God, Give Me Strength

God, Give Me Strength
The most beautiful memories



Vishnu has returned from his office.


"I'm home" Vishnu said as usual.


He looked around the house and found no one there. His house looks empty. Vishnu went to his room and changed his clothes, kept his bag as he should and went out again looking for the whereabouts of the house people


"Mk, Kaira? where've you guys?" Vishnu asked them one by one.


"Oh Raden has come home" Mbok said.


"Mbok, where are you?" Ask Vishnu while looking for the nose of the woman he loves.


"So the pamitnya nyari job. Vishnu knows it himself. Only, until now still not returned" replied Mbok.


Tch, where the hell is that woman?~Batin Vishnu in heart.


The person he was looking for, was currently joking with his friend.


"Ahaha. There was-there was a child. How are you doing with Hilda, etc? Are they still tight?" Kaira asked along with her loose laugh.


"Yes it's still the same. They are now the wives of officials. Of socialites. Anyway if you meet them, they will definitely show off wealth" Celoteh Mahen with his trademark style


"Mahen, disgust. Don't do that by talking. Lose the bencong" Cheltuk Kaira balanced by Mahendra's laughter.


"Canda joke. Ehh yeah. You know what, we fit in" Mahen said suddenly.


"meaning?" Kaira began to frown, trying to catch the intent of her co-star.


"Yes the same. We are equally humorous, equally hurt, equally blah blah" the endless Celoteh Mahen.


"Relatedly? Not wrong? Why do I hear you're a cold guy huh? You are famous throughout the campus. The coolest and most handsome man. You think I'm deaf?" Tanya Kaira investigates


"Partially so PD people are very" Kaira added while changing her sitting position.


"Tch. You're not sensitive."


As the most beautiful memories...


Kaira's phone rang. The name "Vishnu" is on the screen of his phone.


"Hello" Kaira said from the other end of the phone.


"KAIRA!!! WHAT TIME IS IT?!!! HURRY HOME" Spray Vishnu from the other end. Kaira slightly kept her phone away from her almost broken ear. Kaira glanced at the clock and found that it was currently nearing midnight.


23.37... Whats? It is not wrong for Vishnu to be angry, to be worried. ~Batin Kaira.


"Mahen, sorry. This time we got here first. It was night. I was looking for my family. Lauren must have been very fussy" Kaira said in a panic tone.


"I'm anterin ya" Mahen offered him the Tebengan


"Ga deh. Take your nicotine later"


"No. Girl ain't good gini nights alone. Same with me yes. Safely. I'm not going to say anything about you" Rayu Mahen


"Humm, yes" Kaira agreed.


...............


"Thanks, you have brought me. I'm going in first" Kaira said


Vishnu came out of his house standing right beside Kaira


"Ehh Vishnu. Recognize him Mahendra, my friend in college first" Kaira said to Vishnu


"Mahen, know this Vishnu, a friend of my ex-husband." Kaira said to Mahen


"Vishnu"


"Mahen"


They stared at each other with competing, murderous and tactful gazes. The atmosphere suddenly turned awkward and extremely pressing. Chilly. They smiled full of strategy


Why don't I feel good?~Batin Kaira.


"Oekkk"


Lauren's crying voice broke the awkwardness between them. Kaira used this opportunity to escape from the two cold men before her.


"Uhmm, Mahen, Vishnu, I'm into ya. Lauren must have missed me" Kaira said awkwardly.


Without waiting for a response, Kaira immediately fled into the house.


"You!!! don't go near Kaira, remember that. Otherwise, I will not be disinclined against you" Threatened Vishnu


"Cihh, who do you think you are? Just a friend of your ex-husband, right? So, how is it different from me?" Ketus Mahen's.


"Udah yes. I'm tired of arguing with shameless men like you. Goodbye" Mahen said as he passed away.


................


