Fat Broken Wing

Staying the Best Brother

His mind was still troubled to know the most stifling fact of his life, worried that everything would change because it was forced by the circumstances that seemed to squeeze his family to release Dafa, his best brother that he had so far. Not to mention the activities of OSEK has started, making him have to divide his mind and energy well, not to fall in the middle of the road, he thought. Mother and Father must also feel a very extraordinary dilemma, removing the jewel of his heart for the woman who once wasted his eldest son is a tremendous burden, but back to the state of the birth mother of his child, he said, it makes the dilemma feel. “Give me a last chance, before death pick me up.” while the eldest is not moved at all to agree with the request of the Mama.

“You are not here, keep at the back, monitor as much as you can there with other mentors. Actually this is not our domain, but we must monitor them, help the committee who is now on duty,” Satria orders him, Kiyara only realized if she was separated from the other mentor children, Kiyara, maybe now Satria thinks he is in a good mood under a banyan tree, but he was confused with his own mind because of the unstable condition of the house almost 3 days ago.

“Iya, sorry,” whispered.

“It’s okay.”

But throughout the day, he could not concentrate on the activities he was doing .. was always caught in daydreaming, and secretly sent messages with whom, Kiyara looked somber like there was no passion for life.

“There's a problem?” tanya Tama who suddenly sat her body right next to the fat girl who was busy with a device in her hand.

“Eh ..” he said because he was too surprised by the arrival of Tama next to him, even because the fear was still there.

Catching Kiyara's strange girly, Tama doesn't want to take any chances. He decided to get back on his feet and sit on a chair a little distance away with Kiyara.

“What's the problem?” reworked.

“Engga.”

Tama, scrunched her forehead in wonder. “Then, this whole day why it seems like there is a problem. Not focused on being a committee that should be a good example of his younger brother, instead of busy daydreaming and playing hp,” said Tama firmly, making Kiyara's guts more shriveled, not daring to look at Tama's face in front of him, then a small bite on his lower lip held a sobbing that would soon break.

Aware of his actions, Tama sighed harshly, too complicated she thought. “Hei … ! don't cry, I just asked.”

“Bang, do not deket-deket Kiyara first .. he again has a problem, do not add the burden he justin aja .. anyways a lot of kok who care about him so you do not need to bother kek gini, so you do not need to,” said Cakra in a slightly sewot tone, still upset because of their last conversation during the Diklat event in Lembang some time ago

then.

Tama, scrunched her forehead then pointed at her own face and chuckled slightly. “Fine .. okay, just assume I'm the source of the problem for Kiyara .. it’s okay. Won't ask any more.”

Kiyara shook her head, listening to the conversation of the two people made her even more upset. “Stop, not that. Don't fight, I'm tired!”

“Ayo, to the musholla first Ki .. earlier I was told the same Bang Dafa development there how, do not be sad again,” invite Cakra, make Tama exhale rough, rough, and, for him Cakra always interfered with his time with Kiyara.

Kiyara nodded her head, accepting Cakra with pleasure .. because what is needed most at this time is to rest in front of Him, to pray the same do’a for 3 days so that her brother does not leave his life.

“Sorry, for today Sis because he could not focus on the activity earlier, but not because he was lazy or could not put himself as a committee, at home there is a problem that makes the mind very drained and earlier I was busy playing hp because again discussed the problem with parents and Kak Dafa as well. Excuse me to musholla first,” said Kiyara while explaining a little reason why I can not focus on activities.

“Hem .. .”

***

Kiyara's deep brown netra caught the tall figure most in her longing 3 days, the nostalgia wrapped in worry as well as the mountainous fear is now slowly eroding.

“Have you forgiven your biological mother? Until Brother's face is pathetic like this?” ask in the heart.

“Kakak, when to go home?” kiyara asked as she gave her best smile.

“Newly, sorry yes yesterday can not come home with Mother and Father, sorry also go not to say,” said Dafa while wiping the top of Kiyara's head.

“Em .. ,” Kiyara replied while nodding her head, honestly she was confused to have to respond like what, what to express anger, worry, fear or what?.

“We go home yuk, Brother ... sultry,” invite Kiyara to make Dafa again smile, has memorized the behavior of his sister like this indicates being confused.

“Ayuk, don't want to start eating first?” he opened the car door for his sister.

“No, want to eat Mother's cooking today. Thank you,” Kiyara replied after sitting in the passenger seat.

“Emh, okay we go home Princess, as your request.”

The trip this time felt lonely, because both of them were still busy with their respective thoughts. Dafa wanted to explain from the beginning what was really going on and Kiyara who was busy compiling questions for her Brother.

“Em, Brother ..”

Dafa allowed his face to be glimpsed. “What's up?”

“Kakak, will not leave Kiyara right?” he asked in a soft voice, almost whispering fortunately in the car Dafa was not turning on the audio so that his sharp hearing could still hear the question of his sister.

“InsyaAllah, Brother will never leave Adek for now.”

“Kakak has another Adek besides Kiyara?” tweet again.

Dafa nodded. “There, two people. The one your age the other 11 years old.”

“Kakak, love them?”

“Darling Ki, as Kakakkan should love his sisters,” answers are realistic.

Kiyara turned her face away, choosing to stare out the window. His heart was a little unacceptable because there was another sister who was also dear to his brother, so it did not feel he shed tears worried about the position of his favorite sister shifted.

“Eh, why even so cry? Sister wrong huh?” ask Dafa and just get a ring from his sister.

“Eng-noth .. Ka-kak is not wrong, I'm just afraid Big Brother-so not as-sad I la-again, because we are different I-mom, especially Brother also has a Sister from Mama Brother.”