
This morning it felt like my body was aching because yesterday I took the last bus to my city, and crazy when I was at the terminal position it was already night and there was no ride to go home. Finally I took an online taxi to go home but I did not get to the front of the house just up the alley. I'm afraid my mother knows and she's angry with Ba'a later, I've hurt her and I don't want to add any more weight to her.
Though I have made up so it is not obvious if it runs out crying, but still still still visible. "Lo abis nangis?" Ask Revi, I met him in the parking lot.
"Yes, hahaha." I answered while laughing so as not to look pitiful.
"Gue won't ask you why, but if you need to vent can confide in me."
I nodded in answer. As I was walking with Revi, Ba'a suddenly came with her gangmate. This is a parking lot, obviously. I saw him but Ba'a didn't see me at all, he was carrying a dirt bike.
When their hordes run out, I will step in but Revi holds me back. "Wait."
"What's wrong?"
Revi laughed mischievously. "There's Rafi, I want to go with her."
"Keep me doing it myself?"
"We go together, yuk." Revi took me in, he pulled me to follow Rafi who was in the back row.
They were walking towards her class while I was heading towards the Gavin language lab as Ba'a looked fine, they were in front of me but I did not dare to greet her at all.
I'm sad, usually Ba'a invites me to talk. He knew I was behind him but he just glanced at me. While Gavin he smiled to greet me but did not invite me to talk, he was cool talking to Ba'a. But somehow my heart hurts from Ba'a's treatment.
"Lo insinuate me?"
He turned around and he lightly said. "Lo who???"
Deg. My heart is like a balloon that gets hit by a needle and just erupts because of it. "Well, is that what?" My eyes were glazed over, but I tried to hold back the tears from falling.
"I'm sorry."
She moved her body so that my hand slipped out of her bag. "Udahlah." Like yesterday, he just left me. It seems like my arrival in Ba'a and Gavin's life was a mistake. It could have been with me they were fighting again because of a girl. I felt like I was so bad.
From behind Revi touched my shoulder. "So women have to be strong, okay? Don't be sad, he might want to be alone again." Because of his words that are so piercing I became cry deh. Still this morning woi, a lot of friends in the lab.
I nodded as I turned to face Revi. She smiles. Revi wiped my tears. "Don't cry, a lot of kids know? Later on to kepo."
I nodded again then walked into the lab with mixed feelings. My brain please cooperate with me for a few minutes, forget about your problems for a moment.
During the practice exam I was able to progress smoothly and safely. As I talked with Ba'a yesterday that this is easy. Actually when I was in the middle of it I had a chance to remember him and then I immediately tried to focus on what I am doing now. []
Td :14 February 2020