Getting Married (Sean & Mauren)

MMSM 2: Chapter 182 - Rest in peace

Dear diary's.

It would be funny if I were a man writing like this.

But at least I can pour out my heart.

A few days ago I was shot by my boss's own cousin.

At first I wanted to play around with him but the more I saw his smile the more I fell for him.

She's a cute and cheerful girl. Moreover, his teeth make me anxious.

Hahaha.I like high school girls.

I want to have it whole even if it's impossible.

But one day I saw his face getting pale and not as happy as it used to be.

He didn't tell me and thought he was okay.

I love her so much and want to hold her tight. I really can't lose him. Even though I know he doesn't love me.

---------Ali-----------------------------

Dear Diary's...

Today I accompanied him at the amusement park. We didn't ride the ride because Sera was sick. So we just looked around.

I clasped it tightly and I saw the radiance of his hope to live longer.

He smiled at me and my heart felt tight. The more he showed his smile the more the thorns in my piercing chest made me ache and ache.

He asked for cotton candy, I bought him. He enjoyed it voraciously while looking at the clear sky but not as bright as his expectations.

The sweet girl is now leaning on my shoulder and telling me her grievances all along. Until her complicated love story.

O little girl. Why are you looking for a man who doesn't love you? There is a person here who truly loves you.

Hahaha, I'm too confident.

------------Ali------------------------------------

Dear diary,

Today I'm waiting for my comatose boyfriend. For several days he was unconscious. He lay weak. I held her cold hand.

You know, honey? I miss chatting with you is impressed because we are dating not yet a month but with your charm you accelerate my love for you.

I wish you a speedy recovery even though I know for sure you don't want to be with me anymore.

You don't need me anymore.

The most important thing is that you get well, baby.

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

2 weeks later.

Sera read sheet by sheet Ali's diary. Her tears were dripping incessantly as she read Ali's writings about her.

How true Ali was to Sera.

Baby, take care of my heart. Don't hurt my heart! When you read my letter, it's not gonna hurt anymore, is it? You're cured, sweetie.

Honey, I love you even if you don't love me. I write for this writing for you. Although this is not my writing but my brother's writing but this is the form of the content of my feelings for you.

When I poured out this writing, I experienced an incident that made me not hesitate to donate a liver and a kidney to you. God made me believe to give it to you. I am currently paralyzed by the accident I had. I can still talk but my body is stiff and cannot move like an undead.

I wonder why I live like this. Must have been a real hassle to my mom.

I'd better go and hand over your liver and kidneys to you.

Don't you worry! I'm happy like this. I've been somewhere else. My work is done in this world.

Sera baby, are you crying?

Don't cry baby! Ilove you.

My family has made my decision. You can't regret it.

The one I asked for, you have to be happy.

Find a man who loves you!

Leave the man who hurt you!

You told me not to go to your grave often. And now I also want to say, don't come to my grave often. Because it'll definitely hurt you.

It's free, all you find are gravestones and mounds of dirt and weeds. I will never be able to hear you or hear your sobs.

If you miss me, you can read this diary and send me prayers wherever you are.

I love you, Sera.

Never say goodbye! Because I am in your heart.

I'm still around you, sweet Sera.

I love you.

Sera cried as it happened, her heart felt pain when reading sheet by sheet outpouring the contents of Ali's heart.

Sera who was still sitting in a wheelchair could only see the gravestones and wet mounds of earth and flowers sprinkled on them.

Sera cries hysterically and uncontrollably making the mother and Zara bring Sera home.

Sean tries to persuade Alana to leave Ali's grave but the girl shakes her head.

Alana lost Ali. He regretted that he had once stayed away from Ali. Alana never stopped shedding her tears. Love one night with Ali at a glance always imagined in his mind.

"Lana, what brings you to this?" sean wiped Alana's tears.

"I realized I loved him so much. I feel so lost to him, Sean," Alana said. "But unfortunately in his last seconds, Ali didn't love me anymore. He loves Sera. That's what I regret. Why didn't I just take it?" connect Alana.

Sean wiped Alana's tears. Alana grew hysterical as she stared at the mound. Regret comes later and it is too late to regret it.

"Even Ali just wrote a letter to Sera. He didn't write me a letter" Alana said.

Sean took out a piece of paper and gave it to Alana. Alana immediately grabbed it and read it. His teary eyes widened as he read the contents of the letter.

Hi Alana.

How are you doing?

Sorry, once again I apologize for my biggest mistake with you.

I know we're doing it consciously and there's not even an element of coercion.

But that was the beginning of my regret.

Why can I stain you?

Why am I being so greedy as to dirty you?

I want to say if I ever loved you unilaterally.

You were always indifferent to me, you were always looking down on me but all that made me happy because you could hate me for my mistakes.

I have a lot of sin with you but I will be responsible in the afterlife. Perhaps after you have read this letter I am already in the afterlife to take my sins to you.

Alana, alana,

Thank you for ever being in my heart.

Alana crying sobbing. Sean brought Alana home. He knew his best friend was devastated.

"What do I do, Sean?"

Sean kept Alana calm until the car drove her home. He kept glancing at Alana who was unceasingly letting out tears.

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

Mauren stared at the night sky while holding Seina who was asleep. He still blames himself for Ali's death.

If he hadn't told Ali to pick him up, they wouldn't have had an accident and Ali would still be around.

Sean patted Mauren on the shoulder and told her to go into the room as the night got late and the air got colder.

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Thank you Ali. He became the most important figure in this novel. Although it only appears no more than 20 chapters but the readers are shaken by his feelings to your tears.

The Rest in Peace Zachary Ali.

And of course the name Ali will appear in the new author's work after this work is finished.