
I got home feeling very tired.
The truth is Thursday. I don't have a Naposo schedule.
I thought I'd be able to laze in my bed tonight.
But my plan is scrapped. After I finished taking a shower and changed my clothes, I heard someone knock on the door while saying Shalom. I was shocked, because I knew that voice. Bang Leo's...😲
I went to the living room and opened the door. Sure enough, I saw Leo smiling behind the door. His body looks healthy, though thin.
"Can you come in?"
"Just get in the bang." I replied
"Will you take a little out for a minute?" ask again.
"Sorry, I'm lazy to come out!" concluded
"Please deck, just this once, think of it as a thank you from Brother, because you are healthy!" rejoicing
I fell silent and saw his face that was earnestly begging.
"Okay, I'll change clothes for a second!" answer me
Bang Leo immediately smiled in relief and nodded his head.
I immediately went to my room to change clothes. Then we'll excuse my brother and sisters to come out for a while.
Bang Leo drove his car downtown. We both stayed in the car. Nobody starts the conversation. Soon we arrived at Sudirman Food Center. After parking the car, we went inside and ordered a potluck meal.
While waiting for the dishes to arrive, we looked at each other meaningfully.
"Dek, why never bezuk Abang after in the room?" bang Leo opened the conversation
"It's okay bang. Kan bang Polan told me that if you are being treated in the ICU room, then I am worried. So after your condition improved, yes I no longer need to!" I replied as calmly as possible, but I instead heard a tone of protest in my own voice🤭
"Sir..My brother is very grateful to Adek. Frankly, Brother was so excited and happy when the first time adek came, so that Brother Kayak short of breath so happy!" keep Leo bang again.
Our conversation stopped because the waiter came to send us our food.
I was asked to lead a meal prayer as well as thanksgiving for the healing bang Leo.
I said a prayer of gratitude from my heart, because actually I was unable to see the condition of Leo bang when it hurt, without feeling my voice tremble and my eyes heat up in prayer, and I end with a prayer for us.
Bang Leo caught me a glimpse as I said amen. I immediately smiled at the sign of being okay.
"Let's eat!" bring bang Leo.
We enjoyed dinner in silence. I'm grateful that I'm still in the condition of not recovering properly but bang Leo ate a lot tonight.
Bang Leo took my hand and I resigned with a fearful thought he was not yet strong. Well that's not what this once was.
We are moving slowly.
"Dek, I'm so happy tonight. Adek wants to accompany Brother to dinner. I'm sorry I hurt you. You know all the mistakes. Sorry brother. Brother realized, actually from a long time ago until now your heart is just as adept. Can you forgive your brother?" ask bang Leo at length.
Alamac..
how the discussion so deviated anyway.
I really have no preparation for such a discussion.
"Bang, I've forgiven you. But I can't forget my brother's betrayal. That's enough for me not to trust you anymore. We're just friends." I'll answer.
" Will you not be able to love your brother an opportunity, I promise you will be faithful and not playful anymore!" rayunya
"Sorry bang. I can't. Please take me home. My brother is healthy. Start a new life. Find another job. Hope you meet a girl who is suitable for you!" break me sure.
We went home in silence..
It's all over..
Even for a long time..
It was the situation that seemed to play back the feeling that had slowly been buried for almost a year..
The night sky full of stars.send home Leo bang in silence..
Slamat street lover..
you are the love of my life..
i'm losing you..
for eternity
I love you
I still love you..
even if only in the heart..
for ever..
my first love - end💘