
Now even a month ago I officially became his wife Kak Zii.
Nothing has changed in my life either before marriage or after marriage.
Perhaps the difference is, now my obligation is increasing. Yes, every day I sometimes have to prepare for Brother Zii's needs and certainly serve him every time my husband wants it.
Just like this morning. We've finished doing it.
“Kakak not to the office? Already want eight o'clock, Brother?” I said open the chat.
Don't forget to raise your head so you can see his handsome face. Because, from earlier I just buried my face in the chest of his field.
“Today Brother deliberately comforted himself,” he replied hoarsely.
He held his arms around my waist.
Probably aware of my confused expression. Brother Zii again added, “Kakak will have to accompany you to the obstetrician. Not yesterday we promised to leave, hmm?”
Ah, yes. Is correct. Today I have to go to the gynecologist because I have to check on my condition.
We were married for over a month, but there was no sign of me getting pregnant.
Hence Brother suggested that I check with the obstetrician.
Maybe there's something that makes me pregnant late or something.
“Kak...,” call me carefully.
“Hmm.”
His black eyes reopened after previously having been closed.
“What if it turns out I can't love Kak Zii son? Will my brother still love me?”
Whether my feeling or indeed true, suddenly Kak Zii's body stiffened. His face water changed a little. From his eyes, he seemed to be thinking about something.
“Kak?” call me slowly because from that moment he was busy daydreaming.
“Ah, yes. We're ready now, Na. Brother wants to take a shower first,” the answer quickly. Like trying to divert the conversation.
He let go of his embrace on my waist. Then, just get up from the bed.
“Kakak don't want to shower with me?”
I tried to tease her because I felt that Kak Zii's attitude had changed a little after I asked the question.
I thought, Brother Zii will agree to my offer because we usually always spend time in the bathroom together. However, it seems that this time it is not.
I saw Brother Zii shake his head. And quickly, get into the bathroom. Disappear behind it.
Seeing Kak Zii's attitude like that made my heart uncomfortable. There is a feeling of fear that arises. Worrying if what was my fear happened.
What if Brother Zii dumps me for not being able to give him a descendant? What would I do if it happened?
While I have given everything I have to him, including with my heart.
I don't know since when, Brother Zii managed to shift Dien's position in my heart.
A month of living with Brother Zii made me really feel that his name was loved. Brother Zii can really spoil me, especially in terms of bed.
He's a real expert. I, who didn't know much about that sort of thing, now wanted to keep doing it.
Brother Zii has indeed turned me into a woman who was originally innocent into a woman who now continues to want her.
“Na, shower. Brother wait downstairs. Brother will prepare breakfast!” he said after coming out of the bathroom.
I nodded and walked to the bathroom.
I did not use a blanket to cover my body. I still want to tease my husband.
Perhaps, this time he will be captivated. But again it didn't work. Brother Zii turned his face away.
Irritated, I opened the bathroom door and closed it hard.
Akh...., have I now turned into a j*lang woman?
Where was my old shame? Yes, although it is okay to show it to my own husband, but can't I still maintain my pride?
Akh..., really makes me inexhaustible.
...***...
“It. Eat!” said Brother Zii while thrusting a plate of spaghetti in front of me.
“Are you angry because of my question?”
“Eat first, Na.”
It seems that Brother Zii is angry because he has not hinted at me since.
With no taste, I tried to eat the spaghetti it served. I don't know why it feels so bland.
“Why? Don't like?”
I'm nodding.
I was still peeking at the spot because just this time Brother Zii yelled at me like that.
Usually he would happily replace my food or offer other food if I did not like it.
‘Why did Kak Zii's attitude suddenly change like this after I said that I might not be able to give him a child?’ my mind kept asking.
'Is his attitude that easy to change? All this time we were fine.'
I can only wait and keep praying. Hopefully, Kak Zii's sweet and caring attitude will return soon.
“Ayo, go! Brother wait in the car,” he said.
He just walked out of the house. Without waiting for me.
Again I could only waste my breath looking at Kak Zii's attitude which suddenly turned cold.
Without caring about my food, let alone intending to put it into the kitchen, I then just went and caught up with the husband who was far ahead.
While in the car there was not much chatter we talked about because Kak Zii only responded to my question in passing. Though I have tried hard to build a chat, but it seems to be in vain.
My husband was not interested in our conversation. He was busy with the streets in front of him.
“Down!” flat command.
As soon as the car door opened and without waiting for me, he walked ahead. I died behind him again.
“Kak, wait!” I said as I tried to chase after him, but instead of stopping, Brother Zii even accelerated his pace.
I could only give up while looking at my husband's back which was getting further ahead.
...***...
“Kak, I'm sorry if I was wrong,” I said seriously after successfully sitting on bench— beside him.
Yep. We are now in the waiting room. Waiting for the line to be called.
“Already, Na. Brother is dizzy again. You don't talk to Brother.”
“But, Kak—“
“With Bu Kana. Doctor Isna has been waiting.”
My words were cut off from hearing the nurse's voice calling my name.
“Come!” take Brother Zii while pulling my hand.
I got up and followed his steps to the doctor's office.
About twenty minutes the doctor examined me and now just waiting for the results.
“So, how did it go, Doc?”
Brother Zii immediately asked after I finished checking. His impatient attitude came out.
I who was still lying on the bed went down. Opt back to sit in chair— next to Kak Zii.
I saw Doctor Isna breathing out. From the woman's face, it looks like there will be bad news that we will receive. That must have scared me.
“Before we are sorry for what happened to Bu Kana.
“What do Doctors mean? Say it clearly!” sambar Kak Zii ketus.
“Kak, patience!”
I tried to calm her down even though my heart was not calm either.
“Bu Kana will not be able to have children.”
Brakes...
Brother Zii broke through the table in front of us. To the point that some of the things on it fell.
“Doctor don't talk. I can sue the doctor if it is true the doctor gave false information,” snapped the man.
“I'm not lying. You can check your wife in another hospital and I am very sure the results will remain the same if your wife is barren,” replied Doctor Isna who was no less harsh.
While I can only be silent. Clear crystals have been flowing since, caving rivers in my eyes.
Can't bear to find this bitter reality.
“Akh.., b*r*ngsek.” Brother Zii cursed.
Then violently stood up just like that. Then he came out of the doctor's room.
Again, for the time that he left me.
“Pardon the attitude of my husband, Doc. Perhaps, he still could not accept this reality.”
I tried to speak as loud as possible even though my voice was shaking.
Doctor Isna just nodded. After that, I said goodbye and went straight out. Intending to follow Brother Zii who has no idea where it went.
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