God, Give Me Strength

God, Give Me Strength
It's Time To Say Goodbye



"EREN!!! EREN!!" Call Clara who didn't stop Eren's footsteps.


The woman ran very fast and managed to grab the man's left hand.


"Eren, listen to my explanation first" Clara said.


"What's there to talk about? You know what you've done? You have made a father, a husband leave and abandon his own wife and children for the sake of other women and children belonging to others. You as a fellow woman, where is your conscience and now you are asking me to give you a chance?" Eren said emotion.


The other...


"Finally there." Mama Eren.


"Excuse me, you can all get down here first. I will find a parking lot" said Rangga.


The hospital was full at the time. Many cars parked there make Rangga difficult to find an area for parking.


After making sure everything has gone down and the goods have been taken down, Rangga immediately tancap gas looking for a parking area. Without hesitation, Rangga immediately occupied it.


Whistle


Rangga locked his car with a remote.


"It has. Let's go" Rangga said


The five of them walked towards the entrance of the hospital and saw the two people they knew were in a great brawl ahead.


"Is that Eren and Clara? What's wrong with them?"Ask mom Eren astonished


"Benere ma. But, it seems like something is not right. They seem to be fighting" Timpal Kaira.


"Here you go, let me go" Eren threw Clara's hand and walked straight without looking left right.


A car was speeding up from behind Kaira and also to Eren's left. The car seemed very rushed. Eren with his mounting anger did not realize the horn that had been rung many times


"PAPA BEWARE!!!"


"EREN MOVE!!!"


The screams of the people around him were not heeded by him. I don't know which wind brought Kaira initiative to help him. Regardless of her safety, the woman headed straight to the middle of the road and pushed Eren to the ground.


BRAKKK


Collisions are inevitable. The car hit Kaira so fast that it attracted the attention of several people who were there. Instead of stopping, the car ran away unwilling to take responsibility.


"KAIRA!!!" screeched everyone as he looked at Kaira who had been lying in the middle of the road.


The conscious Eren immediately approached him.


"Ara, please wake up. Don't stay with me. I'm sorry" Eren said in a panic.


Fresh blood continued to pour on Kaira. His mouth and nose also spit out countless blood.


"Mas. Finally, what I want to accomplish..." Kaira said weakly.


"What do you mean? I was right here. Nothing's gonna happen to you, okay?" Eren began to panic.


Kaira simply responded with a smile.


"Lying in your arms and in your arms is my greatest desire. I'm quite satisfied"


"I'll hold you always in front of him, okay? Next time, you don't sacrifice yourself for me. I've been so mean to you. Why are you still willing to sacrifice yourself for me?" Ask Eren.


"Because I still really love you. Sorry, I really failed to forget you. Loving you, it only takes a few days. However, forgetting you takes my whole life" Kaira said


"Here you go, don't talk much anymore. I'll take you inside" Eren said


Eren carried Kaira's slim and perfect body


This lady... He's lighter than he used to be when he was with me. How much suffering has he experienced because of me?~Batin Eren.


Kaira's consciousness slowly began to decline until she was unable to open her eyes. The woman had fainted completely due to the loss of a lot of blood.


"Fuck? Please, don't faint. Don't panic" Eren said, trying to wake Kaira up.


However, there was no response at all from the woman he was holding.


"DOCTOR!!! HELP!!!" Eren's screams filled the room.


"Eren, that man why is he yelling? Or did something happen?" Vishnu muttered alone.


Vishnu approached the direction of the sound and found Eren and his family and Rangga and Clara there.


"What are you still here for, huh? Isn't it satisfied enough for you to take Eren from his wife and children? Now what else do you want? Laughing her?" Ask Mama Eren growled.


"I-i...I'm sorry. I regret what I did. Please forgive me" Clara knelt down holding Eren's mother's leg and begged for mercy on him. While Eren paced thinking about the state of Kaira inside.


"Stupid stupid Eren. If you were more careful, you wouldn't be like this.." Eren muttered cursing and blaming himself again.


"What's this about? Why so many?" Ask Vishnu who does not know where it comes from.


"Vishnu" strangled everyone who was there.


"Who is sick? Why do you guys look panicked and again, where is Kaira?" Ask Vishnu


"hiks hyks. Mom is inside. Mama's got a car. Papa did not look around. Telus there is a fast car Telus mama dolong papa until it falls. Mama took a lot of it. Poor mama om. If something happens to be the same mom, Alen the same brother Olen should how?" Say Karen's mouth.


Lauren was silent without a word, but her tears continued to pour out and her mouth was chattering as she could without a sound.


Meanwhile, in the room, Kaira appears to be lying weakly unconscious and is struggling against her coma. The doctor made great efforts to save her by various methods.


A few moments later...


"Miss, miss is awake?" Ask doctor.


"aa.. Sa-sick..." Rintih Kaira's.


