Grace of Love

Raining

The rain did not subside, he was getting busier as if he was feeling the sadness that Nindi felt. His voice even made Nindi more deeply dissolved in his feelings. Sadness, annoyance and fear mixed into an extremely miserable feeling.

What if I yelled out all these feelings from inside my chest. Will anyone hear it?

Nindi looked at the quiet left right. He was alone in the rain like he had no one to take him away from there. The bells did not believe in what he was thinking at this moment. Try to overcome it by adjusting his breath to be calmer.

Everything was fine when he was busy, but standing alone with the rain made him feel the sadness that had accumulated since this morning. Tears suddenly did not make him weak. Nindi covered her face and cried herself.

“Uncle, has Aunt gone home?” Hanna asked who had not seen Nindi.

“We are looking for well, it looks like Aunt Nindi is not far away.” Ivar hurry.

Ivar looked to the right and left while driving his car, the road darkened with fog and the rush of rain. He stopped when he saw Nindi sitting alone at the stop.

There you seem to be Nin. Why are you crying in the rain like this. Did I hurt you so much? Is your heart hurt because of me?

Ivar suddenly hesitates to come to Nindi. She was hurt when Nindi cried alone. Ivar has promised to make her happy, but this reality cannot be avoided. Ivar often forgets every word he says to Nindi. She often forgets the promises she made before marriage.

“Uncle, the Aunt Nindi. Quickly pick up Auntie. Outside must be very cold.” Hanna was worried. Hanna was afraid that Nindi would fall ill.

“Hanna wait here, Uncle will pick up Aunt Nindi yah!.” Let it go if Nindi hates me right now. I will try to make amends to him.

Nindi who covered her face was unaware of Ivar's presence. He was still drowning in the emotions he managed to let out through his tears. Ivar rubbed Nindi's head gently.

A beautiful face now covered in tears looked into Ivar's eyes. Nindi looked back in disbelief at what she saw. He thinks Ivar's presence is just his delusion. Nindi touches Ivar's hand to convince him. His heart thumped very fast seeing Ivar was really in front of him. He was really in front of his eyes.

Ivar squatted in front of him. The usual smile Nindi saw was now present on Ivar's handsome face. “Why are you crying?” Ivar wiped the tears that soaked Nindi's cheeks. “Did I hurt you?” Nindi still looked down not knowing what to answer.

what do my tears mean now? Why there is only a feeling of pain without knowing what causes it.

Ivar kissed Nindi's hand gently. The kind woman Ivar loved more than herself. Nindi tried not to cry in Ivar's front, but to no avail. She was saddened to see how Ivar treated her. How could Nindi hate the man who saved her life and Hanna.

“Crying.” Ivar hugged Nindi tightly. “Take everything out so I won't see these tears again.”

Hanna who seemed to be watching the drama sleeps feeling bored and tired. Plus the cold air that was so comfortable made him unable to resist closing his eyes.

Nindi sobbed in Ivar's arms. It is all the emotions that make it weak. Ivar patiently waited and calmed Nindi with a gentle touch of his hand. Fondling at every emotion Nindi might want to express but could not get out of her mouth. Through tears Nindi evaporated everything, accompanied by the sound of rain that seemed to accompany Nindi so as not to cry alone.

“I'm sorry.” The first words Ivar heard after Nindi were quite calm.

“Why apologize? I'm the one who should be apologizing to you Nin.” Ivar sat next to Nindi.

“I'm guilty of thinking nothing of Sister Ivar. I guess Brother no longer wants to talk to me.” Dare not look Ivar in the eye.

“Why do you think like that?” Ivar spoke while holding Nindi in his arms. It doesn't feel like letting go.

“Kakak left just like that this morning. I guess Big Brother is still mad at me because I spoke loudly to Sister Ivar last night.” Nindi regretted her high voice on Ivar last night.

"I was just in a hurry, there was no intention of ignoring anyone."

"really?" Ivar nodded. "I want you to forgive me."

“No Nin, I haven't apologized to you. I'm sorry for accusing you of not being. I was just scared and worried when I found out you and Hanna weren't with the bagas. I even helped Luna and left you both.” Ivar tidied Nindi's hair with his fingers.

