
Although I decided not to participate in the National Pesparawi selection, but we still train for the Pesparawi area. I forgot a little bit about my sadness with the regular exercises that we had to take seriously.
Costume Preparation for the Festival is also almost complete. We wore elegant light brown uniforms with long brown skirts as well as pretty chest flower decorations. I was very happy and fit to wear it.
It is time for the Festival.
Very many contestants from the churches of our city filled the Church and the parking lot yard was also full of participants' vehicles, judges and supporters of each contestant.
I tried to concentrate fully.
Our rehearsal these few months I think is enough to show you the best of the afternoon.
After waiting for almost an hour, we also performed smoothly..
Festive applause welcomed the completion of our performances and one by one we came off the stage and cheered while hugging our fellow participants because we could finish the Festival this time almost without mistakes. We pray that we can be champions, at least champion 2 in hand, so as not to impress takabur.
After we broke up, we were given time to rest.
Suddenly Leo was in front of me.
I was silent, surprised, but couldn't say anything.
Leo put his hand out and congratulated our team and after that he quickly pulled me out of the crowd to the side of the Pangula housing in our church compound.
This place is quite quiet, because the crowd is focused on the Church Building and its parking.
Leo immediately pulled me in his arms.
I cried in silence because I missed him so much.
I admit that I am very upset about the reality I am facing right now, but I cannot lie to myself that I still love him very much.
"Abang kangen really deck!" said slowly
I just kept quiet, but my tears kept flowing. I can't get the words out anymore. I was swept away in the homesick atmosphere we felt together.
Long time ago, we did not meet.
After a long time of hugging, I broke our embrace. I looked into his face. Getting thinner and less excited.
"Bang.we need to talk!" I said to the point.
"Yes, but not here, let's take you home, take a shower and change clothes first, then we go!" answerable
I immediately agreed and we went home without waiting for the results of the Festival. Our current problem should take precedence because I will also not be calm if there is no clear end.
After taking a shower and changing clothes, we went out and looked for a quiet place to talk. We chose the Artificial Lake as a place to talk. Somehow, if you see water, automatically erratic mood can be rather calm.
"Jeje meet ya!" Leo started the conversation.
"hhmmm." I replied accordingly
"Dek.trust same Brother. Brother just adek, brother wants to be serious as good, why believe him?" ask Leo quickly
"Bang, if it is dear brother adek, why did Abang say adek asked to break up, adek would just explain that in our relationship, there is no affair behind adek, adek, if you can not be loyal, decide adek, is that what adek explained yesterday.kok brother said otherwise?" my cecars are upset
"Jeje who continues to approach Abang, every morning he buys Brother breakfast, wash Brother's clothes, when there is no brother asked.ya Abang disinclined, so occasionally Brother wants to be invited to walk, so sometimes he will walk, but no one said they liked him!" answer Leo
"Hahaha.gitu anyway, yes just as Abang responded to the feelings of Brother Jeje, indeed Brother did not say like, but the attitude of Brother showed it! Never mind, adek understand now why brother Jeje feels Abang respond to his feelings, because Brother does not refuse when he asked out!" reply fiery.
"So, we better break up.. Brother is indeed more suitable with brother Jeje, your age is also not much different right, it is worth getting married!" my answer is origin
"Dek..is it true that you love your brother? If baby, why don't you keep brother, why even tell Brother and Jeje? If he likes the same brother, what can you do? can not also prohibit the feelings of people to Abang. But Brother remains unfortunately into the dick!" with a serious face.
I'm silent too.
Can't argue.
The last news from my distant brother did tell me that Jeje was the one who was crazy about Leo and did everything to attract Leo. But Leo also enjoys it like that, he said.
I finally gave Leo a 2nd chance to prove his words and seriousness to our relationship.
That night we went home with passion to trust each other and be faithful😍