EXTRORDINARIES

25. Drowned

I'm looking for Gavin right now, I'm walking around this pool bath, but I can't find him. Why did he disappear without a trace. When I passed the edges of the pool to look for it suddenly there was someone who was joking and I was automatically knocked. And I'm splashed.

Byuurrrs

Am I drowning? I can't breathe and I can't reach land. I opened my eyes but the pain I felt. I tried to move my legs but still. And now, I'm running out of oxygen. And everything went dark. I tried to move my body but nothing happened. It feels so weird.

***

"Are you okay?"

That voice is why it is so smooth now. My chest hurts, my nose is hot and everything else hurts. What I'm afraid of is finally happening, I don't like this. I coughed and poured out a lot of water.

I opened my eyes and saw Gavin's handsome face. Even at this time I was busy thinking about it, he never stopped working on my brain.

But when I woke up. "Thank God it's okay." He said and immediately left me. I can't call her name because my throat hurts so much.

I saw a lot of people circling around to see me, like they were joining. Ba'a came with a towel and took me. "Come with me." Her speech. I just follow.

About Gavin, why did my heart hurt when he left me earlier?

"Can we do it?" He asked as soon as Ba'a led me to sit down and have some warm tea.

I'm shaking.

I'm sad Gavin left me. Why did he just leave me. Why did he leave, why didn't he ask me further.

"It's okay, isn't it?" Ba'a touched both of my cheeks, looked at my eyes closely, I could see her eyes filled with worry and I wished it was Gavin's eyes. Suddenly I shed tears, I cried. Duh that's a shame.

"Ssttt, don't cry. Sorry I broke my promise. Sorry I can't take care of you." Speak with a soft and sincere voice.

"Baa'a..." I finally opened my mouth. Why not just since.

"Yes what's wrong?"

"Gue wants to go home, sorry your vacation is not exciting."

Ba'a smile. "It's okay, I've changed clothes. This Abis we go home."

I'm nodding.

***

"Go to bed, is this brother?" Message me.

I'm nodding. "Thank you Ba'a, be careful on the road."

He nodded and waved to me. Then he left. I think I remember right away when I left Gavin twice. I'm tired of mind and physical. Now I want to go to bed.

It all feels bad. Yes clear. Now I regret leaving Ba'a to find Gavin who left me. Actually this is why it became a love triangle yes, I am not too beautiful but why they both seemed to be chasing me. Now what am I supposed to do? Everything is a mess, it's true what we want never goes smoothly. We will make things worse.

Ba'a said he'd wait for me and Gavin didn't say status wasn't important. Is he going to stab Ba'a in the back by relying on me? That's incorrect. That can't happen, my mind can't be consumed by her feelings of liking. I have to think straight. []

Td :26 January 2020