Girl For The Widow

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"No," Keynand answered briefly and confidently.

Riski grew even more astonished, she took her breath slowly as her eyes engrossed in searching for Keynand. It was possible that his words were not in harmony with the man's heart. Keynand was honest with how he felt. She has no feelings for the girl named Rizqia.

"What is the purpose of marrying her?" ask Riski.

"Because of Raski, she's the right person to be Raski's mother. I saw behind his cold demeanor filled with tenderness and affection. Motherly nature attached to Rizqia despite her age is still fairly young." Keynand explains why. Riski seemed to disagree with the reason of his Sister-in-law.

Riski regrets Keynand's attitude, should not marry a girl just because the promise spontaneously spoken.

Knitting a housewife without being based on love will certainly make the relationship unclear. Each has their own desires and goals. It could hurt each other because it did not find a meeting point of each other's wishes.

Can they survive in a cold, empty atmosphere? Living together but feeling dead even though there may be a sense of understanding there. Their togetherness is like building a sturdy wall to not touch and tease each other.

Too ridiculous! Living together but not living together. What it will be and what the face of the housewife who has no love and affection there. A sense that united the two of them so formed a smile full of blooming flowers. In love there is a joke of laughter, calmness and mutual care so that it boils down to the word happy.

Riski was very dizzy thinking about all this. He took a long breath.

"So I'd better think about all this. Marry the girl named Rizqia on the basis of love not promise. As beautiful as he is, it's not good to live with someone without being loved."

Riski. He did not want the two to end up hurt because the togetherness did not present love. We can live together without love. Simply carry out each role without touching the spirit of personal nature.

Of course, because they understand each other without having to use feelings. But what happens when the desire is passionate of course they will stay away from each other because they do not want to do it without love.

Here the worst is a wife. To fulfill his responsibility to be innocent or to keep his heart from suffering. While the Husband benefits because he deserves it without having to think about his feelings. Selfish right?

That is why love must exist so that whatever happens in the household heresy itself will both want and sincerely do it.

Keynand did not answer. He was silent a thousand languages with a view boils down to the ceiling that looks worn out.

"Think first, don't decide something when you're covered in lust" Riski said again, patting her on the shoulder.

Sometimes a person can become an adult and sometimes can become childish so that they cannot decide things properly.

Keynand currently felt that way.

"This I did for Raski's sake" Keynand later said.

"It is not wrong, but it is impossible to rule out the happiness of Rizqia. It may be true that Rizqia can be a good mother and love Raski with all her heart. No doubt, but did Abang not think about Rizqia's feelings. Rizqia must have wanted so much to be loved by her partner." Riski was trying to open up the view of the handsome man. I don't know what happened to Keynand so his mind is this confused. Riski believes Keynand didn't mean it this way, just couldn't make the right decision.

"Is it because of Habibah? Brother has not been able to release the love that already exists for mbak Habibah?" ask Riski to guess. Keynand replied with a nod. Although he did not speak, but the signal was a very honest answer.

"Abang apparently loves Mbak Habibah so much that there is no more love for other girls," muttered Riski. His face looked extremely agitated as if he was the one who experienced it.

"Let go of that love, so that you can love another girl" he continued.

"It's very difficult" said Keynand. The rubble on his face looked very grim. He wanted to break away from that sense, but that sense was very strong binding him. He wants to love that woman without having to have her. Because of his desire it makes it very difficult to free himself from his feelings for Habibah. She also wants to love another girl but she is unable to.

Keynand breathed a heavy sigh. He was also confused by his own heart.

"Can you help me find out about Rizqia?" keynand said later.

Riski fell silent and sighed trying to hide her irritation.

"Alright, this is to relieve your curiosity."

Riski finally resigned. He revived the Laptop that had been ignored because he was busy chatting. He then started to get into the Student data.

It didn't take long, Riski managed to obtain the Personal Data of the Girl that Keynand was looking for.

"Rizqia is studying at the Kentaram Campus. It turned out that he also took the courses that I hold," said Riski explained.

"That means you know that girl?"

"Looks," answered Riski briefly. He tried to remember his student named Rizqia. He remembered a quiet and calm girl. He arrived on time and came home on time. The student never lingered on campus let alone took the time to just chat with his friends. He prefers to go straight home if there are no other needs on campus.

"Do you know him?" ask Keynand again. She saw Riski speechless as if remembering something.

"Yes" answered Riski briefly.

