
Today, my mood is very uncomfortable.
I'm not excited. The severity of my relationship with Leo made me a little lazy to work. Often pensive and taking long breaths.
When alone, suddenly my boss came and got angry at me.
He said because of me, the company lost a lot. I can't communicate well. etc..
At the end of the word, my Boss let out disrespectful words to me. I was so surprised.
It has been more than 3 years I worked, during that time I was so loyal to the company.
The matter that my boss was protesting had also been conveyed to him long before.
But this is what I got.
The inappropriate words.
My feelings are getting bad.
I'll excuse you to go home.
I told my friend I wasn't feeling well.
Tonight's your return schedule from out of town. I slowly explained that I was tired of working at the company.
I need to rest, I said.
Mamakpun seemed to understand.
Then I asked to stop.
My friends deeply regretted my decision.
Instead, they asked me through the phone.
I'm tired and I'm tired of working. Just need a break, my reason.
They finally understood.
I'm getting active in Naposo activities.
My responsibilities as a Spiritual Sexy are slowly eroding the sadness of my heart.
I'm very serious about being given responsibility. And that applies to every task entrusted to me.
I was also elected as a representative of Naposo Riau District to attend the Youth Convent in Sipirok. 3 days there, 5 days with time to go and go home.
This opportunity I took with joy.
I can forget my sadness.
Sipirok City
The atmosphere of the city is very cool.
Day 1 until we were divided into groups.
Introductions..
Team Meetings and Plenary Meetings.
We set the programs that Naposo seDistrik will live in the next 1 period.
The 1 team friends from my city were also very helpful. We together enjoyed the atmosphere of the Convent in a relaxed and serious manner.
Truly a relaxing Spiritual Holiday.
It's time for the last night..
we went around enjoying the Unggun Fire show.
Praeseses District Tapsel-Sumbar-Riau taught us 1 simple but heart-piercing song of Kanon..
🎵Saint Saint Saint..
be corason Tia Dora's..🎶
be corason Tia do.bedes'in🎵
🎶Santo es en ohhh..🎵
(about how I remember - if I write wrong or I remember wrong - please forgive)
I sang it over and over again.
Without my tears..
we all bowed in the presence of the Lord.
God is Holy, man is just a creature who is always wrong and likes to commit sins..
That's when I was determined, to let go of my heartache on Leo's bang.
Pray for him to be happy with Jeje's sister. It hurts a lot, but I have to be sincere. For everyone has sinned, no one is right, no one is.
Me included.
If in the past I felt that men were obliged to pay attention to women. turned out I was wrong. Keje sis persistence has proved it. That love is not only demanding but must also sacrifice.
I remember, not once did I want to come to his workplace even though Bang Leo had asked for it several times.
I assume prestige if I meet men.
But that was when another woman came to notice him.
Prepare all his needs.
Always by his side.
But it all happened.
I don't have to regret it because the principles I'm using will continue to apply.
Loyalty in a relationship is very important.
Tonight, we slept well. Tomorrow our schedules return to our respective cities.
Before returning home, we were invited to see the First Church in Sipirok. Stop for a while while listening to the history of the establishment of the church as a result of Evangelism from Germany. Then we went home with the bus that was prepared for us.
I'm relieved..
This Youth Convent gives an inner calm and I am determined to live happily without Leo bang, after this🎈