God, Give Me Strength

Suppose that...

The clock shows at 6 am this time. It's time for Kaira and Eren to go to breakfast.

Uhh... Kaira awakens from her sleep after listening to the Alarm she installed. He then turned off the alarm while groping the mattress beside him.

Ehh where is he? How come there's no? Or have you left already?

Kaira took her wand to walk it.

Uh ahh.. So hurt... Stimulants.

Hearing Kaira's moaning, Eren saw it.

"You're gapapa?"

"Why sir, where did you end up?"

"I'm out of the bathroom, pee."

When Eren sees that Kaira is fine, he leaves Kaira alone and goes downstairs for breakfast. As it is Friday, the office will be open later.

Cihhhe he's actually worried isn't he? Just asked if it keeps being left out? Come on, I'm not used to using this.

Kaira tried to go down the stairs. Lucky since childhood, he was never spoiled. As a result, although he was not used to his current condition, it was an easy thing for him to get used to.

"Young lady, if the mistress needs help from aunt or den Rangga, the Madam can call us." The aunt shouted as she saw Kaira coming down by herself from the stairs

"Ugh. No. no need to bi. I try to be alone" Kaira said while enduring the pain.

Young mistress is a strong and tough woman. It is not wrong if the big madam likes her very much. He was reluctant to ask others for help and tried to do it himself. Madam spirit, Aunt will continue to support madam.

Kaira reached her seat and sat there.

"It's great for you too" Eren praised

"Thank you sir" Kaira replied with a smile

Kaira took the plate and ate with her husband.

"Oh yes Ara, later you will be escorted by a driver that I have rented. Later, I don't go straight to the office."

"Then where are you going?" Kaira asked spontaneously

"Wherever I go it's none of your business" he said piercingly

Kaira was silent and immediately stood up to leave the dining table. Kaira headed into her room. Without realizing it, his tears flowed swiftly after hearing Eren's words earlier. Maybe he should be more self-conscious in the future.

Shortly after, Eren entered their room

"I've reminded you that if we're just a contract marriage, so please understand your limits" Eren's warning states that Kaira is a nobody

"Good sir"

But, could you care a little more about me? Think of me as your wife? His mind ached like a thousand thorns.

The clock has shown that at 07:30, Kaira has to leave for her office.

After arriving at his office...

"Kaira, long time no see.. Wait why are you? Should I help you?" Zuliana asked Kaira

"I'm gapapa. What about you after I leave?"

"We're doing fine. Kai, let's get into our office"

"All right, it's up to you."

They also entered their room. They help Kaira walk towards her workplace and help her sit down.

"You why the hell? Just a week married like this" Angela asked him

"I fell down the stairs because I wasn't careful. Yes, this is the case" Kaira replied lying

Couldn't I have told them that Mr Eren was so cruel that he cheated on me when I left? Kaira just sighed remembering the incident

"How's mister? Is he good? Then where is he?" Zuliana asked without pause

" one-one dong. Very good sir. I was spoiled by him. He had a sudden business so yes I was escorted by the driver he hired for me."

"That you're lucky to be in young master"

If you knew that marrying her would be the biggest disaster of my life. Kaira simply answered them with a smile..

.......................

Eren was at a nearby brothel. Although it is still morning, this brothel is open because they are open 24 hours. The original owner of this brothel would only appear when VIP guests came.

"Young master, welcome. Is there anything I can help you with?"

"Let me flirt women."

"Good"

Tuutts...

"Halo Rangga's. Is there a schedule for the meeting today?"

"Later around 2 pm you will meet with the Ski company to discuss the green village development project, young master."

"alright. You must know where I am now. Please, don't tell Ara ya."

"Good young master"

"Sorry sir, wait a long time. She's the new woman who works here. Her beautiful veneer makes her a precious woman here."

"alright. I want him"

As usual, Eren spent his free time playing with the handful of comfort women.

........................

The break time had arrived, Zuli and Angela were already preparing to go to the cafeteria.

"Kai, what do you want to eat?.I bought it all" asked Angela

"Uhhh thank you for being your nicotine. I just want that chicken mbok juminten noodle. Drink avocado juice." Kaira replied to him

"Masamas. You are sick again. After all yesterday-yesterday we just need you to bother too."

