Girl For The Widow

S2. 28

"Sorry for what?"

Keynand felt his chest tight. Qia did not blame himself when in fact his mistake was fatal. She did not believe the sincerity Qia had given her. Keynand was tempted by a trick by Julaekha.

"Wrong thing, Brother has betrayed you and hurt you. This is not really your true desire. Whatever is happening right now, it's because of your stupidity that never increases alertness. Brother is very easily fooled and sorry when it no longer trusts you. Wrong brother Qia, so that's what you have to forgive" said Keynand rahu. He admitted that it was his fault and stupidity to believe too much in the evidence presented by Julaekha. At first Keynand did not believe it all, but in reality he still met Julaekha to get the clarity that eventually ended up trapped.

Keynand was anxious to say sorry, but would that regret be useful? Of course not, other than unwillingly accepting the result is now parting ways with Qia.

Qia smiled sincerely.

"I've forgiven you, brother, so we don't have to go back to what happened. Now all that needs to be done is to continue living on each other's path" replied Qia slowly. There was a stubbornness that tried to embrace him so as not to be separated. He did not want to be caught in fragility anymore. For it with all its might holds that firmness.

"Thank you, Qia. Just so you know you still hope to live with you with this love. Brother loves you very much, until now the feeling is still there. It feels like you say you can not live without you, but you are afraid that the statement means you blatantly pray for God. Isn't that a wrong word?" Keynand sounded raucous. He is concerned to forgive all the mistakes he may not have realized.

Qia understands that. Sometimes we as humans are too glorified in love with the opposite sex, so say can not live without the loved ones, when in fact God is the one who gives us life, not the loved ones. Both Qia and Keynand will be able to live even without the love of the desired person until the end of life.

"But since love is only for you, may you ask God to let you live with the rest of your life. Qia let's get married, be Wife and Mother Raski continued. Only you're the right girl to be Raski's Mom and to be Ardiaz's Son's Keynand Wife." Keynand made a crazy-sounding request.

Qia gasped in surprise. He looked at Keynand who looked serious with all his words.

"Don't go crazy Brother" said Qia angrily. There is pain that stabs the heart. If you obey your wishes, you will easily grant Keynand's wishes. They love each other, what's wrong with living together. But his conscience prevents all of that. He did not want to be the third person and damage the Keynand household that had been awakened despite being fragile.

"You're right, brother is out of his mind" Keynand chuckled. The man laughed at himself with all his folly. A laugh that ridiculed him.

"Didn't you love Julaekha's mother and be very holy to her. And now why would you want to marry me. Why is it that you are greedy, it is not enough that you love your Wife and are loyal to her" replied Qia firmly.

Keynand shook his head quickly to refute statements that seemed to complicate his steps. Since when did she love Julaekha and become a love slave of that woman, other than just carrying out her responsibilities as a Husband.

"What you heard was wrong. You cannot love Julaekha like you. What you've been doing for Julaekha is only limited to your responsibilities as a husband. Nothing more than that" Keynand replied assuring Qia that what he had heard was not what it was in fact.

"Then keep standing by him. Is it not easy for God to turn back the heart of Man. Maybe in the end you will love him so much and then forget me" said Qia firmly. He did not want Keynand to be tempted by Satan's persuasion that Keynand could have let go of the knot.

"No Qia. What that means is that you also want to forget your brother and love others along the journey of life in the future. Is that what you really want? Not wanting to live with Brother and Raski" Keynand alleged. For some reason the pain was stabbing him with the words of Qia.

"I just want to continue living" said Qia firmly. Although he was really sad, because it was very difficult for him to argue his heart that loved Keynand very much.

"So you don't want to marry your brother? Don't want to live with Brother and Raski. Don't you love your brother anymore and don't love Raski anymore?"

Keynand's question made Qia try to hold back the tears that had wanted to spill. If you hear the name Raski mentioned, there is a sense of sadness whack her heart. Qia already loved the stray boy and was eager to accompany his days in order to become the pride of his parents. Qia wiped away the tears. The move did not escape Keynand's attention.

"If you question that, I will not argue that I still love you until this moment and it may be very difficult to forget you. But what's the point with that confession, because it won't change anything" Qia said later after they had enjoyed each other's silence and thoughts long enough.

