ETERNAL ENEMIES
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...KATIE SKY - MONSTERS...
...I see your monsters...
...I see your pain...
...Tell me your problems...
...l'll chase them away...
...l'll be your lighthouse...
...l'll make it okay ...
...When I see your monsters...
...l'll stand there so brave...
...Chase them all away...
"Thank God. Yeah who knows you're telling me a story like last year" said Alex, whose heart was beginning to calm down. If in doubt, why should he panic?
"Yes, I told them but not too much and they were angry after what happened to me. But they also want to know for sure if they meet why you did that. If Ney was they had met yes and indeed brash talk," said Rita remembered again last week.
"Yeah, I know. I was there too and didn't expect him to tell them that. Make what try? You really have to keep your distance with him if you do not want to be involved in it, he is very strange and indeed you guys do not fit in anyway. I'm also surprised," Alex thinks about Ney, I don't know what's on his mind to spread Rita's ugliness. Does he want to test his friends? Well, she was like that to Rita now she knows what it's like.
"Just like you, what I see is like trying to complain about sheep" Rita said.
...A cup of coffee still steaming...
...Staring back at me, it's blacker than the night...
...Ay, I'm awake but still sleeping...
...l keep telling myself I'll be alright (l won't )...
Alex sighed, she was like that at first but, she had other intentions as to why she did that to Rita.
"Sorrys. Someday, you will know why I do that. Even if I had to, even though I know you'd hate me so much, you'd see what I mean. That's my risk, I'm already thinking about it," Alex said. Although it's a long time for Rita to understand everything but it will come even if Alex also knows about him and Ney will no longer be the same.
"???? You can't explain it now? It's really your life" said Rita who massaged her forehead.
"🙄🙄so that you learn something despite being aware of it for a long time. You're slow!" Alex laughed.
...And I know it can't get lost than today ...
...Sitting here and she's trying to rehearse what to say...
...See, she's in the bathroom hopping l'm not in earshot...
...While she's getting used...
"HEY! If you don't like it, you can leave anytime I don't force you to stay" said Rita Manyun.
"Hahahaha but I can survive #SabarAlex I always use this," he told Rita.
"What's that for? Hahahaha is like saving a rare beast," Rita said laughing.
"I am rare. Playboy insaf," said Alex who laughed at himself.
"Bahaha!! So strange! Then do you also know that Ney's boyfriend broke up for a year? Pity also every there is a problem, always his girlfriend who overcomes," said Rita thought but pity also Dins during his relationship with Ney.
...To the sound of a teardrop, splash it hits the tile...
...And I know it's been awesome since you seen me...
...Smile and laugh like I used to ...
...l've been since it happened...
...Just take me to the past...
...Cause I just can't imagine losing you (too ) ...
...l can't explain this so I'll keep it all inside...
...Wear my pain, but its masked by my pride...
"What do you make them feel sorry for? Do you feel sorry for yourself? During this time, Ney has used you a lot only you are not aware. Let him feel the consequences of his own actions. I also feel bad about doing something with you but I can't take care of it. It was even us who cleared up the situation," said Alex who sighed. Still, she felt guilty for doing so much to Rita.
"This is a learning also yes if you feel unable to handle until the end, do not try - try to make trouble. I'm tired of Dins too, Ney's problems are too big and I'll never be able to hold on to him so you don't have to bother meddling. Okay?" Rita's asking him to warn Alex again.
"Sure! I realized, the way we both deal with the problem is very different. I will no longer interfere in your affairs, what about Ney or whatever. But if it's about me I have to come, now it's about Ney you can solve it yourself" Alex said steadily.
"Yes, don't interfere or know any more. Who knows how he is just me though does not know what you read in his heart. Why the hell did he do it the same way I was when there was still another way," said Rita did not understand.
...She came to hold me and she cried...
...Told me this as she stared into my eyes...
...I see your monsters...
...I see your pain...
...Tell me your problems...
...l'll chase them away...
...l'll be your lighthouse...
...l'll make it okay ...
...When I see your monsters...
...l'll stand there so brave...
...Chase them all away...
"Hmmmm later you'll know what she's got and you'll realize why I'm so. I was also surprised that at first it was deliberately yes I stirred the three of you, I wanted to know who was fake and all this time I was wrong to respond to you. Arnila said I believe in you, Rita, and Ney never said anything like Arnila said. And you're also wrong with the meaning of Buddy, so it makes me misunderstand, too" Alex laughed.
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!" Answer Rita.
"Look out. Thought dong was the start of wrong that you know! Time you don't know what it means anyway? So don't blame me for misunderstanding everything" said an upset Alex.
"Yaaaa I guess that means an ordinary friend. I read a conversation in the game, meaning friend," Rita said.
"What game? That means the person who said it could be an idiot as well. Even you follow, too" said Alex who stretched his waist.
"Ney's boyfriend already has another one. You knew?" Ask Alex.
"Oh yeah? Don't know. Then Dins is the same he's getting married?" Ask Rita curiously.
...l can't you won't like what you see...
...If you were in my head and had to hear my pleasure ...
...It's like I can't believe this is happening to me...
...And could someone please...
"Let's see if it's going to be with Ney or with another woman, she's just as wild as I am hehehe" said Alex, who has seen his behavior.
"Eeeehh... The dins? Seriously? Don't don't be the same as her new boyfriend?" Rita did not believe it. Does Ney know? Why do I tell him.
