First Love - End's

The Test of Love - 2

This morning I woke up not so healthy. It feels heavy in my head. Perhaps due to lack of sleep, thinking about the possible opinions of his coworkers and distant relatives.

But I still have to go to work.

Whatever the case, I should be able to separate the affairs of feeling from work.

My office friends know that after work Leo can never pick me up again. So I went back to my old habits, went and went home on the oplet.

I could not deny, even though I tried to concentrate on working, still several times I was found daydreaming, and finally mocked by my friends.

Especially our seniors in this office. He has indeed been a family for a long time and must have understood the romance of my face all day.

With his flirtatious style Bang Mus immediately sang the song Black Sweet, to tease me😁

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Black sweet.black sweet..

the black sweet..

look at the ungodly..

look at the ungodly..🎶

🎵The sweet black..

Look not bored..

the black sweet..

look at the ungodly..

I remember the first night..

I remember the first night..🎶

I laughed out loud as I threw the paper near me..

"Where is the text bang.not remembered the first night, but : Remembering the First Look, kaleeee..!" answer me quickly

"Intentionally you are wrong, let's not be sad!" bang Mus again.

I finally came back happy.

After work I cleaned myself up. It has been a month since I returned to the Youth Church where I worshiped, after being absent for several years after I Ride Sidi in the 2nd grade of SMEA.

Senior brother at that time suggested that I just finish education first, later after finishing could re-enter.

I also remember my promise. I worked after school for 3 years. It's time to rejoin, and the truth is I'm also a singing hobby. Be me on Team Koor Naposo at my church. The activity that is done 3x a week makes me a little able to forget my problems with Leo. There's a little bit of reluctance that I have to call her on. The mindset of Indonesian girls whose principle IS MEN MUST BE MORE ACTIVE, greatly affects my attitude in this regard.

When we arrived at the church, we trained a new choir song. I don't have any inkling either. But after I finished training, a friend told me that I was waiting for Leo under a tree next to a church cooperative. I was surprised, why not pick it up?

I met him immediately and we spoke under this shade tree.

I asked him why he hadn't called for a long time, and Leopun explained that he was very busy because he was often invited out with the boss.

"Isn't there a new boyfriend, is there?" manyaku.

"Ah.where is there. Did you hear who you got a new girlfriend there from? Just-there's!" leo answered quickly.

"I've already.confess it.if it's okay too. Just don't play behind my back, I don't like it. We better break up, so you can be free there!" I'm annoyed I said it.

"Believe the same brother, right Brother has said, want to be serious as well, cook brother looking for another girlfriend!" leo's back convinced me.

"Yes already.Then Brother keeps the promise of Brother. I also don't like to hear from others, if you can't be loyal, I'll back off!" sahutku again

Leo was silent.

We finally came home.

All the way home the atmosphere became a bit quiet. We don't talk to each other anymore. Arriving at home also Leo immediately went home without a goodbye hug, even though we had not met for long.

Oh, that's it, I thought. Even if my words are a little firm but that's how I feel. I don't want to talk about loyalty in a relationship, because for me, if this moment can't be loyal, later also not necessarily faithful.

Before going to bed, I prayed fervently for our relationship. If He pleases then all will open in time😇

I also sleep quietly.