is heard by Idris, Za who hasn't eaten since this afternoon, as she waits for Idris to be able to eat with her.
Idris turned and looked at Za.
"You haven't eaten yet?" ask Idris.
While Za's face red blushed, holding in shame and then he nodded.
"Oh, let's eat!" take Idris to Za.
"Well, did you eat?" Tannya Za, plain.
Idris did not answer, he walked to the dining table, followed by Za from behind.
Idris sat himself on the chair as well as Za. Za served his suamin as usual and they ate the food in silence.
In the middle of enjoying her dinner, Za who was honestly curious about Idris who came home this late, but did not dare to be her friend, and finally could only glance at Idris.
Accidentally their eyes met each other, Za hurriedly turned her gaze to the food she was eating.
Idris noticed Za's gaze, a questioning look. Za must have wanted to know why he was late. His mind tries to guess.
"I'm sorry, if you were waiting for me" Idris started to open his voice between their dinners.
"Before my clock ran out, there was a car accident and the victims were taken to the hospital because there were some victims who had heart disease, so I had to take care of them." Clearly without asking.
"the next time, if I haven't come home yet, you eat first, don't wait for me"
again the doctor said.
Za was stunned, swallowing a soft rice was similar to swallowing a stone, choked in the throat, Difficulty he swallowed it.
For Za, Idris is like a psychic, who can read people's minds.
while the red sepulat again adorns the cheeks.
That night, Za could not sleep, the strange thumping back in his control. He forced his matan tuk closed, but in the closed eyes it again saw the face of someone appeared.well, who else if not the face suaminnya.
Za turned her back to change her sleeping position, hoping that her suamin face would disappear in the dream swallow. But the more she closed her eyes the clearer the man's face appeared in the estuary.
Za rubbed his face violently, the clock showed two o'clock in the morning, eyes that were actually tired that could not be compromised, still literate, even though drowsiness crashing.
Until finally Za was closed by letting his beautiful suamin shadow drown in deep, sailing with his dream.
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A few days after that night. Idris get a holiday, he uses his day off to rest, relax at home, be his choice.
Centee ....
The sound of a notif from his gawai, immediately he opened.
The name of his best friend Sam, sending a chat.
'Home'
'It's noon time!'
'Get a break'
'Oh,'
'Cie, don't-don't want a honeymoon nih, ye, ' Sam wrote on the Emot Sertai winking.
Idris's frown, accompanied by a smile.
'Husnudzon is your mind, bro!'
'Ha ha ha, yes.'
'RS, rame, bro' wrote Sam again.
'Yes, it is!, if deserted the grave!'
'He he, yeah, too, yeah'
'But, this time it's rame because, loe!'
'What's the business?'
'They're excited, because they know you're married at RS' Idris eyes round reading chat from Sam.
Didn't he and Za get married secretly, it can even be said secretly as well. How could anyone know?. Where do they know?.
'It's up to them Dris, I'm just afraid, this news goes to mamah loe, and mamah loe knows from others, before you tell yourself. I just want advicein, so that you can tell mamah loe. I know surely mamah loe is still traumatized by brother loe's marriage, but, you have to try to talkin well.' chat again at length, already rich people again lecture.
Idris was silent for a moment, thinking that what Sam said was true. But Idris has not found a way to tell his marriage to his mother without having to make her mamah remember her marriage and her brother failed.
Mah, not everyone has the same fate, inner Idris.
But, how did he tell his mama, if his relationship and Za alone is still this frozen, Idris thinks if he should melt down his relationship with Za, then just talk about this relationship with the mama.
'I try, thanks for the advice. Tumben says rich sane man you're Sam!'
'Yeah, so all this time you think of me, sedeng!. Miss, you are second to none, if you speak!' accompanied by emotes of laughter that lined up to two paragraphs.
"The kid in bed, proud, yeah."
****
Za comes to bring a cup of coffee for Idris, Idris thanks Za. If the habit after delivering coffee to Idris Za will go blending in with his own busyness, but not with today.
Za sits in the chair next to Idris, in front of Idris who looks busy with his dress.
realizing that someone was looking at him, Idris put his cellphone on the table, then looked at Za.
"What's wrong?" as usual, Idris was always this smart on Za.
"I ... want to talk" said Za hesitated.
"Speak!" Idris took the coffee on the table and drank it slowly.
"Doc, are doctors not tired of our relationship?" Za started talking, and Idris listened carefully.
"We are husband and wife, but not like a husband and wife. Doc, before the doctor married me, of course the doctor also had his own doctor's life, and I know, maybe the doctor was forced to marry me, as well as me. I ...." I doubt Za said it.
"I can't continue to be a doctor's burden. Doc!. .. Just let go of me, and live the doctor's life as it was before the doctor met me"
seriate.....
sedeng \= crazy