Girl For The Widow

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"Give me a reason why I should accept you?"asked Rizqia.She looked at the face of her interlocutor with a little down to look for seriousness there.

Keynand was quite surprised. Didn't expect to get questions that he thought were determinants of his success. If he misrepresents the opportunity to question this girl it will be in vain.

Really, his question confirms the caution of a Rizqia. Of course he does not want to go wrong so it requires a clear direction so that he does not regret it later.

Keynand took a breath. Honestly, felt now is restless because it does not have the right answer.

"Qia need that excuse?" keynand finally made a sound.

Rizqia nodded.

"Honestly I'm not sure I have the right answer" Keynand said.

"I don't want to promise anything to you, because I probably can't keep it. But I want to be with you through the days when we love each other, understand and understand each other's desires. We live in charge of worshiping Allah SWT, right? It must be the same as your goal as well. Why don't we live together in a lawful bond with me?" Keynand was finally able to provide the right answer smoothly. He looked at Rizqia for a moment then turned his eyes. Just as the girl looked down, Keynand did the same.

"According to Mr. Keynand, in the bond of marriage is there no need for love? Can we live it? Maybe it can, said the love person will grow together. What if that love is not present?"

Ah just this time Keynand listened to Rizqia speak more than one line. Sounds soft and melodious. At the beginning was very hypnotized with the soft words, then he realized because it was a question that must be answered.

Can't be in Elak anymore. Among them there is no interest, especially the one called love. Keynand has no love for Rizqia. Not like, when meeting with Habibah Rosy. He immediately got the vibration for a moment looking at her sweetness. Can not be denied until now, the married woman is still in control of his mind. Only love claps to the right and it is impossible to be together.

As for Rizqia, this girl just because her character is almost similar to the late Wife made Keynand choose her.

Gusar!

"Qia, of course, the relationship must be started with interest and then the love of each continues to end with a mutual commitment," Keynand replied clearly after he was silent for quite a long time.

Rizqia listened well and let Keynand continue with his words.

"Regarding the love that did not exist when the household was running, I could not guess at all what would be done" he continued. He let out a long sigh as if to signify the end of what he said.

Rizqia nodded in understanding. He looked at the empty traffic. There was talk of people who were still in the park. For a long time he was pensive, and so was Keynand who was busy with his thoughts.

"Is there a woman Mr. Keynand loves other than Raski's mother?" ask Rizqia. The question was able to break the silence that felt long enough after each one fell silent.

Should I answer? While Rizqia waited for that honesty, it was seen from the way she was paying attention to the man beside her.

"Yes, there is a woman I love other than my late wife" Keynand replied bluntly.

Rizqia listening to it made her fixate for a moment. There is a sense of pleasure at once, whether in the corner of the heart. Don't know what that taste is? The girl did not know him at all.

"Why didn't Mr. Keynand just marry her."

"I'm late Qia. When I first met I realized there was a swish in my heart and it was definitely a feeling of love. My second meeting approached her and hoped to get a love reply. At that moment, I knew he was married. On the first day of her marriage, she was not married. And my regret is why I didn't go after him that day to get to know him." Keynand. He didn't want to cover up what he was feeling right now. Though aware this will affect Rizqia's decision.

"So so? Surely the woman was so special that it managed to make a Keynand Son of Ardiaz fall in love at first sight," said Rizqia flat did not show any waves.

"True, Habibah Rosy is an ordinary girl and also not too beautiful like the Angels. But there was something in him that made the boys like him. She's just like you, the girl who fascinates with her modesty." Keynand answered as is. Every word seemed to describe the taste that already existed for the Woman. Keynand then tried to shake off the sudden taste again. Tortured indeed harbors feelings of being alone, let alone that love cannot be fought for.

"Rosy's Goddamn?" guman Rizqia was shocked the next the girl returned to her flat face.

Keynand did not notice or notice Rizqia's change in face for a minute when she mentioned the woman's name.

"So what's the decision, Qia?" asked Keynand disperse the girl's daydream beside him.

