Fat Broken Wing

Funeral

AUTHOR POV

The sirens of police cars and ambulance cars were quiet, some victims of the consecutive accident were evacuated and taken to the nearest hospital when the car driven by Dafa was docked to the CTF.

“Astaghfirullahaladzim, why so bad Bang accident I was not strong, Bang, hiks ..” cried Dave broke when he had not come down from his car, but, his legs limp like boneless especially after seeing the car his parents destroyed horribly.

“That, Uncle Jeff was evacuated to the ambulance like Aunt was also taken,” we follow them, said Dafa and pulled back his seatbelt.

Silence enveloped the speeding vehicle in the back of the ambulance that Dafa believed was carrying his sister's in-laws. Until there is really no word that can describe the hearts of both and can only try hard to ask the house to prepare the return of the body that is already in a state of not good.

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DAVE POV

I was still looking at the empty, wet grave.not just one but two shakes at once, and was also remembered last night when my wife cried when she woke up from her nightmare, maybe the universe has given a clue but as an ordinary human being sometimes this self is ignored, from the moment of meeting some time ago actually all leads to today but me? I never thought about it at all, too far away I think they're doing fine.

But, once again. I forget that death does not have to be old, sick, poor, or not okay. Everyone will be back in time regardless of how things are going. My body was very weak, when I saw my parents' car destroyed, not even just my parents' car but there were several other cars and motorcycles also at the scene, eyewitnesses said there was a truck whose brakes went off near the railway crossing, and hit all the vehicles that were stopping

because it was covered by a railroad bar in front of him, the accident for both my parents who were in the front of the train must be hit by a fast-moving train when his wrecked cars exploded into Daddy's car.

“I'm an orphan now,” lirihku.

Bang Dafa, rubbing my shaky shoulders up and down, he who accompanied me to the scene must have also felt struck by what he had just witnessed this morning with his own eyes and head, he knew both my parents well and must have felt the loss, especially seeing the bodies of my parents who were removed from the destroyed car it felt very heartbreaking especially myself it felt like the feet had floated not firmly on the ground.

“Sabar, it has been his destiny like this .. Please, Dave is not good to cry for people who have died like this,” said Bang Dafa with a vibrating tone, he knows this is very heavy for me.

“I still didn't expect Bang,” I replied as I watched the mourners who had left me with Bang Dafa here and my father-in-law who was sitting in the car with my wife who was not allowed to come here by the parents, worried about the content.

Walking on the sidewalk to my father-in-law's car, there I could already hear my sobs that sounded so bitter. How not, this is all too sudden for him as well as me. Everything that happened felt so short in less than a year all had moved from their respective places, it felt like just yesterday I was upulang from Singapore with my wife and both parents, he said, just yesterday we came back from Germany, even just a few days ago we celebrated a four-monthly thanksgiving for triplets, but now they are gone forever, before seeing the faces of their grandchildren, before congratulating me later when I first tried my babies.

“Hiks ... hiks .. Mas,” shrewdly my wife while tightly grasping my hand that was still hanging because I was still standing near the car door, had not yet entered it.

I know, besides me he also felt the greatest loss, all this time he was very close to my parents especially Mommy, Mommy, especially since the bodies of both my parents came to the house before being buried he should not approach the goods in the slightest, with Asti and El she remained in our room, and even at the tomb, she could not approach until the funeral procession was over, her body limp with a face that was too thick as me.

Grep …

Without warning, I immediately hugged him to pour out everything I felt, sad because of loss, disappointed because I had not given my best to both parents, angry because why it had to be like this, because,  and I don't feel like I have any more hold on this world, even if I lived alone without them for a few years it felt so different that no one would nag me, ask me about it, ask me about it, and another thing that my parents used to do, especially since the improvement of our relationship lately.

Remembering also Mommy had told me if his life is now much calmer because the past problems have improved, the relationship with Daddy's parents is finished, making it much calmer if something happens to him, he said, he said he would not feel guilty anymore because he had separated the child from his father, brother from his sister, even though it was not his will before.

Now I know, what the meaning of calm meant Mommy, especially the love that was once separated was now proven Daddy, took him to an eternal place in nature there.

“Don't be sad again baby, sorry I didn't let you see Mommy and Daddy one last time, but I'm afraid you're not strong when you see them, and even something unwanted happened to our prospective child,” I said softly while hugging my wife's body tightly.

She just sobbed in my chest without intending to answer my words, I know she was hit with all of this.

“Dad, move next door let Dafa drive.”

“Hem ..”

The car drove slowly along with the speck of rain that fell from the sky this afternoon, as if nature was mourning the death of my parents, two people trying to improve themselves and their relationship with the past. May it be quiet there Mom, Dad, .. although it is heavy Dave will try to keep fighting and staying in this world, he said, in order to make you happy with the prayers God willing, Dave will always offer you there, for the sake of his wife, my three children and of course the people who love me.