Fat Broken Wing

O Self !

~We, in the eyes of others are what they think~ is like

The night is getting late, but the sound of guitar popping still loud sounds irrigate the bass sound but sound melodious and delicious in the ears. While inside the villa, the female rioting voice was so domineering interspersed with the sound of laughter when a joke sounded out of whose mouth it came from.

“Lu, know Kiyara for a long time?”

Cakra gasped in shock as he was daydreaming while lying down staring at the sparkling stars above, and without hesitation a most popular kating joined in laying down beside him, throwing a question that he could not guess if there was another meaning to the question.

“Jalan 4 years, Bang. What's up?” he asked back, without intending to look towards his interlocutor.

“Over time .. You're not ashamed to have Kiyara's cake?” instead of answering Tama, he asked another question.

“What does Brother mean, it's like that? Don't have a lot of ethics, it's like that.” His emotions are ignited by what Tama said, indeed his best friend is what kind of person to make him embarrassed to have a friend even a friend like Kiyara.

Tama, shaking his head, condemning his mistake .. only realized the sorting of the words chosen was wrong. “Not, that's not what I meant earlier, sorry. Do you like Kiyara?” ask Tama again.

Cakra's face grew grim, what the fuck this one was. .. too interfered, he thought.

“Why silence? Can I mean ‘Ya’?”

Cakra snorted bitterly, too stubborn this Tama guy. “If I don't have a person I have to look after and protect, it may be a long time ago I will make Kiyara a lover, especially when knowing everything about her in the past.”

Deg … .

“True to my guess, if Cakra likes Kiyara. If only fulfilling the request of her twin sister as Kiyara wrote in her harin book, it would be impossible to be here for so long … though the condition of Kiyara in recent years has improved and can socialize well,” said Tama in his heart.

“Don't be too quick to conclude something, which you yourself still doubt the truth.” Cakra rose from the fall, walking to his friends who were still humming accompanied by the sound of a guitar, around a small burning bonfire. Bamitan, want to sleep first with a cheerful reason.

….

The middle room of the villa was still lit up brightly, still with the boisterous voice of the woman who was busy telling her about everything. Give each other tips, whether shopping for discount goods, hook the heart of men, how to look, how to talk, how to walk to look elegant and so on. Kiyara only occasionally chimed in, because she did not really understand what was discussed .. It felt like she had been friends for too long with loneliness, so did not know much about such things.

“Em, I went to the room first yes... was very sleepy, want 12 o'clock malem also afraid tomorrow bad luck wake up,” said Kiyara as she moved from her seat.

“Iya, rest first there .. lu kan abis sick yesterday,” timpal Anggun.

“Ok, thank you. You guys don't get too sleepy, dah ..”

“Dah ..”

Kiyara walked down the stairs to reach her room with 4 other friends on the second floor. Sepi, the first thing Kiyara felt .. because indeed all her friends were still gathered in the living room. Taking off her hood, she walked to the bathroom to brush her teeth and ablaze before going to bed, a routine she has been doing since 2nd grade Junior High.

“Ah, just forgot to tell Mother ..” she said while sitting on the bed playing her dress.

Things that often escape from teenagers today, ‘tells parents’ when there is an event outside the home. He thought, parents do not worry about thinking about their children who are not at home .. while the children out there are busy hahahihi with his friends.

One thing Kiyara remembers is being outdoors like this. “Omat, mun outside the tea house .. inget contact your Mother, Father, or Brother .. not every hour not what is important about connecting people home, let calm down at home tea.”

After informing her Mother, Kiyara noticed two other incoming messages from an unknown number .. the same number as the one that sent her the message earlier this afternoon, but she had not responded yet, he opened the message first.

From: 081230xxxxx (19.20)

“Oh, it turns out Brother Dave .. how is it, in reply what is this?” he said while tapping his index finger on his forehead.

To: 081230xxxxx (00.07)

Sorry, just had time to reply to a message from Brother Dave. Later I ask Mother first yes, Brother .. fear ndak given permission, Kak,

 I never leave town without family.

The message has been sent, it looks two ticks lined up and in a matter of seconds turns blue, and below that number it changes from online to typing. Somehow he became nervous, afraid the answer disappointed people across there.

From: 081230xxxxxx (00.08)

No problem, it is better to ask Mother or Father first. It's night, fast sleep yesterday was sick no good staying up late like this. Have a good dream .. :) :)

~

To: 081230xxxxx (00.10)

Yes, Brother .. thanks for understanding. Brother also rest, yes…

Besides his sister, Cakra and his college friends only this time he got a message from a man who was completely unthinkable to him would be sent a message like this, he said, his too old-fashioned mind with the lack of socialization did make him think it was too unlikely that things like this would happen.

He gave a thin smile. His fat fingers surfed on his screen, exited the chat room with the new number after saving and giving it the name ‘Blue Eyes’, then opened the chat from another new number.

From: 085730xxxxx (18.31)

 There are many people in this world, why must it be the Cakra? Do not feel, be the most scorned person in the world .. In fact there are still many who suffer more than you.

~

His forehead crept, astonished? Sure .. who sent it like that. The sentence sent, he could not digest it well at all.

~

From: 085730xxxxx (18.35)

Don't be the bad guy!!! … Cakra changed a lot after living in Bandung. Watch out, if you take

opportunity in narrowness, ups ... in ding wideness. Inget, Cakra deket same you because the mandate of his brother, not purely from his heart do not go crazy, let alone put your heart on him !!!

~

“Why should I bring ‘lebar’ anyway, why am I wide but why should I be discussed again and again ... and Cakra? I have never put my heart on him, even what it feels like to fall in love I have never felt it let alone intend to seize the Cakra, which is out of who this is.”

Kiyara exhaled heavily, she did not know where her mistake lay. He realized that he could not and it was impossible to make people like him and accept him as he was, but why should he bully, or corner him like this?. Do they not know that he also has a heart that can hurt?

“Remember yourself, remember .. always remember Ara ... accept .. accept, sincerely all people's thoughts about us, do not be a burden let alone a grudge. Remember also ... about one thing Ara, Do not always look for ourselves in others. Thousands of people who know us out there, thousands of our natures in each of them. Good, bad, evil, loving, diligent, lazy, or whatever it is, but looking within yourself is not all people can, and this is what we should be looking for, not recognition from people. Please, Ara ... don't be easy baper,” he said to himself with tears already flowing down his cheeks.