Inquired, Rizqia did not immediately answer. He was silent while holding his breath.

Keynand was surprised. I did not expect to get a rejection. He looked at Rizqia who finished saying directly subdued herself. Keynand described his disappointment. While Rizqia tried to calm her heart.

It was the best decision for him. Besides, they both have no feelings of love. Rizqia also did not want to lose her days again that had gone due to depression.

"Why?" Asked Keynand with a careless face. He demanded an explanation.

"Because I'm not on the path of life you're on. For now our path is not in the same direction. I want to finish college and pursue the dreams that I should have been able to achieve long ago" replied Rizqia. He wants to focus on education and achieve what he has in mind. The girl wants to finish her studies afterwards will fight for her career. When the dream has been achieved, then think of love to the opposite sex. Rizqia did not want to disappoint those who loved her. He also did not want to regret it later. No one knows what will happen tomorrow or in the future. At least we have the provision to deal with the possibility that will happen.

"If that's the reason, I understand. But Qia, even though you have become a Wife, I will not forbid you to continue your studies and achieve your ideals. You have to fight for it" Keynand responded. He hoped that what he said would change Rizqia's decision.

"I believe that a Keynand Son of Ardiaz will not tie his partner's footsteps" said Rizqia softly. He smiled a smile as a gesture of having placed that trust in Keynand.

Huft

Rizqia took a breath to neutralize her fatigue.

"It's very easy this tip of the tongue pronounces it. But it is not as simple as when we are living. A woman can play all roles at once. Being a wife with all her responsibilities from the morning blind until the morning blind again. As a student with all his activities. But will the results be maximum? of course not." Rizqia continued her words. He wanted Keynand to understand his decision. He is not ready to undergo two roles at once, let alone his condition that has not been completely stable. It's not just depression that's ever been in nature. There was something else he could not explain to others.

"Is this decision final, Qia?" tanya Keynand doesn't believe this yet. He was rejected by ordinary girls, really insulting him. No one has been able to refuse it all this time. And now he has to accept this reality.

"Yes Mr. Keynand, I'm sorry. I think Mr. Keynand is very easy to get a girl as beautiful and beautiful as Angel," said Rizqia to calm the man beside her.

"If I just want you how?" keynand asked not to give up.

"What Mr. Keynand can wait for the next few years when I have finished college and have a good career. Maybe at that time I will change the decision," said Rizqia slowly sound convincing.

"Yes" replied Keynand.

"We are not bound, if on the way Mr. Keynand found a girl who can make the heart shake again, do not hesitate to marry him," replied the Girl to listen to Keynand's answer.

Keynand paused for a moment to consider something. Then he firmly replied, "Yes."

"Later in the future, when we are destined to meet again, be honest. If Mr. Keynand is still alone and still wants this bad girl, then say the same sentence as said today. And if Mr. Keynand doesn't want this bad girl, then blow yourself away from her and assume we don't know each other." Rizqia said a long sentence like a promise they should keep later.

"Yes. Then what about you? in the future it turns out you are not alone, does it not hurt me" Keynand said.

"Whether it will be, whatever it is we must be able to accept it. If it is a match, how long the separation took, at the time of the meeting it will be united again, too" Rizqia replied sounding resolute. This is the best decision for both of them.

"I was depressed, it was very difficult to accept the presence of a man and it was hard to believe that they were able to understand me" he continued.

"All right I understand" retorted Keynand. Inevitably he had to accept Rizqia's decision.

"It's night we'd better go home. I'll take you home" said Keynand firmly. This time he did not want to be challenged.

Rizqia refuses on the grounds that her brother will pick her up. There was a debate that led to Keynand eventually succumbed. Keynand left Rizqia who was still sitting there with definite steps.

While Rizqia looked at the back of the man. Where every step of the foot, the back is getting smaller and lost in the dark hide of the night.

Unseen again, Rizqia got up from her seat, turned around and then stepped in another direction.

"Sister, may I borrow his shoulder, please" Rizqia said through a connection.

Seriate.