EXTRORDINARIES

54. Grievous

"Feed first." Gavin came while carrying a pack of fried rice. He took out the fried rice from the plastic crackle and then he opened the wrapping container.

I just shook my head as he bribed me, I had no mood to eat. "aaa??"

"Don't want to." Refuse me.

"Why the hell? Eat, you want Ba'a to wake up and have a sick elonya?" It is true what Gavin said.

I grabbed the rice wrap he brought. "Well, did I eat?"

"Ru, do you really like Ba'a? Are you sure you feel that way?"

I swallowed a spoonful of rice and side dishes until it ran out and then I answered. "Actually I hesitate, I cry because I think he's angry, yes it's angry anyway, but if I cry it I wonder if I like him? If I say temen I'm someone who makes us cry it because we like him. I didn't think much longer."

"If you need anything, you can get to me." Gavin. I just nod.

***

For an entire week, Ba'a finally regained consciousness. Luckily, when she realized she still remembered me. And more importantly, I was beside him.

"Hey, how are you?" I asked while holding his hand.

Ba'a smile. "I dream'in you keep."

I laughed and kissed his hand. "Thank God hehehe."

"I'm being honest with you."

I raised both my eyebrows. "Honest about what?"

I'm shaking. "He just wants me to get here every day and keep coming home too. Yeah, well, we're both gonna have a good fight when we talk."

"I feel so guilty about you, Ruru. I'm sorry, as long as I don't realize I'm haunted by the same guilt I've been to you."

I was confused by what Ba'a meant. "What the hell is that? Say try." Suddenly Gavin came, because the hospital door rang when it was opened, so I always saw him when the sound was heard.

"But, Boss." He greeted the now seated Ba'a. Gavin was in front of me.

"Vin why don't you tell Ruru everything?"

Gavin. "That's all you start, you should also be the one who starts."

"What's wrong???" I'm getting curious.

"Gue wants to break up with Lo, Ru. Honestly I don't feel anything at all Lo, it's all just my play."

Like a silvanna spear. Those words stabbed me to the ground. "Huh? Why?" From his sentence that turned violent like a fellow friend, then his eyes gaze that no longer had love in them. I immediately let go of my hand that was holding her hand. I'm standing. "What is the reason you sent me? Just a week too? That fast your feelings are gone? From the beginning I was doubtful."

Ba'a grabbed my hand. "I'm sorry, Ru. I know I was wrong. I'm just following my bet for dapetin elo."

My mouth cannot speak anymore. I just listen to it, I'll listen until things get clearer.

"The girls in the class I did not make elo deketin who likes the same cold guy like Gavin. They want to see how you feel when there are people who like you. At that time Gavin was angry with me, only I ngancem him if only he meddled in my affairs again, I ogah menenan with him. So Gavin's not wrong here. I was wrong. Gavin just followed all the plays I've done."

My tears are absolutely unstoppable. "So my feeling is just kidding you? So wicked are you. Your friends really like that I think gini, really, even though we are both girls. Lo also Vin, I hate it because I like it the same lo." I immediately left the place. It's really sad to know that I was only made into jokes by my own underclassman. I feel like I have no meaning at all. Shame and destruction are all I feel. Why is it so easy for me to believe in a false love like this. []

Td :16 February 2020