Grace of Love

Grace of Love
Likes and Grief



Nindi circled the calendar with her flagship red marker, her hands limp at how much circumference she had made since Ivar's departure. His eyes blankly stared at the direction of thinking about Ivar's current state.


Nindi stared at her slightly bulging belly. Nindi smiled to herself seeing how the reality of life she was facing right now. Happiness and sadness are present simultaneously. The world suddenly seemed as if it was colorless desolate, Nindi as if she was in a dark shadow that surrounded her.


The roar of breath as if Nindi could listen because there was no noise bothering her, it was really a very quiet night. Nindi decided to get off her bed, her eyes hard closed. Walking through the park took him to sit on a garden chair alone in the middle of the night. Staring at the stars that look beautiful tonight scattered in the dark sky.


“Gas...gas..build what Gas.” The security guard woke Bagas who was asleep at the guard post. “Ni people what kebo. Sleep hard tenan woke.” Talk to yourself because the bagas are reluctant to move from his sleep.


“Look, who's sitting in the park this night. Medi what Non Nindi.” Walk slowly due to the feeling of fear. “Duh Gusti, save Gusti. Still want my long life this.” A security guard named Udin walked around so that his footsteps could not be heard.


He breathed deeply because Mr. Udin was so afraid of ghosts. Victims of horror films. Pak Udin did not come directly because he was afraid of Nindi and would disturb him. Mr. Udin just made sure to keep watch.


“Oh Non Nindi really, why are these nights sitting in the park alone. What's cold yah.” Shaking his head was astonished by Nindi's behavior.


Buggle...


The hand landed right on the shoulder of Udin who was watching Nindi from a distance. Mr. Udin slowly looked back, making sure the hand on his shoulder was a human hand.


Ahhhhhh.......


Udin and Bagas both shouted.


“You're screaming Gas. Surprise parents only.” Maki Pak Udin was upset.


“Face Mr. Udin makes me surprised Mr.” Answer Bagas honestly.


“Sontoloyo, hang me here. Bagas kualat later ngerjain parenthood.” Bagas laughed at Udin's extremely tense face.


“Pak Udin why here, ngintipin what sir?” Tanya Bagas curious.


“That's Mbak Nindi sitting in the park alone, no matter demit.” Javan Pak Udin while leaving Bagas.


Bagas stared sadly at Nindi who was sitting closed his eyes staring at the night sky. Bagas sent a photo to Edel giving a report. Edel did ask Bagas always update the condition and state of the house as long as he did not exist.


Satisfied at the night sky, Nindi re-entered as the cold night air began to pierce her skin. Nindi also did not want to get sick from staying up all night. Her feet so reluctantly stepped into her room, Nindi laid her body on the living room sofa. Reading old magazines that are still neatly arranged under the table until sleep.


Edwin, who woke up the morning, found Nindi asleep in the living room. Enveloped Nindi who was curled up cold in her sleep.


“Bi Inh, Lastri. Do not cook first, clean the room or any other place first. Nindi is sleeping, afraid she's being bullied.” Prevent Edwin who does not want Nindi disturbed.


“Good Mr.” Bi Inah and Lastri chose to do other work outside the main house.


“What's Pah?” Ask Ellie to speak slowly.


“Husssshhhh Ellie smothered her mouth. Edwin pointed at the sofa where Nindi was sleeping. Nodding while smiling.


All back to their respective rooms, no one dared to enter the living room because of the harsh ban bothering the resting Nindi.


Nindi squirmed, the sunlight making her unable to close her eyes anymore. Slowly Nindi woke up to sit her slightly achy body. His eyes glared at the clock that indicated eight in the morning.


“Yes Lord!!!!!” He screamed while running away from misfortune.


“Why Nak?” Shouted Ellie who was surprised to hear the sound of Nindi's cry from her room.


“I'm bad luck...” Nindi answered who was already in her room. His voice was faintly heard.


When Nindi came down neatly, Bagas was already at the door waiting for Nindi with his sweet smile, Ellie was already carrying a box of supplies in her hand with a smile that was no less sweet.


“What's up?” Nindi smiled in wonder. “Is there anything special today?”


“Nothing, we're normal. It's Gas!” Bagas just nodded. “Be careful on Bagas road, do not speed.”


“Good Mistress.”


“I leave ya Mah.” Nindi hugged Ellie warmly. The woman who was currently so loving to him sincerely.


Edwin appeared and spread out his hands, not to be outdone. Edwin also asked Nindi to hug him.


“My children's and grandchildren's bodies are fine Bagas.” The message that Edwin always conveyed repeatedly to Bagas.


“Good Sir, I am pleased to deliver Non Nindi.” Bagas was already very close because of his excellent attitude and nature. Edwin likes people who are loyal to his work.


