Fat Broken Wing

14. I'm Not Blind

~Love is not blind, but blind. Because true love comes from God through the heart not from the eyes~

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Breakfast this time clearly feels different for Kiyara, the dining table chair is not just filled

both his parents and his brother alone, but there were two figures of men who were familiar to him to look at the same breakfast menu.

“Papa-Mama how are you, Dave?” ask Mommy, trying to divert the tension that suddenly rippled in the dining room.

“Alhamdulillah, Bun healthy. Mother same father, the more healthy and fit gini, diligent sport?”

Dad just smiled while nodding his head, not intending to answer Dave's question, because his mouth was still full of food, making the wife shake her head to see the behavior of her husband. “Alhamdulillah, if they are healthy. This father who often sports, Mother mah ya gini-gini aja ngurus home sometimes help Kiyara ngurus tanemannya, walk around the block here aja nganter pesan vegetable even if Kiyara again can not nganter.”

“Oh, that vegetable in front earlier, Bun? Seger seger gitu.”

Mother Alana nodded her head. “Iya, it's hydroponics her business Kiyara.”

“Wih, cool ... cool .. !”

“Bun, again eat this .. don't chat continue, continue later just chat.” Dafa was forced to speak so that his mother stopped talking to Dave, because it was clear that Kiyara's face was not comfortable at all, especially now that she had been used as the object of conversation.

“Eh, yes later we continue to chat yes, Son Dave.”

“Iya, Bun .. ready to chat with Mother, mah.”

“What does Kiyara mean in her last diary book?” Tanya Tama in my heart.

Tama, looking to withstand the turmoil in her heart, saw the familiarity created between

the blue-eyed man with the middle-aged woman he recognized as the Mother of his bullying victim 6 years ago. Wanting to open a chat but confused about what to talk about, this is his first time visiting this classic-style house. A few minutes passed, finally a stressful breakfast for Kiyara was over, now Kiyara and Mother Alana

he was busy cleaning the dishes, while the men had gathered in the family room.

“Come, Ki. Put it first, later just wash it, we go ahead first do not feel good there are cooking guests anggurin.”

“Iya, Bun.” With a heavy heart Kiyara obeyed her mother, although her heart wanted to immediately go into the room and hide from the guests of the older brother.

Not even the step of the mother and child entering the family room, but the rowdy sound of mutual laughter can be heard clearly, making both of them wonder, what they are laughing at, he thought. The simple laughter, now changed with the sound of casual chatter despite tucked a little laughter, made Kiyara sharpen her hearing, afraid if she became the topic of the men's chat.

“If from the eyes, keep the eyes blind how do you find love?” his father's voice was clearly heard ending in a slight crisp laugh.

“Eh, yes also yes Om .. haduh no thought, from the first if nyari ya beautiful girls first. Not dear if it is fitting to go home from work and wait at home that ugly woman, increasingly tired it feels body.” The voice of the man Kiyara believed was Tama's.

“You it … ! can't say like that, all women are beautiful. Consider it gini

if it is not beautiful, it is beautiful but even better if it is also beautiful. But if beautiful appearance is relative, because the type of man is also different .. beautiful according to Dafa may be different from just as beautiful according to Dave and Tama, according to Dafa,

even if you are both men. The important thing is his heart if Om, but Alhamdulillah Om dapetnya complete package, hahaha.”

 “Ehm, so exciting to talk to the boys,”

mama's chirps as she entered the living room followed by Kiyara behind her, making the four men turn their attention to the source of the voice, then smile.

“Eh, Mommy .. here Bun, sit next to Dad ..”

Mother Alana sits herself next to her husband, leaving Kiyara confused

sit where, want to sit next to her brother but still cranky, want to sit on

“Sini, next to Sister.” Feeling no choice, Kiyara sat right next to her sister.

The atmosphere that was previously filled with laughter was also the jokes of the men had now stopped,

the look on Dafa's face had also turned more serious. “Ehem ..” Dafa thumped a little hard, diverting attention.

“Light we discuss yes, earlier I am sorry here I do not intend to corner anyone.”

Kiyara, Mommy, and Her Father throw one another a glance, what is it until the firstborn

turned formal like this until he called himself ‘saya’, he thought. Unlike the two guests who already know where to lead Dafa talks this morning.

“This is related to Kiyara, more precisely Kiyara's trauma. Yeah, Bun .

yesterday Kiyara was taken to the hospital, she collapsed during the debriefing of mentor.”

His father widened his eyes, surprised. While Kiyara, she just shook

his head, looking into his brother's eyes, pleaded not to continue this conversation. “You are what Dafa is, why not tell Dad?”

“Quiet first, Dad. We heard the explanation of Dafa.” Mother swiftly rubbed her husband's shoulder.

“Sorry, Yes … . This is Dafa continue first yes. Kiyara collapsed from her trauma relapsing again, her memory of Junior High. Excessive fear and anxiety appear again, due to the presence of Tama.”

Dave, clenching his hands, was irritated, after noticing the man sitting nearby

from him is the cause of Kiyara bullied during Junior High.

“So Nak Tama's Brother Aurel? Who once provoked his friends

Kiyara?” Tama nodded, her face deep regret.

“Sorry, Om-Tante .. it was me, I used to be very angry with Kiyara because of Aurel

sad and told me that Kiyara was cheating in the school-level OSN selection, so Aurel lost the selection. As Big Brother I want to protect his Little Brother, and that's the way I go.”

The two Dafa and Kiyara parents, exhaled violently. It turns out that the problem is not as complicated as what is on their minds. Coming from wanting to protect his sister, the boy who used to sit in the High School bench, to do the unexpected like that.

“But, I realized after ... it turns out Aurel is not my biological sister ..”

“How can Aurel not your Sister Tama?” ask Mommy with a face that can not hide her surprise.

“Iya, it turns out Aurel is only a child from the orphanage that Papa brought, when Mama used to be

lost her baby daughter, my sister who died at the birth of Mama. Papa accidentally brought a baby girl from the orphanage two weeks after Mama gave birth .. Mama didn't know anything because Mama was in a coma after giving birth to my sister, Mama, who was born, and we only learned all the secrets of Papa after Aurel was caught being an addict one year ago.”

“Innalillahi ..”

Tama, bowing her head too embarrassed. “Sorry, because I used to trust Aurel so much that it blinded my eyes and trusted him just like that and caused

disadvantages for Kiyara, to date.”

Dafa swiftly embraced his sister's shoulder that had started to shake, sounding a small sob escaped from Kiyara's lips. Always like this, Kiyara is too weak to talk about her past, her soul feels dwarfed.

“Bun .. .” said Dafa as he rolled his eyes, coding the woman who gave birth to him 27 years ago to take Kiyara's medicine.

“You as a man should put forward logic, though, regardless of Aurel the sister you love the most or not at that time still use your logic as a human so that no other human being is victimized because of the attitude you took at that time.”

“Sorry, Om. I also want to thank Bang Dafa who has been willing to advise and teach me all this time, even though Bang Dafa knows if I am the perpetrator who has caused his Sister to experience trauma.”