Today is the day that Eren and Clara will legally become husband and wife. A happy day for them and the saddest day for Kaira. It is undeniable, Kaira still really loves Eren very much. However, didn't if she didn't come, it signified she was a pity woman? Cihh, why did he lose to that baj*ngan couple.


Vishnu booked two tickets for the two of them heading back to the capital. She dressed as pretty as possible.


"Darling, you have to be strong. There's mama here. Mama hope you will not be like your papa son. That hurts so much." Kaira advises Lauren.


Lauren responded with a nod of her temper and her tiny babble as if the tiny baby understood the words of her mother. Kaira was made to be anxious by him. That little man of hers was really her solace.


................


An hour and a half later...


They have arrived at Soekarno-Hatta airport. Kaira and the troupe head straight to Eren's wedding without going to the hotel first.


"I accept the marriage and marriage of Clara Ishabella bint Ali Marzuki with the dowry paid in cash" Eren said in a breath.


"Huh?" Ask penghulu


"Well"


Tests


The clear circle drips back when listening to the word "Sah" from them. Eren even seemed very happy, unlike when he married her first.


"Kaira, are you gapapa?" Ask Vishnu from behind.


"I-i..." Kaira's words stopped for a moment


"I'm gapapa." Her speech stammered.


After the marriage contract is completed, a series of customs have been carried out. Now is the time for the reception. Everyone lined up neatly to head to the pelaminan. Kaira could not see it, but she tried to stand firm, firmly accept the reality. He can't look weak


"Gapapa. Come back quickly yes. We have not congratulated them" Vishnu can capture the feeling of sadness and pain in every sentence. His chest was also throbbing pain as he listened to every word that came from Kaira's mouth.


On the other side of the event...


The kaira? What is he doing here and why does he seem to keep staring at the young master?~Batin Mahen


A man patted her on the shoulder from behind, making her slip in shock.


"Ah. Mahen" Shouted Kaira slightly elevated.


"Ahaha. Your expression in shock never changes. It's funny." Mahendra's laughter filled the room.


"Mahen, look at me. They worry about you. Shame" said Kaira.


Vishnu realized when he heard Kaira talking to someone. He completely memorized Kaira's voice. The man saw Mahen, the man he met that night, the man who had driven Kaira home.


"Yo bro's. Wassaf. The cake was really chattering" said Vishnu who suddenly appeared in the middle of them. Vishnu grabbed the shoulders of the two men and separated them.


"Kaira, let's go there" Vishnu said, pointing to Eren's assurance with Clara. Kaira just nodded in agreement.


"Dude, can't I be together?" Tanya Mahen SKSD(so familiar, so close)


" All right, come on." Vishnu's response was back.


The three of them lined up together


"Mahen, can I ask you a favor?" Kaira asked in a serious tone


"Solicit what please?"


"You go first, please" Kaira pleaded with Mahen.


"E. yes. I'm waiting for you at the end of there" Mahen replied in agreement.


"Ok, thank you"


Mahen obeyed Kaira. The man immediately went up, shook hands and went down.


Kaira and Vishnu ascend simultaneously. Kaira's gaze stopped on Eren. The two of them looked at each other for a long time. There was hatred, disappointment as well as a very strong sense of longing flowing in the bodies of both of them. However, Kaira looked at him with hatred even though he could not cover up if his body really wanted to hug the man in front of him.


"Mom..."Eren's speech stopped after Kaira denied it


"Congratulations on your marriage to the woman you want. May you always be happy and there is no third person like in our household. The thorns in the flesh are very painful" said Kaira who pierced Eren's heart. Kaira held back her tears in order not to plunge freely there.


Not wanting to linger, Kaira immediately moved in front of Clara


"Congrats yes women snatch men's husbands. You win now, but remember. Your happiness is your happiness. Hope you realize soon. But, to me, your status is no higher than that of an actor and perhaps in the hearts of others it is." Kaira said briefly and went straight down the stairs.


