Girl For The Widow

Girl For The Widow
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Keynand stared at the moon from behind the window. He himself looked at the clear sky. But his heart is not as bright as tonight. His heart was covered in a dark blanket.


He let out a very long sigh, signifying how miserable he felt. Just this time he felt like what a broken heart really was. It shouldn't be like this. He did not love Rizqia, so there was no reason for his heart to feel pain. She did not have that feeling, but somehow the girl's decision made a sense of unease in her heart. The pain!


He should not rush to get her married. Approach slowly so that it becomes familiar. There was comfort that should have been given so that the Girl would not stay away from him. Turns out he was missteps. Now at this time it is no longer possible to change something that fails to be what it should be.


All you can do is accept it. Keynand appreciated Rizqia's decision. He was proud of the girl. Because his commitment as a science seeker is unwavering. It should have been done by a girl who was still a Student. He must focus on pursuing the ideals so that everything does not complicate it. Matches will come at the right time.


Rizqia's decision was correct. He did not want his focus to be split if he decided to get married. Because getting married is not easy. It is the longest worship that must be passed with various obstacles. Not only happiness is gulped, but suffering also participates. It is impossible that life has no trials. That is why it must be prepared carefully in order to deal with it.


The girl realized, married people need a strong mental whereas now she is still fragile and unstable. He's really not ready for that.


What happens later after living together turns out each other's habits appear on the surface. It does not matter if the habit can be understood. So what happens if each habit turns out not to be liked. There is only making the heart hurt, what it will not bring up a fight.


Trivia in changing stairs, turned into big when holding each selfishness.


Keynand breathed in the cold night air. He was still staring at the sky which was now moon hiding behind the clouds. Just like he hid his heart that turned out to want the girl.


Maybe he's conscious now? It felt tight when Rizqia refused it. Is it caused by a sense or maybe because of his arrogance that does not accept being ignored? I don't know? Keynand doesn't understand what's going on right now. It should not be a problem to be rejected by a woman. Just looking for another girl, what a hard thing.


Dreeet dreeet


The voice of the Mobile resuscitated the man from his daydream.


(Jessi is behind all this. He's the one who asked the girl to harass Rizqia)


The message made Keynand clench his hand. Didn't he punish that woman for her negligence against Raski. Apparently he was not kapok, now he again harassed Rizqia who was close to him.


(Where did he get any information that Rizqia had been treated?)


Keynand replied to a message from his man.


(Who else if not her ex-husband. He has three dollars. Both like to interfere in other people's affairs)


(Oh yes, I have information that the man named Rizqy Anggara is approaching the girl named Rizqia. Doesn't that girl belong to Mr. Keynand? meaning Mr. Keynand should be careful with a man named Rizqy Anggara)


(Jessi and Rizqy Anggara are determined to destroy Mr. Keynand. I don't know their plans either)


Sounded incoming notifications sequentially.


Keynand read it, finished reading it he held a rumble in his chest. What the hell does this mean? his hands clenched as a sign he was trying to resist the emotion of wanting to explode.


Keynand snorted in annoyance. Why do you have to deal again with that guy named Rizqy Anggara? If you do not remember his kindness, maybe now Keynand has cursed him.


Was he purposely targeting Rizqia? Wh-wh-what for? What to take revenge for already lowering his pride. If Rizqy approaches Qia, how will Habibah Rosy be? He will not accept if Habibah Rosy is hurt by anyone.


Keynand confused what to do? Rizqy saved him. On the other hand he had to protect Rizqia so that no one would dare to interfere with her life.


Aaaargh


***


"How's the mission? It worked?" ask Reynand.


They were currently enjoying a cup of Coffee and a plate of Fried Banana made by Lika. The pregnant woman could not bear the taste if she did not cultivate the Banana Kepok harvest in her Garden. Now they are enjoying Fried Banana, a favorite snack of all people.


"Fuck off" Keynand answered briefly. He grabbed the Fried Banana then bit it vigorously. Ah had he succeeded in interrupting Rizqia it would have been nice to have this fried banana. Fancifully.


"Daddy!" Reynand said he looked down on his sister.


Keynand snorted in annoyance. Didn't expect to get a single word that hurt him so much as a Keynand.


"There are times when what you want cannot be achieved. Maybe God wants us to accept it and not give up."


Reynand agreed with what her only sister said. He patted her on the shoulder to give her strength as well as calmness. There was him who always supported Keynand if it was something good.


"You're right. Whatever we want, God always gives. Do not just because of one desire that we can not achieve then complain. Indeed, we as Humans are really haughty and greedy." Reynand responded with a meaningful sentence.


"We should be thankful whatever God gives us, no matter how small. As a person who does not know this self, sometimes not good at thanking God that he got, because the heart is too proud," he continued in a soft voice. The sound of Reynand's breath seemed heavy. Next came the chanting of Istighfar who was able to reconcile the hearts of the two.


"Right, I forgot to post the results that were being fought for. Frankly, I don't accept this. But now after listening to Brother's words, the heart feels airy," said Keynand. There was a smile she displayed as if confirming that she was fine.


"What's the reason the girl rejected you? What was his name?"


"Qia, she wants to focus on her dream" Keynand replied.


Reynand. Reynand patted that shoulder back giving it strength. Reynand understands that the girl may not be ready to play the role of Wife. It has to be done when it is not ready.


"Are you going to wait for him?" Ask Reynand next. He guessed for sure they had already talked about this and looked for a solution how good it was for the two of them.


"Honestly I wanted to wait for Qia, but couldn't be sure if I could. As a human being of course sometimes the doubts come. That's when loyalty is at stake. Hopefully I can hold the same desire as today, if I meet with Qia in the future" Keynand replied seriously. There was hope embedded in every word he spoke.


"The delayed equation. Failed it, dong! giving Mommy to Raski. Yesooah!" Reynand sounded lethargic.


"Daddy is rejected? Just who's Daddy? How can? Is Daddy less handsome?" A girl who suddenly joined in their midst. There is Raski who took part in chattering because of her curiosity.


Reynand laughed listening to the honesty of her daughter. While Keynand displayed a pouting face. Didn't expect her little princess to doubt her good looks. Seems like? Rejected by Qia as a sign of the fading charm of a Keynand.


"Where's the glass, where's the glass?" Asked Keynand with a concerning mimic.


Seriate.


Thank you to those who are willing to take the time to read this book. Hope you like it.


Don't forget to take the time to read the Quran.


Hopefully we wait for its continuation.