God, Give Me Strength

The Poor Clarissa

Eren took his baby to the hospital. He looked so panicked, in contrast to Clara who was so relaxed. The woman only showed her panicked look in front of Eren alone.

Many of the other patients whispered about the differences in the expressions of the two couples. They whispered why God gave offspring to women It seems compared to serious good women who have even spent so much money just to have a child.

"Dok, help my son. The fever is not down and there are red spots and bruises that are not known how the story is. Please save my son doc" Eren said in a panic

"Good sir."

The doctor entered with the nurse who pushed their baby and told them to wait in front.

"Darling, sit here. I'm dizzy to see you pacing around" Chirps Clara made Eren stop his steps

"Have you ever thought how panicked I was? Then, why don't I see the panic on your face?" Ask Eren

"I-i... Who wouldn't panic to see such a child? Of course I panicked, but I hid it" Elak Clara

"Even with you pacing will not be able to solve the problem, right? Mending sat here and the two of us together" Clara said trying to calm Eren down.

Eren followed his words without thinking. In his heart was completely broken. What if your child cannot be saved? She will have the chance to meet her other children. Lauren.

God, I'm sorry. I've made the biggest mistake. I threw away my own children and my wife and left them in misery. But please don't let that karma affect Clarissa. I beg for his recovery.~Batin Eren

For a long time the doctor still did not show his form. It made Eren even more worried and Clara was still trying to calm him down.

Did I try to call Kaira and apologize to her and Lauren?~Batin Eren

The other...

"Lauren, Karen, Oma's favorite granddaughter and opa, here we eat first" said Mama Eren

"Oh yes, you call us Oma and opa yes" he added

"Ready Oma" said Karen.

Lauren is the same. He only nodded with one nod. His hands were crushed and with an expressionless look on his face.

"Kaira, Mama wants to ask you. Where's Mahen? And whose son is Karen? Vishnu?" Mom Eren whispered

"Uhuk uhuk" Kaira chokes on the food she just put in her mouth

"Kai, you gapapa. This drink first" said Vishnu thrust a glass of water to Kaira

"Mahen? I never knew the news. At that time, I obeyed my mother's words to try dating her. I can't believe he's just a guy who almost did something bad to me. To Vishnu, we are not married. It's not that I don't want to open my heart, but I still want to focus on these two kids" Kaira replied.

"Then whose son is he?" Ask mom Eren

"Ma, don't ask that. It could offend Kaira as if Kaira was a lowly woman" said papa Eren

"Ehh sorry. Mama didn't mean that"

"Gapapa kok ma. Back then, when Mahen wanted to harass me. Eren came and saved me. However, who would have thought that he was also following a drunk and instead took me to a hotel" Kaira explained

"So you didn't come home because Eren took you? Truly a brash man!!! BRAKKK(Vishnu hits the dining table).Already have a wife also still odd same ex-wife himself." Vishnu said full of emotion

"And when I went to Surabaya and brought Lauren along, that's where I worked in a meatball shop and met Vishnu again. A moment later, I realized I was pregnant with Eren's child over the incident. So, Karen is our son. Me and Eren" Kaira explained.

Their conversation ended when they heard Vishnu's phone ringing. Kaira has blocked all access to her relationship with Eren, as well as blocking all of her social media.

"Hello, Eren. What's up again?" Ketus Vishnu

"Vishnu, I'm sure you're with Kaira. Can I talk to him?" Ask Eren

"Kaira, Eren wants to speak to you" Vishnu said

"If so, then meet me in a few days. I still want to enjoy my days without seeing his face" Kaira said firmly.

"Alright" Vishnu said

"You heard it clearly, right? I can't force it." Vishnu immediately disconnected the phone

"Vishnu, hello hello" Call Eren

"Damn it!!!" Aspersion

"Mas, why the hell are you still looking for that woman? Forget about him. Look at me" Clara said

A few moments later...