"Let me go, do not put yourself in the corner of suffering because living with your brother in the second position will not promise happiness. Don't make me an actor, because the gossip of those people is very painful. I'd rather enjoy the pain of solitude than be happy with my brother but that feels as if I'm grasping coals. It's better for you to let me suffer for not being with you than to live with you but to embrace thorns all the time" Qia said, expressing all the thoughts that raged in my mind. He was sure what he said was what it would feel like. Right now, he is feeling that love.

Keynand remained silent. He was unable to say anything more to convince Qia that happiness for her would be his. But he was also unable to deny that what Qia said was not something far-fetched. It could be what would happen if he kept pushing to live with her.

He wanted to feel selfish, imposing his will on Qia. But his conscience was unable to torture Qia with the love he had. It could turn into poison and then kill him. Is it more sadistic?

"I'm sorry Bang. Assalamu'alaikum," said Qia saying goodbye then rose from his seat leaving Keynand who answered his greetings with a soft greeting. Keynand didn't want to hold Qia back anymore. His last words made him hide. Leaving his pain and gnawing at his heart that was not until when. Qia also felt the same way, hurt.

Keynand stared at the back of his girl who was getting further away. He saw that back tremble and once in a while the fragile hand wiped away the tears. May the tears harden the badly wounded heart.

Keynand didn't want to leave. The man wanted to see Qia's silhouette gradually shrink and disappear, but not with his love for the girl. That love will continue to grow and be maintained with its loyalty.

Can you hope someday they will both live together, even if in reality it is not possible.

Keynand carried his wounded heart with a shuddering stride. Actually, there's no place she's been since she wasn't with Qia.

***

Rizqy ended the call with someone on the other side. He's already set up a plan and put a confidant to carry out his revenge mission.

He smiled obliquely with a direct gaze towards the streets that seemed to be celebrating.

"You know Keynand, I want to feel like I'm beating you up, but subtly retaliating is more telling, isn't it?" rizqy said slowly. A mocking smile reflected on the glass before him.

As he wandered with various plans in mind. Rizqy felt her body being decked by the gentle hand of a Woman.

The woman's fragrant body made her crumble. Unable to stand his gun that was starting to harden, the man turned his body. In front of her stood a very beautiful and sensual woman. Her beautiful body was wrapped in a very transparent red-colored Lingeri.

"Is this the so-called clothed but naked," Rizqy's inner self. But he liked the look of that faith-teasing woman.

The red-bellied woman smiled mischievously while showing her seductive allure. He begins to move to touch the sensitive side of a man who is sure to very easily collapse his faith.

"Satisfy me" whispered Rizqy.

The woman smiled spoiled. Her hands she clenched on Rizqy's neck and her beautiful eyes could not be separated from the male's shady bead.

"I need 500 million. Can you pay that much now? If I can I will serve you until satisfied," said the Woman firmly and sound very spoiled.

Rizqy smiled. It was not difficult for him now to spend such a large sum of money even more. His business is now growing rapidly of course his income is quite large, added Habibah's business is advancing-yourself. Now his life is getting better as one of the Entrepreneurs that should be counted.

Rizqy immediately grabbed the phone and quickly processed the wishes of the Woman through the advanced technology.

Ting

"Already," said Rizqy while showing proof of transfer displayed on the mobile phone screen.

The woman smiled happily. He then carries out his obligations after getting what he wants.

The two men of different sexes began to combine love with the message. Harvesting honey in the union of body and heart that makes Angels envious.

After a few hours passed, Rizqy mendes*h long completed all hasr*t. He was left weakly helpless with a satisfied smile imprinted on the look on his face.

While the Woman was weakly slumped could no longer move. He closed his eyes in search of energy that had been thinned.

Rizqy kissed the Lady's forehead gently. His hands did not loosely caress the Head with a long crown in pitch black.

"Hopefully this time it works, baby. It hurts to see you crying in silence" said Rizqy softly. His eyes were not dull looking at the beautiful face of the Woman who was sound asleep. Satisfied to see him, Rizqy got out of bed and walked into the toilet to clean up.

A few minutes later the man was back in a fit state. He immediately replaced the towel wrapped around his body with T-shirts and short cloth pants.

Finished with his appearance, he approached the bed and then kissed those lips briefly.

"Mas go for a while, sleep well dear," said Rizqy softly as he whispered in the Ears of the Woman.

Rizqy smiled to see the body wriggling for a while and then went back to silence in her mind. He fixed the blanket, so that the plain body was completely invisible again. Next he left the hotel room where he was staying to meet someone.

***

Seriate.