God, Give Me Strength

God, Give Me Strength
Frustratingly



For a week, Eren searches for his Ara to wherever he and Kaira have been. He had even asked Kaira's friends at the office even her friends from school long ago. But none of them know. Until the one person he hasn't asked, Rayhan.


Eren and Rayhan's relationship these days is less so. They certainly did not fight especially in front of Kaira, they still wanted to keep the woman's feelings.


"Hello Rayhan" said Eren at the other end of the phone


"Hmm" Rayhan just smothered him cold. To be honest, he was lazy to take a call from that irresponsible man. Kaira was repeatedly injured by his side. However, Kaira didn't really tell him


"Do you know where your brother is?"


"No, isn't that your wife? How could he just disappear?" It's cold


"He ran away from the hospital and I've been looking for him for a few days"


"How can your wife run away from home if you don't do anything to her. Remember, my brother loves you so much that he is willing to sacrifice anything for you. If you can't find him in twenty-four hours, I won't let my brother back by your side" Rayhan hung up on him


"Rayhan, Rayhan..."


Damn that guy. Is it true that Ara wasn't there for him? Then, where did Ara go? Ara, please come back. I really can't live without you...


Eren was really frustrated this time. He decided to go home and rest at home. He had searched everywhere still not to find it, even asking Rayhan did not bring results for him.


Eren decides to go to a famous club in the capital. He really couldn't think this time. He just wants to get drunk and have fun.


............


Arriving at the Club


Eren begins to enter the Club and sees a figure he knows, a female figure that caused his relationship with Kaira to fall apart these few days.


"Hi Eren's. Alone" Sapa Clara


Tch, why do I have to meet this woman here? This time Eren was feeling careless towards him. She was really sick of seeing the face of Clara, someone she always missed. Right now, he only felt a sense of longing with Kaira. She was sick and almost crazy about losing Clara who left her, would you ever do that again to her?


"Come Eren. Why are you looking at me like that? What's wrong?"


"Can you get out of my sight. I'm sick of seeing you" said Eren rudely.


"One" The bartender already understood what Eren liked. All the workers, servants and even the club's owner knew it too. The club belongs to his best friend


After his order was finished, Eren drank it quickly.


"Tch tch tch. What the hell are you doing? You kicked me out just didn't want me to see you drunk like this? Actually, what the hell is it?"


"Ara was angry with me" Eren's voice was so overtime and pitying. He really doesn't know what else to do. He was really afraid of losing the figure that had accompanied him all along


"Come young master William. Why are you sad just for a girl. Didn't what you wanted all this time was me? I was right here. Let's play" Eren agreed to his invitation. She and Clara danced together and danced. They really go crazy together. Even they occasionally kiss like they used to be dating.


On the other hand, Kaira was worried about him. After she calms down, the woman decides to go home to Eren's house because she misses her husband so much. After all, Eren was still her legal husband and it was not good to go too long from her. However, it did not match the expectations he had expected. Eren went wandering somewhere even until late at night he did not come home


Where the hell is Duhh Eren? Auntie said she's looking for me, and now she's not heard from me at all?


Kaira pacing around like an iron. He's holding his phone. She had called Eren many times without any reply from her husband.


Until a few moments later...


Ting tung's... The doorbell of Eren's house rang. Kaira ran towards the door and opened it.


"Sir, why sir?" Tanya Kaira who immediately drew closer to Eren. He took Eren from Clara's hands.


"Regularly mbak. Sick tau"


"Thank you, now please go home" said Kaira, who half-shooed the woman


"Who are you? You're just a replacement for Eren, my replacement. On what basis can you displace me? Anyway, I want to be here" Clara kept saying no and she'd even go in without permission. But swiftly, Kaira blocked his path


"Where are you, huh? I know I am only a surrogate, but here I am the legal wife of Young Master William, while you are? You are just his past that left him. Remember yes, every legitimate wife always wins" Kaira's face looks cynical and cruel. He wanted to slap the woman and push her out, but he didn't want the same thing to happen again for the second time. He does not want to harm the fetus in the womb


"Clara, go" Eren finally opened his voice and ended the debate between them. He was really already dizzy at this moment and was unwilling to listen to any commotion now.


"Tuh danger's. Go there" Expel Kaira. Kaira stuck out her tongue and mocked him. Feeling upset, Clara left Eren's residence


Just look out for you, kaira. I'm not sure Eren will be with you forever. He will be mine again. I will take Eren back after I have taken the old man's treasure from his wife. Inner Clara.


Kaira grabbed Eren and sat him in the chair


"Gosh mas. Where did you end up anyway? Why are you the same woman?" Tanya Kaira. Eren raised his head and met their gazes. He stared fixedly at Kaira there was worry as well as jealousy from his eyes. Meanwhile, there was guilt and longing from Eren's eyes


"Ara hiks hyx" Eren hugged him and cried in his arms


"You know, I miss you so much. I have no appetite and I can't sleep either. My work even piled up just for the sake of looking for you.I know I was wrong and I deserve it. But can you forgive me? Please don't punish me like this. I'm gonna die without you"


Cihh dreadlocks


"Stupid" said Kaira.


Kaira let go of her embrace and covered her face as she said


"If I don't forgive you, why would I come back here? You are still my husband. I love you Sir" said Kaira while kissing Eren's forehead. Kaira held him again. Eren felt so calm at this moment that he fell asleep in his wife's arms. Kaira let her and she fell asleep in a sitting position and held her husband