EXTRORDINARIES

45. Speechless

At half-ten in the night I slept in bed. I play hape as a sleepman.

Gavin called me. I hurriedly grabbed the headset. Every day let's have a good dream.

"Hey, I whisper? The house is sleeping."

"Keep why now you even phone-phone bambang!"

"Gue ain't no bambang, I'm Gavin."

"Yes." Yeah."

"I'm calling, ehremm."

"Yes, it used to be only in the world now it's real."

"I'm sorry?"

"Why apologize?"

"For Gavin's friends, Ruru was uncomfortable."

I smiled at her voice which was slightly different. "It's okay, luckily there was an elo."

"Gavin is a helper."

"Haha Iye deh iye."

"Ru, Gavin wants to confide in this."

"Yes, hunt!"

"Gavin feels guilty for people's children."

"What are you doing?"

"Gue makes people hurt because of me."

I justify my sitting position to be more comfortable, if while sleeping afraid he will fall asleep. "Why?"

"I was horrified."

"Yes, what's it?" My toot.

"Lo said 'if this how can I stop making you like me, Vin?' aren't they? Don't you?"

"Lo can't like Ba'a?"

"I don't know, I'm confused. I want to try to like him but how, my feelings for him are mediocre."

"If I'm to be honest, I like you, Ru."

Deg deg deg deg deg deg

Speechless, I can't say anything. I didn't answer.

"R."

Suddenly my tears rolled down my cheeks.

"Ru, don't you know when you give me coffee candy? I knew right away that it was from lo, I did not dare to take for days in the pocket of the bike and maybe you every return to my motorcycle squirming class which still has candy from lo. I want you to find me, give me the candy directly rather than have to put it there. But that's how I know and I think I'm starting to like you because of that."

I smiled hearing the story. Thank goodness that candy was not thrown away like him. "Continue?"

I heard him laughing. "Gue likes you, but I don't want to break my parents' ban."

"Yes I know. I know people I like also like me." Even though my tears have soaked my cheeks and clothes, I have to wipe them.

"If we continue to mate we are reunited again, I hope you still like me."

"Yes, yes it's the spirit if the school says it wants to buy a plane."

He laughed again. "Yeah. The sleepers."

I immediately positioned myself in a recumbent position. "Try you sing, who knows you'll show up in my dreams."

"What if your ears hurt?"

"Is that bad your voice?"

"Lo tease me? Yes, I've proven it despite the whispers."

"Hahaha, it's a hunt!"

I heard her breathing that seemed to be breathing exercises, funny. "Seneng-Seneng together with hard work together, nyanding sliramu, dear sliramu. Wis is not angen-angen we will be my soul mate, Wis is not angen-angen kowe in my choice. Calm calm as sweet, calm I wis seneng. Rene embraces me not sangu sangu. Mbesok mili o dino kowe not lamar. Rasah due roso I ninggalno crew e dewe wis dadi siji... I'm sleeping, I'm dead... Bye." (Sampek tuwek - Denny Caknan)

I am so happy that she sang a Javanese song. He was playing this song. Sad actually, but if sung the same guy so seneng dengernya. Gavin, it is okay if we are not united today but may we be reunited in a beautiful way by God.[]

Td :11 February 2020