
Ney read it again he could only shut up. Both of his hands were trembling not afraid not sad, but extremely angry. All his thoughts were completely incompatible with what he had planned.
There was also a fleeting feeling of guilt on his enormous chest. Rumbled but refused to admit it. Recalling how she was behaving as Rita cried having problems with her sister and mother, Rita and Ney were in 3rd grade together.
And even she was reluctant to listen because she felt Rita's story was disturbing and she deserved it. Even the laughing who saw his stupor status in his phone.
As hard as Rita cries and tells, Ney does not appear as a good friend. She also remembers afterwards how Rita took her school bag, then straight out of Ney's house.
Rita never came to her house again. He stayed away from Ney who clearly couldn't help anything. Ney is scolded by both his parents and his brother and sister.
"If you are like this, live with your world only. Don't be surprised if no one wants to be friends" his sister said.
Ney :
"I'm sorry I had other problems at the time so you told me the same thing."
Rita :
"No, as far as I know your problem at that time was just one. The male. When you are cheated on, you force me to listen to your story and force me to give advice too. Hear you? No. gabe. What kind of friend is that? As for me alone, you are willing to laugh while your friend is suffering!!"
Ney massaged his head, he closed both his eyes. Yeah, he's done a lot of wrong to Rita. He had to accept all of Rita's nagging now without being cut.
Rita :
"Think dong used Ney's brain. You were given brains not only to make devious plans to me right now. I realized for a long time that you were the one who rejected my existence around you!"
Rita set her breath while looking at the trees and felt the wind swirling outside the mosque.
While Ney continued to sit while reading all the words annoyed Rita. His facial expression was flat, displeased and saturated.
Rita :
"I've known since we knew in Junior High, you always considered me an enemy. Why anyway? Are you a poor student because my academic grades are low? Or because of the appearance of my super-height body, white, smooth? I see clearly how you've treated me since you knew me. You are the most selfish!"
Ney lowered his head. He remembered how to wrap Rita who was waiting for him at the mall for 3 hours! Then come without guilt, he also realized Rita often saturated the streets with him.
And that was the last time they went together, and Rita was close to her other five friends.
Rita :
"Conscious right? I'm sure you realized all your mistakes first. I am waiting for you to come anywhere! Any apologies from you? No. kan. I'm not offering you food, but you're comot at will. YOU DON'T HAVE MANNERS!"
Ney recalled again that it was his habit, not only to Rita, Arnila but ALL that he knew, who were near. On campus, too, so when they eat, they choose to move.
Rita :
"Now... do I know foreign men you're starting to act us close? He also knows you actually just want to use me again. Go on, Ney, stop it! You envy me, my closeness to Alex? You wonder why people as rich as Alex can like me? Just look at yourself."
Ney breathed in annoyance, he kicked down the sofa then got up and paced back and forth. Here Rita's intention is to make Ney aware of all his behavior like that, if now who claims that he is Rita's friend, is it natural?
He was proud as a Friend just because of a misunderstanding of the word Buddy Rita said. Unfortunately, Ney was too haughty after reading that but not with Arnila. He already knew that Rita was misinterpreting its meaning.
The point is yes directly so the test was not intentional for Ney. After Rita explained, it made Ney dumbass and he was very embarrassed. Rita never put up their photos, well it should be from there too Ney suspected yes.
Moreover, there were absolutely no photos from SMP until Rita was now working. Ney should have realized that he was just a friend who only existed for Rita, not more.
Rita :
"Oh yes one more maybe you when calling the number answered by a voice that looks like Alex yes. But actually no, it's his bodyguard. Where would Alex want to tell you his number, could you use that number to threaten me to him right? Or vice versa. I know how cunning your brain is!"
Ney was shocked to read it. So that number doesn't belong to Alex? But where is possible. It was just a bit different the impression he had. He was just dumb, and calling himself an Idiot.
Ney :
"What's!? Seriously?"
Ask in email. He was hopeful Rita would still retaliate.
Rita :
"I don't know what you told the bodyguard but it seems you've made him pretty good. Looks like you're arguing about me maybe."
Rita was content to type it all. That's just the guess is true or not, depending on Ney's answer.
