
It's been ten minutes since Mama left my room. However, I still stay at the original place—sofa.
My mind is still thinking about what Mama said last time. Was Mama that cruel? Mama's words telling me to shut up really don't fit into logic.
Which mother would have the heart to see her son dil3c3hkan and just choose silence without asking for accountability.
Now I doubt Mama. Does the woman who gave birth really love me? Does he love me? Think of me as his son?
B0d0. Gravely. Craftman. Harebrained.
I know.., I was like that. But can't I be happy? A few days ago, everything seemed perfect.
I've even dreamed of my life that would be amazingly beautiful when I found out that my engagement to Dien was only a matter of weeks.
However, will that dream—hope that— will still materialize after what happened to me last night?
Is..., does Dien still want to accept the girl who is no longer holy? Does the man of my heart still want to see this contemptible me?
I fear. When everyone around me finally chooses to leave and no longer loves me. I'm really scared.
If you knew this would finally—if you could read the future—of course that time, when Mom asked me for permission to remarry with a rich man, I would definitely firmly refuse.
Living simply, without a father by my side is much more I would expect than to be blessed with the luxury of a treasure— as it is now, but it even makes my life destroyed.
Free. Treasure is abundant if it cannot bring calm. It's free to have a lot of gold, diamonds, gems if all that brings destruction. Free again.
“Huf..”
Sighs.
‘Kana.., you must be strong. I know you can get through this. Even though your life is ruined. But you must not be discouraged.
Come.., Na. Please, you must be strong. You definitely can. You can't be weak like this anymore. You have to show the world that you can still stand on your own feet.’
Raised the corners of my lips.
Even though it was still tight, I had to rise like the whisper of my little heart earlier. I can definitely get through this. Not always the wheels below will remain trampled. It's all time.
Yesterday may have been a bad day for me, but today will be a good day.
I nodded confidently. Yes, everything will be fine.
“Huf..”
Back to breathing. Calms the heartbeat. Removing any traces of tears that remain. Then get off the couch.
Walk towards the wardrobe. Looking for clothes that can roughly cover my entire body so that the scars of last night are invisible to people.
After finding the right clothes, I continued to apply powder to the face. I have to cover my pale face. And also with my swollen lips.
Entering the books that I have prepared in advance. Continue, wearing a backpack and shoes. Then rushed out of the room.
I have to have breakfast so that my body has enough energy to get through today.
“Do you complain to Mama?”
My footsteps immediately stopped. My body stiffened after hearing that voice.
I can feel my body being forcibly flipped. That vile man stood arrogantly in front of me.
“Ka-kak want what la-gi?” I said ketus while removing both hands that had gripped my shoulder.
“Second to campus. You must still be tired if you have to bring your own car.”
Hid. Men have no shame.
“Neg. I can do it myself. Mending, Brother Zii don't care so much about me.”
Look at the sharp guy.
“All this is also because of Brother. Off! I'm leaving,” amukku.
Immediately reverses the body. Continue the journey to the first floor.
“Who says Big Brother doesn't care about you? Brother cares, Na. Even more than that.”
B0doh very much with his words. I kept my feet up, not caring about the sweet words he kept saying.
“Aaa..., What does Brother Zii want? Lower me!”
Again somehow the story, my body was already in the arms of the man. Yeah, that fast.
Kick feet. Rebellious. Wish the man's body would be in pain until I let him go.
“Silence, Kana!” threaten her.
However, the bluff did not make me obey. In fact, I'm getting more and more so.
I bit the man's right shoulder hard. My hands are not silent either. I took her fine hair.
My efforts were not in vain. The next second, Brother Zii dropped me off. I saw him holding his right shoulder. Must've hurt.
Seeing her in such pain made the lines of my lips widen. Smiling cynically.
“Measuring him don't like to interfere in people's affairs.”
Simmer. Crossing hands in front of the chest.
After being content to laugh at the suffering of that b3r3ngs3k man, I immediately passed.
“Si4l.., I can be late this way,” umpatku frustrated after seeing the clock on my left wrist.
With a heavy heart, I decided to skip breakfast. Immediately, I took a step foot towards the garage.
Just gonna open the car door. Suddenly, my hand was blocked.
“You are still not allowed to bring your own car. You know your body is still weak. Ride on! Sister inter!”
I shook my head while stepping back. It seems that this kur4ng teaching man has not been willing to give up either.
“Do not test patience Brother, Na. Up!”
“Neg. I don't want a car like a boy b3r3ngs3k.”
“Naik or Sis will revoke all health support tools Mother of your future fiancee?”
I smiled cynically. Again that threat.
“Kakak is indeed a peng3cut. Take advantage of people's weaknesses. Basic sneaky.”
“Good!” it was as if I didn't care about my words.
“And I gave up what Brother Zii wanted. But, why is Brother still teasing me? What wasn't enough last night, brother? Is Brother Zii not satisfied? Do you want to see me m4ti was just satisfied? Is that what Brother Zii wants, huh?”
The tall man approached. His black eyes looked at me.
“Sister wants you to get pregnant Sister's child, Na. Because with that, Brother can persuade Papa to marry you,” he said while turning to look at my stomach.
“Gil4 basics. I'm better m4ti than having to conceive a boy b3j4t.”
“Kakak is gil4, Na. Brother gil4 because of you. Brother does not want the woman you love to be engaged to another man. Sister is not willing.”
Brother Zii is getting closer, while I'm retreating.
“What Big Brother does is not love his name. If Brother Zii really loves me, Brother Zii should take care of me. Not even to ruin me. Brother Zii knows.., because my older brother is now devastated. I'm hina. I'm dirty. Brother Zii should know that.”
Brother Zii just shut up. There was no defense he did.
However, a few moments later. She hugged me. I refused, but over time my body began to get tired.
“Silver will be responsible. I promise I'll marry you, honey. Sister appointment.”
Brother Zii is getting close to his embrace. Little by little his head was lowered, approaching towards my face.
I who saw it was silent. Baffled. Should kumenghindar?
“A-what would Brother Zii do?” I said while rebelling.
As hard as I could push his face with my free hand.
“Allow Sister m3nciUmmu, Na. Just briefly. Not as long as we did last night.”
I was just about to refuse to return, but a voice I knew undoes my intentions.
“Not as long as last night? What does that mean, Eziio?”
Is correct. That's Papa's voice.
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