No, I have to hold on. Just little. I have to be strong.~Batin Kaira


"Doctor, may I have a paper and a ballpoint pen?"Ask Kaira.


"Can. What's for?" Ask the Doctor


"Sa-i guess. I won't be long. I beg you to keep my consciousness a secret at this time." Said Kaira panting. His breath feels heavy. He felt his death was coming soon. The woman wrote a letter on paper given by the doctor.


It took him a long time to write a letter. Meanwhile, all of them who were outside the room were waiting for the news that was still uncertain.


"So, please give this letter to the man who is dressed in a white and bule-faced shirt in front." Kaira said before she was unconscious


After he finished giving the letter to the doctor, his breathing again tightened and he returned unconscious.


Tit. tit....


The heart rate detector, the monitor next to Kaira, shows a horizontal horizontal line. It indicates that Kaira's heartbeat has disappeared. Kaira breathed her last breath.


"Sus, get me a heart trigger" the doctor began to panic.


The nurse and several other medical assistants panicked. The doctor swiped the heart trigger device and directed it to Kaira. Three times his body had been electrocuted, but there was no response from him.


"Remember the hour of his death." Said the doctor.


The doctor came out of the room to give news of the suffering to the patient's family


"So, how is my ex-wife? Everything's fine, right?" Eren panicked.


"really. How's my daughter-in-law doing?" Ask Mama Eren.


"Doctor, mama, what's the matter, right?" Lauren asked, finally speaking.


The doctor breathed slowly.


"I'm sorry, we've tried our best. However, Miss Kaira cannot be saved" the doctor said.


"WHAT?!!" Screaming everyone at the same time.


They show different facial expressions. However, everything seemed to be in severe shock at the incident


"You're not kidding, are you?" Eren asked while shaking the Doctor's body.


Eren turned his attention and looked at Kaira who had been lying stiff on top of her hospital bed. The woman looked beautiful and clean, different from the one that was full of wounds.


"ARA!!! Please, don't leave me. Don't leave Karen and Lauren. Wake up please. Forgive me" Shouted Eren while hugging the body of Kaira who had become a statue.


"ARA!!!!" Eren's cry ended with regret from him


"Mama, why would you leave Lauren with Karen? How will we be later? Hix hyxes hyx"


The whole room was filled with cries, including Rangga and Vishnu. However, Vishnu could not approach him.


I can't believe you're going to leave me so soon, Kaira. Even you haven't had time to accept my love. ~Batin Vishnu.


"Excuse me, is there anyone here named Eren William?" Ask a doctor who was treating Kaira.


"Yes doc. I'm alone" answered Eren.


"So Almarhumah left a letter for you" said the doctor, handing him a small piece of paper in his hand.


Eren opened the paper and read the contents inside.



Hi, Mr. Eren. I hope you have time to read it. Excuse me... I'm sorry I wasn't the best wife for you at the time. I'm sorry, I can't be the one you always crave. And I'm sorry for my cold attitude and the rejection I threw when you asked me to come back, but trust me I still hope for you. But now it is no longer possible.


Thank you for all the memory you have given me. We who initially met in a way that sucks and ended up in a contract marriage on paper. Thank you for the taste you have given me, the sweetness of life, the bitter taste and the taste I will never really meet in my life. However, I see I'm not happy with you, instead you even look very depressed with me. If your happiness is my death, then I am willing to die because of you. You know why? Because I love you so much. I love a man whose heart I'll never have.


Maybe when you read this Letter is when I no longer exist in this world, but Loving you is the most beautiful gift God has given me. Maybe this is a good time to say goodbye to you and to everyone. Take good care of Lauren and Karen. Good bye, Eren. I love you so much... ~Batin Eren reading Letter from Kaira.


"No Ara. You are the woman I've been craving. I'm the one who's too stupid not to see it..I'm sorry Kaira. I'm sorry" said Eren, crying over Kaira.


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A few moments later


The funeral was held that day. A lot of people came to him. From business associates to Kaira's friends. Zuli and Angela were also spotted there.


"Good way, my friend. Hope you're happy there. We promise that we will continue to care for your two children. Thank you for being our best friend" Zuliana said.


Gradually, they all started to leave the cemetery. Eren, Karen and Lauren are there.


"Ara, thank you for coming into my life. I promise I will take good care of both of our children and will not abandon them again. I will wait for you in the next life. Goodby. I will always love you forever" Eren said. The man passed away while holding his two hearts away from Kaira's tomb.


The End's....


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Finally, season one is over. I'm sorry if any of the author's words here offend you. Sorry if there are harsh and indecent words that have been written in this novel. See u on the next project. Wait for the continuation of their story.


Another one is safe to perform fasting for those who live it. Thor apologizes to the born and inner readers all if the author has a wrong and sometimes seems arrogant to you.


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