Ney did not reply after reading again the reply. There were 10 minutes, he had to reload his brain's mind path and tidy up.
Ney :
Rita feels if Ney is guilty? Yeah, there's a little bit more, but he still has plans to get closer to Rita.
Rita :
"Here Ney, I've forgiven your MISUNDERSTANDING of me since last year, ever since you started bullying me and the others. So you no longer need to remind or even continue to reveal."
Ney felt plong, he smiled of course would always be forgiven. Then he typed in with a feeling of pleasure, thinking Rita was starting to open up again with him.
Ney :
"How are you doing with Alex? Tell me you blocked me, so I don't know how to either."
Rita breathed. This must be him still.
Rita :
"It's none of your business anymore, but we're fine. Just take care of your dying household. No need for your habits that KEPO asks about Alex. I really don't know myself!"
Ney stopped the movement of his fingers. Yes he is still kepo especially it turns out that even until 2023, the two of them are still in contact? With Alex's personality like a lumping horse eating glass.
Ney :
"OK, sorry, I'm still a little curious. So we go for a walk! I'm going to Bandung next week too, we can be familiar again as before."
Rita :
"No need to be familiar. Sorry I had no interest in meeting you even just for a walk because when we do, chatting I know you will turn the topic to Alex again. So there's no need."
Rita grunted in annoyance. Nih people really hard to understand yes, people have no desire to make friends again just keep forcing.
Ney read it, he was a bit moody and snorted. Then write a message to Arnila.
"Nil, how come he's so cold is it just like me. I'm sorry, '" she wrote in WA.
"It is natural that his heart will be wounded by your own actions. Just accept because your mistakes are a lot to him first" replied Arnila lightly.
Ney snorted again, he rolled both his eyes resentfully staring at Arnila's reply. It turns out that until 2 years passed even Rita still can not forget it. It seems to hurt him a lot.
Where are there also victims of direct bullying being nice to the bully? Even though he was forgiven, his behavior will continue to be recorded in his deepest memory. Rita will be very careful.
"You know he refused to meet. Then he turned out to be the same Alex.." said Ney who immediately ghibah.
"I don't care about any stories about Rita. Just keep it to yourself. I've had another life" Arnila said.
"Aren't you going to be friends with Rita?" Ask Ney.
"No want! I've been very upset with Rita, she's too sensitive and I also know that she's not interested in making friends anymore. So do what?" Ask Arnila who she remembers what she said to Rita.
Outside said so, but in his heart he missed Rita just that. If he approached Rita, of course Ney would beat Rita again. So this is the best way for Rita not to get hurt.
"He's forgiven me lhooo" said Ney happily.
"Good indeed. He's forgiving even though he'll keep remembering how we treated him. And that's not the behavior of a good friend, Ney. I realize it's you?" Ask Arnila.
Ney reads and doesn't care what's important he's now forgiven by Rita. "Is it Nile, I'm the same he won't have any room to make friends again? She was so the same as me?"
Arnila snorted yes surely he diverted because he would not confess. "Remember the same as you. Perundung and the victim will never be able to make friends after the incident that happened to him. Yes, you should be grateful that Rita can still be good at forgiving otherwise you're either wretched or she'll be retaliating,"
Ney silently bit his index finger nail. "Then what should it be?" Ney sat back down.
"You have to start thinking that you still have a heart, get away and get out of Rita's life. I know you have good intentions for him to know Alex. But your path and way are wrong. That's what caused Rita to stay away, I've warned her many times you don't want to hear. True what Rita said, you are the one who refused to hear," explained Arnila.
"It's not so." said Ney.
"You kept forcing me to join Rita, you said we should help her but what you did was not help. He falls in front of Alex. You seem to be throwing a bunch of junk at him in front of a lot of people, and I honestly don't like your way. Don't like you so much as Rita? Should everyone know what he is like?" Arnila's question made Ney silent a thousand languages.
His habit never wanted to be seen as the perpetrator, so he would gather a lot of people and spit out everything. After that he will be satisfied and run away to escape. Actually Rita never made Ney or Arnila as a shield, she just wanted Ney to be neutral. But it didn't happen that way.
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