"Hmmmm," said Rita who understood Alex's situation.
"Anyway's been a long time too huh," Alex said.
"What?" Rita did not understand.
...You'll never see and never check...
...But I guess its easy for you to leave me...
...But believe me...
...See this isn't something that I'm just forget...
...l would trade it all for one more minute...
...Don't you see I really need you to talk to...
...l'm still sitting here wondering who did it...
...While I'm staring out our front door...
"Can talk long again all this time you are busy in college and then work. So how are you doing? You expelled?" Ask Alex happy.
"Yes, too, like you haven't talked to me in a long time. Well, now that I have a lot of time for a while I won't apply for a job just yet, S1 college starts next year. Well it must have been ejected. Oh yes about my co-worker how?" Ask Rita curiously.
"Now," Alex sends evidence of the conversation.
...Knowing you'll never walk through...
...Said you'd come right back...
...And now you're gone like that...
...A blank stare as I stand so alone...
...And know you're never coming home (damn )...
...I see your monsters...
...I see your pain...
...Tell me your problems...
...l'll chase them away...
...l'll be your lighthouse...
...l'll make it okay ...
...When I see your monsters...
...l'll stand there so brave...
...Chase them all away...
"Hi, your name is Alex yes introduce me Asma, I am Rita's closest friend. Greetings yes," (4 January ).
"What the hell are you? How come you didn't reply to me? I want to meet you. Reply dong!" (on January 5th).
"Eh, how do you want to know Rita? Just like me, I am a graduate of the Tarbiyah Madrasah you know I am also good at memorizing the Qur'an. Rita was absolutely unable to teach wonder why you want the same woman as that," (on January 6th ).
"Today I'm so glad I was finally chosen to be a permanent teacher! Hey Alex, we'll meet yuk! But not with Rita, we're both. I guarantee you won't regret it after we meet, " (january 7, ).
"Wow! It looks like someone yes," said Rita who read it while grinning.
"He kept sending me chats. I'm pissed! But I'm used to it" said Alex, who kept sending what Asthma said.
"I'm the type that fits you. Seriously! I'm beautiful, you want to see? I'm prettier than Rita and so white that you'll see me right away instead of taking a picture of me" (on January 8, ).
"She's beautiful? More than you?" Ask Alex.
"I had a photo of us all taking photos together. You see," said Rita and sent a photo with her.
Alex saw it and was shocked. Her skin was jet black but not very black, she was also hooded just her photo style was completely ugly. From his face he was extremely confident once, while the others were calm-style only he himself was beyond the limits of style and somewhat disgusting.
"It's not meant to be insulting but he's super-spicy, I see he's just like Ney when they meet how?" Rita asked who was laughing looking at the photo.
...l got a heart made of gold fools...
...Got me feeling so cold ...
...You keep chipping away ...
...All the promises that I told...
...Felt like I was on these...
...They keep slipping away...
...l want nobody else ...
...But its hard to get to know me...
Alex laughed loudly staring at the photo then imagined they met, goosebumps, let alone all the chat contents of Asthma that made him nauseous. Especially until it must be touched by people like him will be more embarrassing himself.
"But he often took my working hours until he got a warning too. The worst was him" Rita said.
"The other teacher also seems to be envious of you huh," Alex said.
Then Rita tells about how they took the idea of his work and made Rita sanctioned because they said, if he cheated their work. Finally, for a week, Rita was burdened with many tasks until she cried and then had a big fight with Alex and Ney, so she ate sam noodles that were spicily amazing. Rita hopes Alex wants to hear the story but instead brings other problems, at that time he was very down and needed a break.
"Oh. That's why you disappeared for a few days. Why don't you tell me?" Alex felt bad.
"News? You wanna hear? All this time if I told you you always blamed it was no different than Ney. Any solutions? You also threw me away by saying "I'm busy. Please understand!" Do you think I should tell a story? Like you?" Rita's question reminds Alex how he treats her.
Alex had been silent all this time was what he always said to him and to everyone, making others avoid him as well.
"I know you're busy but please don't read it first I only need less than 5 minutes. So the story to you is useless, you can only blame for sure and also with Kayla. If you have a busy wife later, you'll throw her out too?" Ask Rita.
"He must have understood that I was busy working" Alex said.
"Yes would understand. And he also understood one thing," Rita said.
"What?" Ask Alex curiously.
"If you exist as a husband just to fulfill your own passions and only exist to make money. Don't blame your wife for starting to pay attention to other men who are always there for her and want to listen to her complaints" said Rita upset.
"Jangaaaaaannn so much do you pray," said Alex who is worried what does it mean Rita has another bustle?
"Tau ah from your condition so don't blame the situation. You yourself are doing it, yes this is a warning. Do not ego yourself, you want to understand what others always you understand? How about Asthma? She got another story?" Ask Rita.
"There's the last one. I didn't let him back down until now" Alex said. Then he thought about what Rita typed for him, indeed he was less able to understand the circumstances of others. His ego was the highest as well as his parents.
"I'm expelled. You keep quiet anyway? Entertain me dong. I want you to entertain me, please dong."
It was the last Asma chat after which there was no more. Rita shook her head Alex really didn't reply to him at all. Though Alex himself once told that he never minded the physical or skin color. But Rita comes to the conclusion she just wants to get the person who fits her criteria like an all-good trait.
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