
Lunch break was used by Khaira to eat but did not pray because it still came months. After eating he called Abah even though he just exchanged news and asked Abah's declining health.
Khaira inched to sit and leaned against the iron pole in the garden behind the restaurant. Lying his gaze gazed at the leaves planted in the potting medium.
He was very sad to hear the news of Abah's health declining, although Abah said he was fine and had taken medicine. But still the worry burst into the recesses of his heart.
I don't know how many times he took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.
Very understood by him, if Abah often suffered from headaches since the last four years. At first Abah only took drugs purchased from stalls such as Bodrex and Oskadon.
But the drug only momentarily relieve pain. And the pain was back again. Khaira understands Abah anti with his name check health to the medical officer.
It was a pity to see Abah in pain. Khaira is anxious and has often forced Abah to check his health to the doctor. And then it was discovered, if Abah was exposed to vertigo symptoms.
From there one of them, for Khaira very objected when Abah told him to go to avoid Uncle Bonar.
Mita had just finished eating, she approached her cousin. “Ra!”
Khaira turned to the source of the voice, and found Mita walking towards it.
“Lo why? The romance of this lo face again illustrates your troubled mood?” mita asked, after she sat down next to Khaira, she saw her cousin's face looked gloomy.
Khaira again saw the leaves that weaved in the wind that was felt arid due to air pollution, “Abah sick Mit,”
“Set how Uncle is, has it improved?”Mita saw Khaira shake her head.
“Kata Abah has been mengingan, but I am still worried,” replied Khaira without looking at the interlocutor.
Mita patted her cousin's shoulder, “Sabar Ra, I'm sure Uncle will get well soon and hopefully get back to health,”
Mangosteen khaira, “Amin.”
“So how did you move from Kevin's house, so? People who previously lived in a rented that you want to rent have returned home,” said Mita informed where Khaira would rent a contract.
“Soon, I'll move out of Mas Kevin's house. Tomorrow too,” replied Khaira.
“No need to rush, you still have three days left and you do not want to review the contract first Ra?”mita said she gave advice.
Khaira shook her head slowly, “No need, that time I've seen you. So I don't think I need to review anymore,”
“But you only saw it once and from the outside? Well you see once again who knows to ensure comfort in the room?” ask Mita again.
“Why don't you just stay at Kevin's house, right there you don't need to pay rent, is it because Kevin scares you?”
A memory flashed as Kevin entered the apartment room. Although he did not want to think badly and wanted to ask about what he saw to Kevin. But Khaira undoes her intention to ask, she is afraid to graze about Kevin's personal matters.
“Mita, did I ever explain to you, if I really want to be independent. I feel bad about living in Mas Kevin's house. I feel like a burden to him,”
Mita hits Khaira's arm, “Lha how do you say burden, pan she lo husband?!”
“So yes he is my husband, but I feel, I am just a burden to him. Especially if until the burden that makes Mas Kevin's soul mate away,”
“What if it turns out Kevin's soul mate is elo?” ask Mita spontaneity.
Khaira dleming, he doubted Mita's speech. He raised his shoulders indifferently, “Hemm. The soul mate is the secret of Allah.”
“Lha it, you tell yourself that a soul mate is a secret of God. Lo is also often advised by Uncle, if sustenance, soul mate and death is a secret of God, why do you despair?” Mita still wants Khaira to explain the truth, she feels there is something Khaira is covering up.
Khaira was silent, she let out a long sigh to neutralize her careless and worried feelings.
Mita saw Khaira who was silent, she then patted her cousin's back, "Lo actually why? You are worried, right? Is it because you still keep the same taste of Asep? That's why you're like this?"
Khaira sat in Mita's eyes, but she remained silent. Digesting every word Mita said.
"What's the trauma of marriage?" Mita spread her gaze staring at the pots of ornamental plants, the next second she looked at Khaira, "do not make it an excuse for you to fortify yourself to not receive love from the fate of you. If you continue to question why and how Bulek Purwasih to leave the house, until whenever you will not find the answer. If not Bulek himself who said what was the cause of mosesabab he left lo and Uncle, there must be a reason Ra,"
Khaira circulated her gaze looking at the entire garden behind the restaurant, "Whatever the reason, at least write a message or letter, so that I do not hope. Fifteen-year-old Mita, fifteen-year-old, that woman ignored me. Wrong, if I wonder? It's wrong that I'm afraid of getting married and my partner will leave me if I'm sorry, you know Mita. All this time I've seen Abah's life as an empty barrel, only her body I've seen, but her heart is empty, Mita,"
"But still, you can not generalize everyone just like Bulek Purwasih. You also can not generalize your life as much as Uncle, you must have a stand," said Mita grumbling, inhaled a deep breath and exhaled a bit rough.
Mita again said, without giving Khaira a chance to talk, "Mana Khaira whom I know is a burning spirit, strong and optimistic. I am jealous because I have never heard you complain. Where is Khaira who always cheers me on when I'm down? You know, even though we as teenagers did not go to school together, did not grow up together, but through the phone I feel very deket same lo, you always want to listen to my complaints Ra. I miss you who are always optimistic!"
Staring at Mita who continued to speak without giving him a chance to interrupt, making Khaira undo his intention to speak, he made a face, his net felt glare, the sky and clouds that were gathering like cotton.
Seeing Khaira silent makes Mita shake the head of her cousin, "Eh Ra! I talked at length. Don't tell me you're not horrifying what I'm talking about?"
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