
Tomorrow morning came.
Elegy tomorrow morning. The cold roaring of the heart's sanitary recesses. Expect a speck of despair knitting the story. Throughout the course of life the wheel continues to spin, even though the steps vibrate, but the despair must not fade.
Never thought metropolitan life was so cruel. Even in the quote, do not know then no dear, even as free. Already familiar can not be a benchmark to be able to make the rope of brotherhood and consider everything is fine.
Often, the wheels of competition and high demand. It seems to be a frightening specter for people who do not want to try to find a job.
As a result, robbing, stealing and seizing the property of others as if made a job that seems worthy to be calculated?
It's smirking!
That was what Khaira had in mind, when the chaos in the capital had begun to attack him. From the start of the terror and the cambret that had injured his hand.
Last night he also saw the face of Kevin who looked calm and sound when asleep. It's like Kevin hasn't been able to fall asleep for centuries. Khaira watched Kevin's face very close, only a few hands left.
"What kind of man are you, Kevin? I think you're kind and caring. Even though you were indifferent to me before, but my opinion is now different. It is as if there is another side of you that I should see not only with the naked eye, but must be seen from the glasses of my conscience. That you're a good man who's been lonely for a long time."
Khaira said in her heart, not wanting her sympathy to be heard by Kevin, who could have been awakened but was reluctant to open her eyes, "Should I undo my intention to move out of your house? Should I learn about accepting the fact that you are now my husband, and introducing you to Abah? And should I ditch my original love wish for Asep?"
For a long time Khaira looked at Kevin's face, the influence of drugs and hospitals made him restless and agitated. But after being distracted looking at Kevin's seemingly calm face, the goals made his anxiety and anxiety begin to erode.
Until Khaira could not fall asleep into the dawn. Khaira saw Kevin's forehead shriveling, like he was dreaming of something terrible.
"I will always pray for you, that your heart may be guided, for you to be more active, Mas, in doing the duty as a Muslim, but I do not want to rebuke you, which will make you offended, I better pray for you, and ask God, let God touch your heart. May God grant my prayers. Amin.” Khaira prayed in her heart.
Long-time Kevin's forehead shriveled. With great difficulty, Khaira raised her hand which was fitted with an infusion hose, she placed her index finger on Kevin's forehead wrinkle. Unaware of the smile on both corners of her lips.
Her smile waned as she watched Kevin's closed eyelids twitch, like a moving ball in a sack. Khaira pulled her hand from Kevin's forehead. Slowly but surely, Khaira saw Kevin open his eyes.
The thing Kevin wants to do after marriage is...? When he woke up and for the first time when he opened his eyes he saw his beloved wife sleeping next to him while leaning on his shoulder. Is this his wish wrong? Is it because the marriage that started from this accident difficult to compromise? Is there not yet love? Doesn't love come with time?
Well, I hope so. Hopefully what is being shared will soon be realized... Amens. Kevin painted a small smile, then raised his hand, rubbed Khaira's forehead while saying, "Good morning to you who still have a lot of prestige to say kangen to me" he said gently.
Hearing the man before him made Khaira stunned, she felt ashamed of herself. Did he really start to miss the man in front of him? Or indeed the needles of love thread have sewed the name 'Kevin' from the previous name that continues to knit the name 'Asep'. It's like, "Porture my love."
He saw the face of Kevin who was still smiling, "Lha why be impressed I'm not loyal?" repeatedly Khaira tried to trace the genealogy in the depths of her heart?
Khaira turned her attention to the white ceiling of the hospital, "Good morning also for you who are already dear but mostly stylish...?"
Kevin chuckles at Khaira's reply, it is clear that Khaira is being misbehaved. A sign of throwing away the eyes, "Yes yes yes, if I admit to starting to love you. What is the feeling of my love clapping one hand, if in your heart you still continue to knit the name of Smoke, hm?"
Khaira scrunched her forehead hearing the name 'Asep, turning into 'Sap. He looked at Kevin, who still did not let out a smile, "Why Smoke? Asep Mas Kevin, Asep?"
Catching the disappointment of Kevin's tone, making Khaira feel bad, he looked at Kevin's back who had been sitting on the edge of the gurney, "I'll return your affection so as not to clap one hand, he said, if it's really your love for me, sincere?"
Hearing Khaira's reply, made Kevin's ears feel tickled by chicken feathers. he spontaneously turned his body to meet Khaira's black eye bead, "Really?"
Khaira nodded briefly.
"About sincerity can be an afterthought to not expect more in giving. Sincerity is a selfless giving attitude. So, sincerity never expects a reward or reward for everything that has been done. That sincerity comes from the bottom of my heart. With sincerity can make you accept everything for what it is, including in love," Khaira explained that if the words and actions are based on sincerity, no heart will feel bad and finally give or reply because it is forced to return the favor.
"because of a sincere heart, it should not feel hurt when love claps one hand, or is thrown away..." Khaira learns from the life that Abah experienced and Abah taught her, despite being abandoned by Purwasih's mother, but Abah does not seem to save the heartache has been thrown away.
Kevin smiled faintly at his wife, he caught Khaira's wise attitude despite Khaira's sometimes firm attitude, but in fact Khaira was a gentle woman, he replied to Khaira's words, "The sincerity of love and compassion cannot be seen or heard, but can only be felt with the heart."
Khaira was stunned to hear Kevin's wise reply, "That's why you look so ordinary when you break up from your girlfriend?"
"Sometimes it hurts, but well how else?" Kevin said he nodded his shoulder, "there are you now, hehe.."
"Oh so I'm just being made into an experiment of escaping your heartache?" Khaira looked at Kevin's face which was still clearly bruised.
"Emmm, not really," Kevin rejected Khaira's assumption, "because you were present at the right time" he continued in a soft voice.
Khaira heard Kevin say that, she chuckled a little, "Hehe... Asek ah, just like the dawn of reverberation."
Kumandang adhan dawn echoed in this area of the hospital.
"Yes that's what it's like, hehe.." Kevin replied, hearing the dawn prayer.
"Sholat yuk." take Khaira.
"Are you sure you can wudhu?" Kevin was confused.
"Mas Kevin prays in mushola, I pray here with wudhu tayamum," Khaira explained.
"Oh okay, all right." Kevin mangosteen, then out of the green curtain that became a partition between patients one of the other patients.
After Kevin's departure, Khaira began to say basmallah for a moment then said a prayer of intention to stay. Then, perform morning prayers, with slow movements, because the anesthetic has subsided and now his wrist has begun to hurt.
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