God, Give Me Strength

God, Give Me Strength
Valakkor



Last night Eren thought of his wife who would never return to their home. The house that was once full of laughter Kaira, now lives an empty house that has no sound. Only the sound of water, spoon when eating and splashing water from the fish pond in front of Eren's house.


This was the first time Kaira had not been with her as long as she was pregnant with their first child.


Eren does not want to linger again torturing himself, he decided to return to his family residence and pick up his beloved wife. He had promised himself that he would obey whatever his Ara asked as long as he would return in his arms.


Eren took the jacket from his room and snatched the key hanging in the usual place


"For young master." Said Ana who happened to be drinking water there.


"Sir, I would like to ask. Where's madam? I miss her so much" Ana has not seen Kaira for days because of her busy life. He was forced to go back to the village and let this kind-hearted mistress of his must endure and swallow all the bitterness of living alone. Usually, he would help his mistress.


"There's at his in-laws' house. If you miss him, come with me" Eren said coldly.


"Yeayy, thank you sir"


Pakkk


Eren throws the keys to the car in his hand to Ana, indicating that she is driving, while Eren sits in the back. However, when Eren will get into the car...


"Wait" Call someone


"Hmm?" Eren looked at the woman behind him with his sinister face. He was tired of that woman.


"Where are you going? Want to pick up your wife? Eren, look at me. What is my lack compared to Kaira? My cuisine is delicious, I can also serve you to the satisfaction, I am beautiful, my body is even more attractive than her. I can make money for myself. She's what? He's just a lowly worker who's nothing compared to you. He was even paid by you and could not escape the influence of both your parents. He's devious. He killed my baby, did you forget that?" Clara let out a breath


"CONSCIOUS EREN. YOU JUST LOVE ME. I LOVE DIAMONDS LIKE ME. NOT A PIECE OF TRASH LIKE HIM!!!" Screeched Clara.


Eren clenched his hand. He knows he is indeed a man but at least, he never does not know himself like Clara who even feels himself a diamond when he is inferior to TRASH


Eren lowered his emotions.


"Clara, I think I've been patient with you for days. I even drove out my happiness for you and you still don't know yourself? You're saying what's Kaira's advantage over you?"


Heh, since when is this woman here? When viewed from what he said, it seemed like he was the young master's past that Rangga had told him back then?


"Master, we're too late. We'd better leave right now" Ana said, staring at Clara's hatred.


"Do you look at me? Do you accept that I am the new lady of this house? You're just a subordinate, don't support" Clara pointed at Ana


"Sorry miss. However, forever young mistress and my master are only a mistress of Kaira. You are by no means a person worthy of my service" Ana said indifferently


"THAT'S ENOUGH!!!" Eren broke the atmosphere filled with emotion there


"Wait a minute. I still have business with this woman"


"Good sir"


Eren turned around and approached the woman. He held onto both of Clara's shoulders and Clara looked at his face fixedly. There was a sense of anger, disappointment and uneasiness on Eren's face that could no longer be expressed in words. He really can't do it, but he has promised himself. Body shakes.


"Erens.. You okay?" Ask Clara. Eren looks so pathetic.


"You asked me, what is more Ara than you?" Said shivering


"If you can do almost anything more than Kaira, but that woman loves me sincerely. Different from you who only target my treasure. Back when I was broke and I couldn't help you, you left me and said you were going to pursue your dreams in Uncle Sam's country. But what is it? You asked to break up with me and get engaged to a handsome man from there and even after I heard that you were the mistress of a rich man there. You're no better than a whore. You are a former person who is even the same age as your father just for your benefit? Were you thinking about me then? Thinking about how broken I was? Then, Ara was present in my life. I always tortured him, hurt him, but he never hurt my feelings. Absolutely never left me like you did" Eren said at length.


Clara widened her eyes. He had not expected Eren to put out such words. He felt slapped by Eren's speech. Eren's eyes glazed over. He has revealed whatever he wants to say.


"Am I that bad in your eyes? Am I that cool in your heart" asked Clara in a high tone


"Yes. I hate old women like you. Even if you have seven flower baths from seven different springs will not change the fact that you are a dirty and disgusting woman" Eren replied. He shook once again.


"Huffttt Okay. I never wanted to be hostile to you." Eren calmed himself down. He's trying to stay cool in front of people. He knew Ana was still standing there. Coupled with the aunt that Ana prevented from entering.


Eren turned his face away


"Actually I can't do this... L'm... I want you out of here. I'm sick of your behavior" he said without looking into the woman's eyes in front of him


Clara just kept silent. This was the first time Eren had the heart with him just for the sake of another woman who had arrived late compared to him. Her crying broke, she ran to her room and packed her clothes.


Eren was waiting for him downstairs. She covered her face with both palms and cried. It's a tough choice, but the sacred relationship of marriage is more than anything else. He is aware of that and he cannot love Kaira yet, but he cannot live without her at all


"Master, young master don't cry huh. The young master made the right choice. Aunt has been with young master since young master was a child. I think only non-kaira can give real happiness to you" said aunt calming. Eren hugged her very tightly. Ana just smiled happily finally her young mistress can get happiness even if only for a moment.


A few moments later...


Gledek gledek.


The sound of the suitcase being dragged was clearly heard there. Clara was ready to leave and Eren had sent a driver to drive her.


Clara walked straight towards the door while gnawing at her suitcase that she was carrying at the time. For the last time, he turned to look at Eren who was still throwing his face away from him. He breathed before leaving.