Riski said that girls are introverts but that does not mean they are not good at getting along. He was friendly with his warm smile. He doesn't talk much and prefers to listen.

"Know me like that according to a fleeting observation," Riski explained.

"You better find out for yourself. Hopefully close to Rizqia brings a sense of love. It was then that Abang fulfilled the promise and gave Mother a connection to Raski. Don't hurt Rizqia because I'm sure she's a good girl. I don't think all women deserve to be hurt." Riski reminded Keynand.

He is not good at keeping a woman's heart. But try not to give hope that will hurt, if that hope does not come.

They then fell silent in each other's minds. For a long time they were silent while staring at the lizard attached to the wall right in front of them.

Drt drt drt

In silence, the voice of the Mobile broke the daydream of the two Men when the Lizard managed to catch its prey.

Hap

"Whose phone?" ask Riski who also took the electronic object.

"Adly" said Keynand briefly. He shifted the green Icon then returned a hurried greeting.

("Abang Key, Fitri wants to be born.")

tut tut tut tut tut

Not only replied, the connection was immediately cut off when the notification ended.

"What?!" say they are compact.

When he realized Riski hastily changed the glove cloth he used with Pants. While Keynand rushed to the bathroom to wash his face that felt tangled.

Without saying a word the two Men rushed towards the Car. Riski did not forget to lock the Door and carry the Backpack Bag containing her Laptop. Wherever it goes, the backpack will go with it. The reason is that he can do the job wherever he is in any condition. If he can't attend the campus, then Riski will deliver the virtual materials. He did not incriminate his students, most importantly they were present when the Hours of the lesson was taking place even though it was virtual if the reasons were very clear and acceptable.

Keynand recited the prayer after the two were already in the Car. Keynand's Sports Car is heading to Ardiaz Hospital. He believes Adly will take his wife to Ardiaz Hospital. At this time it is confirmed that Lika and Reynand are also heading there. Of course they are very happy to welcome the presence of a new family so as not to miss this moment.

Sure enough, when he got there was already a large family of Adly and Lika. Not to miss Reynand who was sitting next to his wife.

"Hows it? not born yet?" keynand asked when they were in their midst.

"Not yet son," replied Ms. Munawarah with an anxious face. Beside her was Mother Fatimah who tried to calm her down by patting her shoulder slowly.

While Reynand she held Lika's hand tightly. His face looks pale by trying to reduce the tension that dominates it.

"Come on! why does Brother Reynand look so tense?" ask Riski wonder.

"This is Ki, Abang imagined when Lika gave birth to Renia while her Husband was not by her side. It must have been very painful, very painful" Reynand replied. He held his wife's hand and looked at her face with love.

"Please apologize" Reynand said in a sudden silence. No one made a sound after Reynand explained why she was so tense.

"For what? Mas never made a mistake," said Lika astonished.

"When Renia gave birth, Mas did not accompany you. It must be very heavy and painful, but you can get through it. You are my great wife."

Lika was moved by what Reynand said. Not expecting Reynand to feel guilty about her absence first when Lika gave birth to Renia.

"That's not what Mas Reynand wants. It is fate and that is what must be lived. So, Mas Reynand don't feel guilty." Gently Lika calmed her Husband's heart. Lika did not want to remember the difficult moment they had experienced. Both Lika and Reynand have experienced pain, suffering and longing for being away from their beloved. In a long time they both enjoyed the pain and were finally used to it. The temptation makes both strong and steadfast through this life.

"God willing, at the birth of our second child, Mas will always be with you. I don't want to be away from you and it's Mas' prayer, allowed to always accompany you," said Reynand full of hope.

"Aamiin's."

"May Fitri and his son be safe and sound" he continued.

"Aamiin," they said in unison.

As they were filled with hope, the door opened. Suddenly all eyes headed in that direction waited in the hope of being happy.

"Nine" said Adly looks very happy with gratitude continues to say.

"Nil? meaning?" asked Keynand confused.

"Don't tell me Mas Reynand is confused too." Lika chimed in on Keynand's question.

Reynand scratched his Head by displaying his puzzled-looking face.

"Nine's called Adly's baby, right? if you notice the name is like the name of a girl," replied Reynand put on an innocent look.

"Oh Allah Mas Reynand" said Lika could no longer hold back her laughter.

Hahaha

They compactly laugh. Reynand misbehaves while Keynand still doesn't understand his point.

Seriate.