
The Back to Fara POV
Happy Reading's.
Tonight Keill will be staying at Mother's house, actually I do not matter anyway, only I did not expect if my husband to stay overnight, in a relationship we are not like husband and wife when at home.
I'm still so awkward when it comes to being close to Keill, all this time he's always been rude to me, even every time he talks, Keill almost never looks at me, Keill almost never looks at me, it really made me have to endure the pain every time he behaved like that.
Honestly we still can't be as ordinary as other couples, I don't dare to approach her, nor does she take the initiative to open up to her.
Is it true that Keill still has a taste for Lydia? Yes, they used to be a university, it could be that they were lovers and there is still love between them. But their love is blocked by the blessing of parents and in the end must break up in the middle of the road.
Madam Lydia came home to Indonesia and then be betrothed to Jimmy, and Keill can not move on and she kept me and married me with the mode that Mama Rara and Papa Aris like a girl like me.
Though Keill's intention was only to get revenge on Lydia because her lover received a proposal from another man who was none other than Jimmy my own neighbor.
Duh kok it feels really bad yes, if it is like that, really so I vent. If they really love each other should they fight for their feelings, surely their parents will also understand that love can defeat everything.
If this kind of story becomes very complicated, why am I too rash to accept keill's proposal at that time?
I should have first found out about my husband's past, if this is what I lost myself, hurt myself, loved myself, O God! am I strong enough to live a household like this.
"Fara, how are you daydreaming?"
I was shocked when my mother patted me gently on the shoulder. "Eh no kok ma'am, Fara did not daydream," a wide grin escaped from my lips.
I glanced to the right where my husband was sitting, I didn't think that if he was currently looking at me with a gaze that I don't know, I didn't understand the meaning of the gaze from his eyes.
The deg!
Oh heart, why do you even sound so loud! It felt like my heart was about to jump when I saw Keill who was so handsome tonight.
I melt, my heart wails just from being stared at by it. May I feel geeer because Kill is looking at me with a thin smile?
Fara, remember! He was just pretending to be nice and not careless because there is a mother, just try it if in his own house, surely he would never want to see me with a smile like that.
I have to be patient, Fara, you have to be patient. A patient wife must be dear to God. Got a lot of reward, and will be loved by my husband.
Hopefully Keill can open his heart to me and learn to love me like he said when he proposed.
Finally the dinner was over, I cleaned up what was on the dining table and I cleaned all of our used dishes in the sink, he said, don't forget I keep the vegetables and side dishes in the food storage cabinet.
"Son Keill, I want to talk to you, come with me to the living room, let Fara clean things up" Mother smiled at Keill.
"All right, ma'am." I saw Keill following mom into the living room. I don't know what they're going to talk about, but it's better this way because I'm sure this awkwardness will definitely last until I finish washing the dishes if Keill stays here.
Huh, why is the situation like this!
Finally, after I finished my business, I went to the living room to see my husband and mother chatting.
The clock still shows at half-eight, still very late in the afternoon if you have to go into the room and rest. And it'd probably be weird if I had to take Keill into the room, wouldn't it?
Geck, tok, tok!
"Assynnya!"
"Glamma!" our sahut simultaneously.
"Let Fara open the door, Mom," I stood up and walked towards the front door.
Chequek!
"Assalamualaikum, Safara Maulida!"
"Girlwind, Jimmy!"
"Truely my guess is, that you must be home at Lia's mother's house!" said Jimmy who suddenly cheered in.
"Yes, my instinct is to say so, besides there's a car in front, it's definitely your car, right?"
"Eh, son Jimmy, Fara happened to be at home, mother told Fara to come home and she with her husband wanted to stay the night" said Mother.
Jimmy stopped and looked at Keill with a surprised look. I could also see Keill staring at Jimmy with a sharp look.
What's the matter? why doesn't Keill seem to like Jimmy?
What don't-don't? Holy hooch! is there a love triangle between Keill, Jimmy and Lydia!
"I don't know if Mr. Keill came here" Jimmy said as he sat on Keill's front sofa.
"Of course I went with my wife to her mother's house!" keill replied still looking at Jimmy with a dislike look.
"Fara, get me a drink 'Son! I want to rest in the room first," said the mother.
"I-iya ma'am, come on ma'am, Fara help!"
"No need 'Son, you get me a drink for Keill and Jimmy." I nodded and walked back with my mother.
hopefully there is no heated debate between my husband and also my best friend who may be currently wresting a beautiful woman like mbak Lydia.
Why is my fate like this, married but not loved by her husband and even her husband still loves his ex-lover. If it were written in a novel, my story would be very sad.
What should I do, God!!
"Fara, don't make a drink, I'm going home," Jimmy suddenly shows up in the kitchen.
"Well, how'd Jim go home? you just came, I want to make a drink," Jimmy shook his head and smiled.
"No need, I just remembered that I have business, huh? see you sometime, take care of yourself, Ra!" jimmy's words why touch the heart so much.
As if implying that Jimmy also knows that my heart is not okay, especially in living this household with a man who does not love me.
"OK, shit!"
I keep the cup I used to wear, I should say goodbye to Keill if I'm sleepy and want to get some rest.
"Safara, I want to say something to you, but not here, what if we go to your room," said Keill who suddenly stood in front of me.
God, what will Keill say? would he say that he still loves Mommy Lydia?
"All right, let's go to the room," I need to be strong, whatever I'm going to hear later, I need to be patient.
Arriving in the room, Keill went straight into the bathroom, he had already memorized the location of my room because he had indeed slept here during the wedding ceremony first.
I took off the hijab I was wearing, I was no longer awkward to take off the hijab, Keill even forbade me not to wear the hijab. Yes we are indeed mahram, so he can see my hair.
Chequek!
The bathroom door opened, Keill came out with a fresh, wet face, like he had just washed his face.
The deg!
Our eyes meet each other, duh, I'm nervous huh, it feels like being stripped naked looking at Keill's eyes.
I think he's been staring at me lately! I saw him walking towards me too. Keill eroded the distance between us. I can smell the fresh scent of the perfume she wears.
My heart was pounding more and more, Keill's hand was holding both of my shoulders.
"Safara, may ...!"
Seriate.