Giving Birth at the Home of In-Law

He said I'm Skinny

#Birth_in_Home_Life

#Part7

"You're so skinny, Ning," Lisna said. He entered without saying any greetings, without asking any news, directly commenting on my body shape.

"Eh, yes, Brother." I reached out and regretted it. Sister Lisna was observing my body from toe to toe, it was a pity that I made it.

"Come in, brother."

"Not to be told that I have entered, do not be pretentious to be the host, this is also not your home," fiercely.

Oh, what sentence do I say I own this house? Am I the baper or are Kak Lisna's words exaggerated? I feel bad, sick.

I greet Gio, sister Lisna's son. He welcomed my hand and threw it rough with a mocking smile. 'Ko's little boy can be like this?' my thinking.

Rather than argue, I chose to go into the room. I actually hate it like this. Always unable to defend myself when people verbally abused me, I seemed out of words and had no idea of retaliating. I don't know, I'm too kind or too weak, but surely all those harsh words are gnawing at my body.

"Ning there are guests instead left, not polite!" shouted Sister Lisna.

I came out holding Marisa. "Sorry, Brother." That's the only word I can say.

"This is your son, Ning?" Lisna's sister is watching my baby's face closely. I slightly tilted to cover Marisa from Lisna's sight.

"You are only lucky to be loved by Mother because you have a girl child, even though your child is also not very beautiful" he said.

"The child is a gift, sister, a male female is the same," I replied.

Suddenly I heard something falling in my room, I approached the origin of the sound. Astagfirulloh .. where Marisa's powder fell, its contents scattered to the floor. "Ow .. dirty," I said spontaneously.

"Don't let Ning be, her name is also a child." Lisna's sister did not rebuke Gio who entered my room without permission, and ruffled the items in the room. It turned out that not only the powder was spilled, the tissue was removed, Marisa's clothes were initially neat and messy.

"Well, it's good" Gio said, showing me the little heart-shaped pillow I used to hold my arm while breastfeeding Marisa.

"Yes, take it." Lisna's sister invited Gio over without asking me for permission. Ah, not really this, I can get stressed.

I sat on the bed that was held, resigned to Gio's nosy behavior. His hand would not stop holding all the items in my room, I stared at him sharply as our eyes were rubbing, but Gio instead slipped, rese.

Lisna was busy commenting on all the stuff in my room, asking prices, buying where, whose money it was from, and much more. I just answered without interest.

"Ning, the outcast person must take care of themselves. You've run out of this flat, Rafi's cheating just knows the taste." Lisna said lightly.

I shudder in horror. How's my? Here I have worked like a normal woman on the third day after giving birth. Could it be that it will also affect my femininity so that Bang Rafi will be disappointed? I did not hear any more sentence after sentence coming out of Sister Lisna's mouth. I suddenly got dizzy, my ears were buzzing.

I hugged Marisa firmly, getting stronger until my baby said, "e. ehee .... "

"Ning, that's your baby in pain!" Sister Lisna shouted and immediately took Marisa from my hand.

I was crying so much. Pulling my hair. "I don't want to .. don't want to .. don't want to have children! Huuu .. huuu .. huu."

Mind fucked. What if Bang Rafi leaves me, Marisa's taken by Mom, and I'll just throw them away?

"Hhhhh....!" I slammed the glass next to me until it broke apart.

Lisna immediately stood up, pulled Gio's hand and walked out of the room holding Marisa. "Tolooong .. tolooong...!" I still hear him screaming for help.

I was getting louder, whatever was in front of me I pulled and I threw as hard as I could. Until my strength ran out and I dropped myself on the bed, curled up and shed tears until the toilet.

Before long, Lisna came with Ma'am Titin and a grandfather in blue. "That's Cake, Ning's possessed." Sister Lisna pointed at me.

The grandfather asked for a glass of water on Lisna's sister and her mouth was muttering, whatever she read, maybe the holy verse of the Quran.

"There is a genie who disturbs, he is the same as this Neng," explained Si Grandpa.

"Well, really I said. Ning was told jin so like to look dreamy and I often see him crying while carrying Marisa, even though at home again there is no one ready" said Titin Mbak.

'Yes, the genie Mother, Sister Lisna and her nyinyir neighbor who has no empathy, ' I said in my heart.

"Please cast out her genie, Kek," asked Sister Lisna.

Grandpa approached me, giving me some water to drink. I nipped it a little. He held my head and recited a prayer, I don't know what. But the heavy feeling in my head slowly dissipated. He poured a little water in a glass on his left hand and then he rubbed it into the crown to my face.

"Don't often daydream Neng, don't be empty. Satan and the jinn love the negligent. Moreover, you just gave birth," said the grandfather.

"Even though you may not pray and teach, but you must keep in mind the same distrust of Allah. Dzikir .. read Subhanalloh, Walhamdulillah, Laa ilaaha illallah, Allahu Akbar," added Si Grandpa.

Right, I've been negligent all this time. I feel alone, but God is always with me. But, bukab because my genie is like this. I'm depressed in this house, I have to go.

When Bang Rafi comes home later I will invite her to return to the contract, anyway physically I feel healthy and can take care of my own baby. In fact, I'm not much help here.

The Grandfather who I do not know his name was saying goodbye with Ma'am Titin, I am sure after this my name will be trending topics with the title of Mantu Bu Sukma possessed.