Giving Birth at the Home of In-Law

Open Fasting

#Birth_in_Home_Life

#Part_20

Marisa has settled down next to me. I feel restless. This is the first time I have returned to my duties as a postpartum wife. I was afraid to let Bang Rafi down.

Yayu said, men will not turn away when their stomach and orgasm needs are met properly. Before marriage, I always believed that love was everything. But, after marriage I concluded that love alone is not enough.

Each partner must try to hold commitments, match each other and provide comfort to his partner. You cannot be selfish by maintaining a bad attitude. The term "i love you for who you are" is not entirely correct. Love should be able to change everyone to be better than just "what is".

I lay back to the door, as Bang Rafi entered the room. The sound of a heartbeat is so real it sounds. The rhythm is rowdy, unusual. I bit my lips and squeezed the blanket I was wearing to dampen the erratic feeling.

I slowly felt Bang Rafi touching my back, and that night we were like newlyweds enjoying the first night.

I sat leaning against the wall, so did Bang Rafi. The blanket covered our bodies up to the neck. "Thank you, Ning," said Bang Rafi as she kissed my forehead.

I held her face, stroking her cheeks which were now overgrown with fine feathers, Bang Rafi looked more mature with a sideburn that began to cover under her cheeks.

I don't think I let her down tonight. Feelings of fear and anxiety because it is still imagined the process of giving birth to Marisa I do not ignore. As a man, Bang Rafi has passed the "fasting" test during my puerperium. When I'm done, I should try to give my best.

Biological needs need to be communicated properly. There are some women who take months postpartum to be able to return to normal relationships, and the husband must understand. Likewise, the wife must understand the needs of the husband when he cannot resist his wishes. After all, many ways can be done as long as it is not contrary to religious rules.

The recipe from Yayu turned out to be powerful. At Mamah's house I always drank the potion Yayu gave me. Light brown powder, I regularly brew with warm water and I drink once a day. It tastes bitter and sticks to the base of the tongue but is very nutritious as an anti-bacterial, and rejuvenates the female sex organs.

There is another small black grain that I also routinely consume. Yayu said it was made of sonari worms. A giant worm that lives under the trees of the rain forest. These worms are noiseless at night and can live for fifteen years.

Sonari worms are useful for nourishing the body, anti-fever, can treat typhoid, blood vessel launch and are believed to also provide good benefits for female problems.

Everything is sweet tonight. Bang Rafi looked bright with an unceasing smile adorning her face.

"Bang, how does Brother work?" I opened the chat. It seems like tonight is a good time to talk to Bang Rafi.

"Good." Bang Rafi replied while playing my long hair.

"Emh ... Do you have any plans to contract again?" I asked carefully.

"Aren't you at home, here?" Bang Rafi straightened her back.

"Hopefully, you can be close to Mom. You can't possibly choose any of you. Try first, for brother's sake. Let's see what happens after trying."

I let out a breath. And looked at my husband's face. "Alright, but on one condition."

"What?"

"Everything should try to be more mature. We are already married. My brother is now a father. Don't hang out too often with your friends. Abang hobby collecting shoes and balls that are expensive, try to reduce. It is better to use it for more important needs. Ning also wanted to be given more money for shopping. Let's cook every day without having to wait for Mother to provide." I speak very quickly.

"Results ...."

"Abang must wake up early, pray early, help keep Marisa if Ning is busy. Pray no more, it should be a good priest .. blah .. blah. blah .. blah.. blah .. blah ...."

I nyerocos took out all the junk that I kept all this time. When else, Bang Rafi will provide her ears to hear my grievance?

Bang Rafi looked at me unblinking. Perhaps he was surprised, I could speak that much with a single breath. My mouth did not stop talking until Bang Rafi covered my face with her lips. Bang Rafi only stopped after Marisa's cry was heard. "Yaaa .. second round, failed" he whispered.

I smiled amusedly at Bang Rafi's behavior, her lips cut. He pulled the blanket over his head, falling asleep.

I hurried to the bathroom when I woke up from sleep and found Bang Rafi sleeping next to me. Danger, if you find my wet hair in the morning, shame.

It's still three in the morning. If I take a shower now, and dig it up with a towel. The next morning will not look wet. I can cover it with a veil. This is one of the challenges of living one roof with in-laws.

I shook Bang Rafi's body. "Don't take Marisa, Ning will take a shower."

"Hmmm ...." Bang Rafi muttered without opening her eyes. I stumbled towards the bathroom. Deliberately turn on the lights of the house, afraid Mother suddenly woke up.

I tightly hugged the towel in front of my chest, walked on my tiptoes, making as much noise as possible. My eyes were looking out at the door of Mother's room afraid of suddenly opening. I walked backwards towards the bathroom until my back hit something.

"Astagfirulloh!" I turned to see something behind my body.

"Mother?"

Apes! I met my mother who just came out of the bathroom. If only the lights in this kitchen were brighter, I would have seen my face as red as boiled shrimp.

Mother only took a quick glance with a flat expression, then passed leaving me bowed while biting on the towel. "Haduuhhh ...."