"Excuse me. Are you the patient's parents" the doctor asked

"really. What is the condition of our son? All right, doc?" Ask Eren

"Let's follow me. I'll explain something" said the doctor.

Eren and Clara followed each step until they arrived in a special room there. It says "dr.Erzha Gaddafi" there

"Let's sit down please. There's something I want to talk about" said Dr Erzha

"What's wrong with our daughter?" Ask Eren

"Look. This is my daughter's lab test. Here shows when the presence of irregularities in white blood cells or commonly called leukocytes in the father. And also platelets start to drop slowly. I recommend you to do further examination, which is a spinal biopsy or spinal cord test. It will cost a little more." The doctor explained

"Do whatever doc. For the cost issue, I will pay for it no matter how expensive" Eren said

"Okay, you guys please sign the consent file." Doctor's speech

.................

"Huftttt, it's so hot" Kaira complained as she wiped her sweat.

"Want a drink?" Vishnu said offering a bottle of bottled drinks.

"Thank u" said Kaira while taking a drink from Vishnu's hand.

"Kai, you have a job today?" Ask Vishnu

"If according to my secretary, today should be free. Tomorrow there will be an early morning meeting with a client yesterday that we met at the party" said Kaira.

"Mama, om inu, Alen wants to go for a walk. Alen really bocen" said Karen with a funny accent

"Yes. Tomorrow after the meeting, my son. The six of us went to the mall. Mama also long time not shopping with Oma you" replied Kaira

"Sixth?" Ask Karen

"Yes, sixes. Mama, om Vishnu, brother Oren, aren, Oma and Opa" Kaira explained. The little girl counted back the number of people who were in the house with her tiny hands

"Queen, two, three, four, five, six" Karen

"Ehh, mama. Why does papa always come? Alen ain't got papa? Gulu-gulu Alen, always ask where papa Alen, Alen answered gatau" Karen made Kaira anxious and concerned

"Karen has a father, but Papa Karen is busy so there is no time to visit Karen. Later, if Papa will definitely go home if he is not busy anymore. Karen who is patient, son" said Kaira gave an explanation.

Tears had welled up in her eyes and could plunge freely whenever she wanted. Kaira as soon as possible remove it

"Mama, Alen wants to play with Oma first huh. Chest" Pamit Karen passed away.

"Vishnu, do you think that I did not go too far by not telling you about the whereabouts of the father of the two children? After all, they also deserve to know their father, right? But, I'm not ready if I have to accept the fact they prefer Eren over me" Kaira asked with a trembling mouth while crying

"Udah, don't worry. They're used to living without a father. Besides, there's me. But, it is indeed outrageous if you do not tell Eren as well as the two of them about their father. One day, they will blame you for this fact" Vishnu advised.

"Mom, Oren actually already knows who papa is. Papa Oren is named Eren William, the highest president in the William Group company, about 35 years old at this time and has a bule stature like me right? He's remarried and that's why he left us when Oren was a kid" Lauren told them

"Oren, b-how did you know all that? You-you..." Kaira stammered

"That's easy. I can steal his company's data and break it. On the internet, there is little knowledge about it. No details. But, on the official website of the company there must be." Lauren answered lightly

Is he still a five-year-old? Even children his age are not good at reading~Batin Kaira

"Mama's son is great. But, mama never taught you guys to hate papa. In a few days, we'll see papa, okay?" Kaira

"Hmmm. Alright. I still want to know about that guy." Lauren said coldly.

"Most importantly, Lauren don't kayak papa ya. Abandoned it hurts so much. Lauren must look after Lauren's wife and Lauren's children. Married quite once to the wife Lauren loved. Do not give false hope to others. Remember mom's message" Kaira said in a firm tone.

Ehh, is this not outrageous? He's still a leak? Why can I give you an ultimatum about my wife anyway?~Batin Kaira

while Vishnu only chuckles at the silly behavior of the mother and child next to him