"Eh yes Zul, you usually have a lot of novels. I borrowed one yes"

"Take it." Zuliana replied as she passed away leaving their room

Kaira tried to stand up, grabbed her wand and walked towards Zuliana's desk with difficulty. Because he was not careful, he stumbled and fell.

"Oh" he cried out in pain

At that time, it just so happened that Eren had just returned from his subscription brothel. When he heard the screams, he came

"Eh Ara" Shouted Eren spontaneously when he saw Kaira fall on the floor.

"You're so reckless being a girl. Why would I agree to marry a girl like you?" Eren Chirps

"His master regrets marrying me?"

"...." - ".Eren was speechless as well

Wait a minute, why is there a woman's scent so sticky? What the fuck? Even a woman's lips are on her head? Where did he come from anyway? Kaira's curiosity peaked at last she dared to ask about it

"Gentleman where are you finished? Why is there a female fragrance on the master's body and why is there a lip mark on the master's shirt?"

"It's none of your business. You better take care of yourself and take care of my business."

Brakkk's. Eren closed the door loudly making Kaira aghast in shock.

If only he were like the young master that was in the novel. If only she had been softer just a little maybe I would have felt happiness in our marriage.okay Ara you can't be weak, you have to be strong to survive until this marriage is over. You can't fall in love, okay. Kaira encouraged herself again

Kaira returned to her seat after getting the book she wanted. He read the book carefully.

Why do I feel like this story looks like me? Read the first chapter of this novel. Indeed, in the novel it tells the story of lovers who are forced to marry for business (like most novels) and do not love each other. Male actors always torture the female lead at the beginning of the story and in the end they become slaves to their wives' love to make the readers jealous made. Yeah, that's how Kaira feels right now.

Sheet by sheet Kaira open. He has read half the novel. The ability to read Kaira is beyond doubt. He could read a few pages in a short time.

That's so bad this guy. Hixes. I can't imagine what if Mr. Eren would have behaved that way to me. Will she often ask other women out on dates every day and come home late at night? But now he is often so. Kaira reads the novel while crying considering that these few days, Eren has completely ignored it even these days, Eren brings beautiful women to his satisfaction even though he never slept with them.

Zuli and Angela's footsteps and voice were clear, and Kaira wiped away her tears.

"Hi Say's. Nih take care of you" Zuli said filled the room

"Thank you, my dear"

"Kai, are you crying? Why?" Angela asked as she realized Kaira's eyes and nose were reddened

"Hehe gapapa used to get carried away. I read this novel. Nice."

"Oh nih novel. it's good that I really like it and it turns out you know that this novel written me during Junior High. He said, this is his first novel based on his life story that he seasoned with new problems" explained Zuli

How would I want to meet her and ask her how she would deal with a husband like that? Yes count up for the exercise of being a tough woman and a strong woman.

Zuli, who can see clearly if Kaira wants to meet her, takes the initiative to meet her friend and take Kaira with her.

"Kaira, Angela you guys have a busy weekend?"

"What the hell is it?" answer them bebaregan. They looked at each other in confusion.

"I want to take you somewhere. Maybe" Zuli wanted to surprise them

"Yes it seems like the three of us have rarely gone out together since Kaira married the young master. Oh but, young master allows no huh?" Answer Angela. Angela also shuddered in horror at the sight of the young master's face. Both of his best friends just laughed when they saw Angela's behavior

"That's what I think too. Is Eren gonna let me go. But I can try"

cringgg... The doorbell to the office sounded. After the meal was over, they continued their work.

"Zul, did I borrow this novel? I haven't finished reading."

"Borrow I still have a lot".

.........................

The clock shows at 4pm. It's time for them to go home. As usual, Zuli and Angela help Kaira to the office lobby and wait for Eren to pick her up. Not long after, Eren's car arrived at the office lobby. Rangga went down to help Kaira get into the car.

"Zul, ngel, I go first. You guys be careful" Pamit Kaira

"Dong surely" they answered

"Zul, you don't feel like Kaira's getting thinner? he was also a little moody than usual. Very different from him before marriage" said Angela who had noticed Kaira's behavior was different from usual

"I feel it too. But, what can we do? Also interfere with what we will bother even make Kaira more tormented. We can only pray that he's okay."

Then, Zuli and Angela walk outside the office to intercept a passing taxi.

I miss the old Kaira. Sorry you can't help much. I hope you can be happy one day. Inner Angela..