“But Luna does need help. There's no harm. Brother Ivar did the right thing.” Nindi doesn't mind if Ivar has to help Luna.

“Still I finally abandoned you both. I'll never repeat it. I don't want to see you with anyone else. It seems like everything is pretty clear, we just misunderstood.”

Nindi nodded, a smile again adorning her sultry lips. “What looks like crying?”

“Hide it also free. Hanna's a smart kid, she definitely knows without us explaining it.” Ivar helped Nindi stand up.

There must be clear communication so that every problem can be resolved without dispute. All can be discussed as long as both parties want to give their partners the opportunity to explain the matter that happened. Do not let small problems become a way for couples to be scattered and do not know how to deal with the polemic of life.

“Hanna asleep. He must be bored waiting for us.” Ivar gave a gaunt laugh after photographing Hanna's face that looked very peaceful in her sleep.

“Poor Hanna. Forgive Aunt Han. I guess there's no Hanna here.” Nindi was carried away with emotion until she could not remember to ask where Hanna was. All she remembers is Hanna in the hands of the right person at the moment, Aunt Edel.

“We have dinner at home, baby. Must be Mamah and Papah are also worried because I went in a hurry this morning.” Nindi nodded in agreement.

Incoming message from Edel

Edel: Nin, is Hanna with you?

Nindi : Yes Brother. With me and Brother Ivar

Edel: Ok, I seem to be going home tonight. Please take care of Jason for me.

Nindi: Ready Commander!

Edel: Thank you very much Nin.

Nindi: Both my beautiful sisters

Edel responded with a love-filled emoticon. Ivar watched Nindi who was smiling herself from the front view. Just got better Ivar looked at Nindi as if he wanted to pounce on her. He suspected Nindi of replying to a message with a person he did not like. Nindi realized that there was a pair of eyes watching her.

“Kak Edel Kak's. He said he'd be home late at night and asked me to look after Jason.” Nindi showed me her phone screen.

“I know, where possible with others. Of course with Brother yourself you can look so comfortable.” Talk the opposite with his feelings.

He really had to control his excessive jealousy.

Hanna squirms getting a kiss on her cheek. Uncle Ivar was the first one he saw when he opened his eyes.

“Wake up baby, we've arrived.” Nindi said on the back bench.

“Open we were outside earlier?” Hanna rubbed her eyes. “Is Aunt no longer sad? Mamah usually gives a hug when Papah is sad. Is it sad that Aunt Nindi is also now gone after Uncle Ivar hugged Auntie?” Nindi was moved by Hanna so much for her. Of course Hanna was listening well to what she and Ivar were doing.

“Already lost, now Aunt Nindi sangaaaaaatttt happy.”

“Really?” Nindi nodded. Tiger in. Ivar just smiled, every time he heard a question coming out of Hanna's mouth made him very amused.

“Omah......Opahs.....Jason...” Shouted Hanna greeting with her voice quite loud.

“Eh...the beautiful grandson Omah has gone home, quickly change clothes and we have dinner together well.”

“Good Omah.” Hanna immediately went to her room which was renovated. Now that Hanna has her own bedroom, Hanna is big enough to have her own room.

With the consent of each family member, Hanna must occupy her room and no longer sleep in Edel's room or Nindi's room. Many strange things he asked when he saw a married couple. He was quite curious about the complicated adult life.

Jason was in Nindi's room with Hanna after dinner. Nindi promises Edel to look after her before she returns. Jason was getting used to Hanna and herself. It was no longer afraid when Nindi carried it unlike the first time when she saw it.

"It's funny that I have a baby as handsome as Jason." Nindi spoke softly but was still heard in Hanna's ears.

"Aunty and Uncle aren't trying?" Ivar who was sitting on the sofa smiling was embarrassed to the point of covering his face with the book he was reading. "Uncle Ayman said soon Aunt and Uncle Ivar will have a baby like Jason."

"Hanna, quickly continue drawing it. Let's get the spit done, Hanna said she wanted to eat chocolate after this." Switching conversations.

"Emmm...." Hanna who spoke up did not bother when Nindi did not answer her question. Now his body has been stuck again with the papers scattered on the floor.

Nindi is confused to respond to every strange question that comes out of Hanna's mouth.