Girl For The Widow

S2. 26

Keynand drowned in daydreams. A longing to be evoked by his meeting with Qia. In his imagination can he hope will knit back the love that had unraveled. Reasserting that camaraderie in reality is no longer a torturous wishful thinking.

It is beautiful indeed daydreams, but when it is realized why the heart is so sore what is possible because the unachievable becomes real.

If it may be selfish, it feels like reaching for the daydream presents it in reality. At least this heart will be relieved because it managed to embrace the fragrance of his love.

Is it not permissible to share love, provided that sincerity exists. I want to do that but I don't have the heart to hurt anyone.

Qia is too valuable if treated unfairly. If he complied with the desire to be with her, of course the one who was hurt the most was Qia. He finished second, which meant his position was at an unfavorable place. The girl will be the gossip all over the city and maya. There is no happiness in the can but prolonged and real suffering. Instead of giving happiness, it is possible that pain will be offered to him.

Keynand did not want to put Qia on that grief, which is why he had to forget his heart's passionate desire to have a full Qia.

It was possible to miss that girl in silence enough for him. Not living together and having it is okay as long as the girl is happy.

His breath was heard again. Quite long and stifling. Keynand was glued in silence with bright sparkling eyes when he suddenly saw the girl right in his sight.

Qia is there. In her dream that feels real.

'Oh my God, this is not a daydream but that girl really exists. He was there, talking to a street Sweeper Woman.'

'Look at him smiling, looking sweet pus.'

Keynand's heart throbbed melodiously. His heart was in an uneasy fog. His hand suddenly felt his disturbing heart to get closer.

'Oh Qia, is that you?'

'Come bring me a cup of opium that I want to immerse in immediately. Look at those lips. She was very seductive as if asking to be touched in a fenced with this self that is in the possession of longing.'

'Ah Qia don't go again, Brother please! Stay there for this thrilling heart that makes me more aware of the love I have for you.'

Keynand was increasingly lulled by daydreams that felt real.

'Ah if it were true, I would be cheering shamelessly, shouting the sentence that This man misses you so much.'

'Oh Qia is that you?'

'Why your presence feels so real.

Keynand continued to drown in daydreams and spoke to himself in silence.'

"Oh God it is really you, Qia"

Keynand awoke from a long daydream. He immediately got up from his seat leaving his favorite coffee a look of jealousy.

"Qiaaaaaa, I miss you." Keynand shouted out loud. The man was right standing behind the back of a Woman sitting opposite Qia.

Qia took her eyes off her interlocutor then looked at the man who called out to her.

He saw the twinkle of longing in the eye in harmony with what was said. The middle-aged woman also turned to the source of the thunderous voice in that place. Not only the two of them, the other person who happened to be there immediately turned his attention when he heard the longing statement.

Keynand was the center of attention.

When he woke up from the attitude and felt his heart pounding. Qia immediately shook her head rejecting what felt. He did not want to feel hope that turned out to be very pseudo. The girl realized, Keynand was no longer able to reach, although the love was still in her heart and there.

Qia got up from her seat, and then said goodbye to leave.

"Qia wait."

"Qia, wait."

Keynand accelerates the step and erodes the distance

Glister

He grabbed the girl's arm then stopped his hasty steps.

"Dragon please don't go again. Brother has been content to look for you everywhere and now we meet here, is this not what is called destiny" said Keynand full of hope that Qia no longer stubbornly left him. Keynand wishes he had given her a chance to listen to the voice of the girl she so longs for.

Qia stopped stepping, as she felt her hand on the block. With a long sigh he turned his body. Their eyes rubbed against each other. Qia's large round eyes were momentarily locked with Keynand's brown eyes.

The eyes are stored in love and longing which is very stifling chest. Qia saw it there, but the truth was that what was seen on Keynand's eye patch was very painful for him.

Qia turned her gaze. He could not bear with his turbulent heart. There is a longing and love that blatantly asks to be reciprocated. He misses Keynand. On the other hand, the girl realized that she should not expect the presence of the man in her life. He wanted to get as far away as possible, avoiding his meetings that he never expected. In his heart he hoped not to be reunited with Keynand.

But in reality the man was in front of him. His heart then infiltrated into the recesses of his heart and regained control of his heart with the love that remained the same for him.

"Let me go," Qia asked in a soft voice pleading slightly.

Keynand shook his head quickly. He was still faithfully staring at Qia's lowered face. Keynand realized there was a change in her girl. His face looks thin with my gaze not as bright as the last they met. He then scanned the girl's body at a glance and saw the changes that made her heart ache.

The girl looks skinny. That fact made his heart get hit by Godam. It hurts so much.

Keynand took Qia to a place where there were only the two of them. Although she refused, but due to coercion, the girl finally agreed. Qia realized, if not obeyed Keynand will continue to hunt him until he can. For that he came along and hoped this was the last time the two of them met and greeted each other.

They sat next to each other on a bench at a distance.

"What happened to you, Qia? Where have you been all this time?" keynand asked inexorably from Qia's face beside him. He started the conversation with a question.

"What's so important that answer?"

"Yes?" Keynand demanded.

Qia took a deep breath. There was a sense of tightness felt in each of his pulls.

"I don't think I need to answer. That answer won't change what happened, so let me go." Qia asked strongly for Keynand to let go.

"Qia, please talk to me about what's really going on?" Ask Keynand.

"Do I have to answer that will only satisfy your curiosity," said Qia still persisted with her reluctance to answer. Why tell him who has been devastated. He thought, what he had felt did not need Keynand to know. He doesn't need sympathy from that guy.

"Looking at your situation like this Brother is very worried about you, Qia! Are you all right? What's that hurting?" Keynand asked in a sad tone. He wanted to grab the skinny body and bring it in his warm arms. With him Qia felt that comfort and calmness that he wanted to give, no longer in the thickets of anxiety and sorrow.

Unfortunately, his intentions were read. Qia looked far away in her reach. His hand held in the air was unable to stretch out to touch the fragility.

Keynand berates his helpless self and can do nothing for the Girl he loves.

"Abang apologizes," said Keynand very sincerely. That was all that could be said at this moment, with the hope of calmness felt in his heart, though it did not change the circumstances.

"Sorry for what?"

Seriate.