First Love - End's
Time-Me
On Friday.
After work, I have excused my brother and sisters to continue the journey to Panam. There is a schedule of "Special Prayer" conducted by the students of the Fellowship of Prayer (PD) campus whose truth there are some friends there. Actually I was a bit hesitant to join them, because previously this event was done in the Gobah area, in one of the PD Servant's houses. But because the contract is up, and the Servant Brother already has a special place in Panam, the Prayer activity is carried out there.
They seemed to know my reluctance, but always took me in kindly. I can't resist either because I also need Me-time that makes me strong through the days ahead.
From my place of work, I will take the City Bus to get to the campus environment which is on the edge of the city.
When on the bus, the whole trip was the first Me-time I liked. I can think of many things, considering my mother, brother and sisters. Time passed quickly after our father's departure. But we his children should be able to stay strong with our respective activities.
Most of my friends in this PD were also present and gave words of encouragement when the father died. This also made me feel overwhelmed by every memory of them. We are not of the same church, but we can come together and pray together for many things, family, work, education, city and nation and government.
If you remember my body is actually tired after work, maybe it is best to go home and lay down. But if I remember my quality Me-time later, I don't think long to step foot there.
I got there and saw a lot of friends gathered.
Praises were sung and prayers began to be offered. Not infrequently my tears flowed hard if you remember His care for me and my family. I always pray for mamak who sell outside the city to always be healthy and sell well so that many buy and sell and we can be a little relieved last Sunday.
My other hope is that my brother and I will always be healthy and work hard to save money to build a simple but decent house for us later.
After the friendly event, I also went home with my Servant Brother. Throughout the trip you will ask about the development of work, family and the adoption of my personal prayers.
I am so grateful to be surrounded by good people. Their attention to me was very sincere and I could feel every time I met them. I am a person who feels, in a sense, easily inferior. The feeling of not being worthy to join them often makes me want to decide to just stop. But again the passion and attention they give me comfort and re-join, again and again 🤩
In the PD also I was among those who had a pretty melodious voice. Well.bless to this I also several times to fill events or invitations from the Campus Organization or the Mining Department where Abang Pelayan works. I am also grateful to know them all in terms of communication. I who just graduated SMEA felt a lot of learning how to communicate well, regularly and meaningfully. And it is very influential in everyday life especially in work.
Mr. Boss will always ask me to communicate with our suppliers, in the delivery of project items. He said my communication language is good and always successfully make deals that facilitate the process of shipping the project. Always be thankful for these lessons.
We didn't feel like we were in the alley to the house. I was dropped off at the mouth of the alley. After saying thank you, the Servant Brother passed and I continued walking home.
Along the way home, I usually also take the time to greet the neighbors whose truth is outside their homes. Just saying hello signifies me passing near them, then they also return greetings with a careful speech, be careful to get home safely.
My me-time today was a huge relief.
Arriving at home, I immediately cleaned myself and went to sleep.💤
