Forced to Marry Stepbrother

5. I'm Surrendering, Na

My heart is really happy now. At least behind the suffering I experienced, will be avenged by the presence of Dien.

I miss that guy so much. Can't wait to hug and spill all this fret.

“Ma-af, Di.., ak-u la-ma.”

I was almost out of breath because my spirit was running.

“No papa, Na. Sit here! I also just arrived,” he said softly while told me to sit on sofa— beside him.

I don't know why I feel bad. Although Dien's attitude looks mediocre, but this man's behavior is unnatural.

From now on, he was still showing off his smile, but this man could not fool me. The smile she gave off seemed forced.

His eyes were implying nothingness, there was no twinkle of happiness as he often showed us every time we met.

Now, he's more silent. He will always ask a lot when we meet.

Starting from my news, even to trivial things. Like I pulled the phone charger out of the plug. Because my habit is like that, often forget to unplug the hp charger.

Still remembered how well he advised me as I continued to repeat my bad habits.

“Na..., the charger that is still stuck in the outlet. If touched allows people to be electrocuted.

Charger that is plugged directly in the plugs can make the cable life short and become flaking. It can also be fatal, such as a fire.

Charger that is not revoked in the plug when not in use can also take home electrical power. Yes, although not too big, but if done every day it can make electricity at home quickly run out.”

Less is more so his advice.

“Why?” said flat.

“Neither papa. I was just wondering why you were so silent. Unusual.”

“Di..”

His right hand. Grasping tightly. Away looked at his face that somehow looked exhausted.

Did he not sleep last night? Does he have to stay up all night to accompany his mother?

Oh, my God, what have I really done. While my man had to desperately guard and accompany his mother all day, I foolishly ruined myself. Through that hot night I didn't want.

“Di..., am I wrong until you become this quiet? I'm sorry. Sorry.”

Basic hypocrite. I can't be honest with her. I can only apologize, even if it's all for nothing. Not to restore my honor. Even if I can't tell Dien about it, I'm still not ready to lose it.

No. gabe. I fear.

“Na...,” call it soft as usual.

He's staring. Again with his own eyes.

“I give up on our relationship, Na. I want to end it all, including with our engagement.”

The deg!

My heart that initially felt overgrown with flowers now changed into dagger-puddled.

Be ill. Bemoan. Stuffy. Mixed into one.

My net is heating up, starting to glaze over. I'm sure soon the clear liquid that I've been holding will spill over.

Ignoring my trembling hand, I still held my man's hand.

Look at it as deeply as possible.

“Di..., your ka must be kidding, right? You didn't seriously say it, did you? We can't possibly end this, right, Di? I love you and you love me too. Tell me that this is all just your joke. I beg you to say!”

I shook my head repeatedly. Meanwhile, my cheek had been wet by a clear crystal that I could no longer hold.

Smooth, as if not wanting to hurt my hand, he took his hand out of my grasp.

Of course, my heart grew increasingly bitter at his rejection.

“You love me, Di. You said it yourself. You must be lying. I don't believe.”

Forcing the eyes to blink because it is blocked by clear water that continues to flow.

It doesn't matter if my face looks bad in Dien's eyes right now. I really don't care about my makeup that has worn off. I don't care about that at all. I just want Dien to retract his words.

“If you don't love me. Then..., why....why are you so attentive to me that you want to get engaged to me? Why?”

Dien was silent. Even now I no longer see myself. He threw away face.

“Look at me and tell me that you don't love me, Di. Lookatme! Gazet!”

I pulled her collar so she could turn her face. However, futile. He didn't see me either.

“Say that you are just kidding. I beg!”

Banging her chest.

I was getting frustrated to see him who was just silent as a display statue.

“I'm just using you, Na. I did all of that because I wanted your money. Only you can help my mother,” she said without even turning her face to me.

I shake again. He must be lying. I can't believe it.

However, even though I couldn't believe it, it hurt a lot. It hurts even more than when Brother Zii told me to serve him.

“Sorry, Na. I'm sorry. I know I was wrong.”

He finally looked at me. Again a very empty look.

“I will soon pay off all the costs you incurred for my mother's treatment. I happen to have earned money. From today you no longer need to take care of your mother's treatment. I'll bear it myself.”

Really am. I didn't want the money back at all because I was really sincere in helping Auntie Mita.

Whether Dien is my future fiancee or not, whether or not he is my idol. I'll keep helping him.

“Thank you for helping me and Mom, Na. Sorry, if all this time I was just playing with your heart. I hope you find a much better man than me. Again, sorry.”

“I won't forgive you before you retract your words. I beg. Tell me that what I heard just now is all a lie.”

Dien shook his head.

“Di..., I know you don't want our relationship to end, right? I.., I do too. I still need your help. Because only you can help me. I beg. Help me get out of this house. Marry me, Di! Make me yours!”

Back again, I tried to hold Dien's hand. To give her the confidence that I did not want to lose her and that what I just said was inevitable.

However, again Dien took my hand off.

“Sorry, Na. I can't. You are not the woman I want to marry. Excuse me. I gotta get going. Mom needs me more now.”

Dien then got up from the sofa and walked away without even looking back at me again.

I wanted so badly to chase after him, but my legs had lost their strength even to stand up once. My head feels heavy. Dizziness is incredible.

“Di, then what does my sacrifice mean all this time? I even gave my chastity to that man solely to protect your mother?

Is there not the slightest bit of pity in your heart for me? Help me, Di! Get me out of this house! Life ruined! I beg Di..., come back! I need you.”

And bruk.., my body collapsed.

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