In the past, we were a couple who loved, owned, protected each other before finally becoming someone foreign. I'll make you happy mas~Batin Kaira.


Kaira couldn't hold back her tears any longer. He ran out so no one could see him. However, Eren still stared long at him. His heart ached, shattered, when he saw tears in the girl he had just divorced a few months ago, but he already had no right to comfort and embrace her.


Damnit damnit!! Why is it so sick? Do I still love him?~Batin Eren


"Hiks hiks hiks" Kaira cries as she pleases outside the hotel ballroom. He was leaning against the wall next to him. Slowly began to fall under the lonely atmosphere, there was no one there until Vishnu caught up with him


"Hey, kaira. You're gapapa, right? Didn't I say before that if it's not strong, don't force it to be present." Vishnu.


Kaira looked at Vishnu sharply.She stood up and hugged him


"Vishnu, what the hell is my lack? Why is Eren so scared of me? I gave it all to him. Am I less beautiful? Less sexy and attractive? Then why didn't he say it? In the past, we were a pair of people who loved each other, but now we are just the remaining fragments of marriage that even hurt each other. Is that worth it?" Kaira Long's words were accompanied by her sobs.


Mahen from a distance saw the incident. He approached and struck Vishnu in a short time


Bughhhh


"Oh." Vishnu Rintih


"Lu is crazy. Come hit me?" Vishnu to Mahen


"Lu apain Kaira huh? Why is he crying? Though he was gapapa you know" Ketus Mahen


"Mahen, ENOUGH!!!" kaira Bentak.


"it's not Vishnu's fault. She doesn't mind me. If you have a problem, do not accuse people" Kaira explained.


"alright. Ok. I'm mistaken. I'm sorry" Mahen said in a low tone.


"Then, tell me what it really is"


"Father. I'm just keepinget my ex-husband." Kaira lirih's response.


"Former husband?"


"Yes, do you know what it's like to be married to someone we love?" Ask Kaira


Mahen answered with a nod


"Nahh, that's how I feel right now."


"Udah yes, I want to go home first" Pamit Kaira


"Lho, are you going straight back to Bali?" Ask Mahen


"No. I'm going to my in-laws. I miss them"


Kaira passes away followed by Vishnu who leaves Mahen fixated after hearing every answer from Kaira. He was still wondering what Kaira meant and what her relationship with this young master William was.


"Ara wait" said a man stopping his steps.


The man who became the main character at the event this time came to see him and immediately hugged him. Who else if not Eren. He's the only one who calls him Ara, and that's never gonna change forever. This made Mahen even more confused.


"I-I have to say anything to you. But, seeing you cry, I really couldn't help but hug you. Last time was like that. But I really can't take it anymore. Sorry I'm Ara. I know I'm outrageous..."


"GET OFF!!!" Ketus Kaira while struggling.


Vishnu turns his body around and finds his former best friend forcing Kaira to stay in his arms.


"Eren, wakefully. You just got married to Clara. Why do you even hug another woman who is already your nobody anymore at your own wedding venue? Got a brain, right? These are all your choices. I've been clear a thousand times that Kaira wasn't wrong. So, don't regret it and let Kaira let go of her past. Do not come again in his life" said Vishnu cruel.


Eren regained his senses and immediately released Kaira. He knew his actions were already out of bounds. The man let his ex-wife walk further away from him and was followed by two handsome men like his bodyguards.


"Kaira, waitin" said Mahen who had become fully aware. The man stopped Kaira's steps by grabbing the woman's hand.


"You still haven't told me who your ex-husband is? What did the young master mean? Why is she hugging you?" Ask Mahen to investigate


"Isn't everything clear? Young master Eren William, the man whom all women admire is my ex-husband. He left me only because I was framed by his current wife. Vishnu and I tried to explain it to him in various ways and he did not criticize him. She chose that seductress instead of me. Understood?" Kaira replied coldly.


"Yes, got it"