***


“Kak, Nindi hasn't come yet?” Cindi asked Mariska who saw the empty bench Nindi.


Mariska raised her shoulders not knowing. “What is he sick ya Cin?” Ask Mariska who's worried. “I'll ask.” Mariska sent a message to Nindi.


Nindi: Still on the road, sister, I woke up bad luck.


Mariska: Ohhh. I thought you were sick.


Nindi: No Brother, I'm healthy Brother. I had permission for Melly and Mr. Gunar to arrive late.


Mariska: It's safe to start with Nin.


The chat with a short message ended. “She's in Cin, It's just too late. He's bad luck he said.” Cindi answered with a nod of her head.


“Sound once a new child has dared to bad luck. Don't know yourself.” Mariska glanced at the cynical Zein who seemed to dislike her.


“Basic grandma attach, she also often comes late.” Syndir Mariska was upset. Although slowly, Mariska's voice could still be heard by Zein.


“Tell your friend to know yourself at work, indeed he thinks this is a workplace owned by his ancestors what!”


“Ihhhhh!!!!! There can be dirty-hearted people like this, move away from you.” Mariska smashed her shoulder into Zein's body which stood defiantly.


“Aduhhh...duh...duh..the child both of these fuss just work.” Teraik Melly who is upset his subordinates do not get along. “Can't be a day I don't hear you guys fighting.” Mariska and Zein just fell silent not to wait.


“Let many Mel, oh yes. We are ready for the meeting, right?” Ask Gunar who entered along with Melly.


“Nindi who is in charge of making presentation materials, she is soon until she said.”


“She's late?” Gunar asked in surprise tilting his head.


“She has info to me and Dad said that today is late.” Gunar reached into the cell phone in his pants pocket.


“Ahhh right, he sent a message to me too.” Gunar smiled at Nindi's message. The woman who is now the wife of people, even though she loves Nindi dead.


Not long Nindi came with a breath that was slightly cut off from running. Nindi greeted everyone in the room.


“Drink Nin.” Mariska offered her warm tea which she had not yet drunk.


“Thanks Kak.” Nindi gulped down the thirst in her throat.


“Nin, presentation material send to me well.”


Uhukkk....


Nindi just remembered that her flasdisc was still stuck on her computer, in Ivar's study. Gunar who saw Nindi choking directly approached him.


“Mel, if you talk see the condition of the person you are talking to.” Mentioned Melly when she was not wrong either.


“Ok Pak Melly replied a little upset.


“You're okay Nin.” Nindi patted her chest for quick relief. “Slows can't, you're like a child.” All eyes were on Gunar who was paying close attention to Nindi.


“I'm sorry to toliet briefly.” Nindi immediately contacted Edwin to send his file by email. There-just the inner Nindi cursing herself.


Soon Edwin helped Nindi quickly, finished sending the file. Nindi immediately approached Melly's desk giving a little explanation about the material she had made clearly and densely. Melly liked and pointed both her thumbs at Nindi.


Nindi brought her lunch to the cafeteria with Mariska and Cindi, following behind her Kenzo and Putra. The five of them were indeed very familiar because of one frequency.


Nindi opens a food supply that smells to fill the room, special cooking made by Ellie makes Mariska and Cindy want to have in-laws as good as Ellie.


“Auhhhhh...I want to also have a good Mother-in-law like angel.” Said Mariska who made Putra glare at her.


“Dream You Mar, your behavior is minus. Your in-laws can be the same.” Ledek Putra who made Mariska lift her spoon defiantly.


“iri only you, singles!.” Reply to Mariska who is upset.


“My name is Mar, My mom is good.” Tawar Kenzo who indeed put his heart on Mariska who already has a boyfriend.


“This is another singles second follow-through.” Mariska stuck out her tongue while glaring.


“Already Brother, later others think there is a brawl here.” Cindi broke up while participating in the taunting can not stand still.


Nindi is always happy to be among her friends, they always liven up the atmosphere with their entertaining laughs and make Nindi forget about her anxiety.


“Can I join?” Gunar's arrival made all speechless feel reluctant to joke.


“Please Sir. We also just started eating.” The son invited Gunar to sit next to him. Gunar did not budge, Putra observed the code that Gunar was sending through his eyes. Fortunately, the son was very sensitive. He shifted to allow Gunar to sit next to Nindi.


All eating quietly, not as usual, Nindi only commented on the small smile despite feeling uncomfortable sitting next to Gunar. As long as it does not exceed the limit, Nindi will not be disturbed by the presence of Gunar. He had also helped Nindi a lot during this time. Nindi hopes Gunar no longer puts his heart on her.