ETERNAL ENEMIES

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Mom came into her room and saw Ney sobbing - sobs. "Why else are you? Go home and cry,"

"Why is everything unfair?" Ney asked in a sobbing voice - sobs.

"It's not fair how? You gave me all the stuff, right? Then?" Ask mother.

Then Ney wiped his tears and told him all about what Syakieb's wife had said. His mother was shocked to hear him and looked at Ney's body. His mother felt that Ney might be ashamed of her situation.

"Mama told you how many times? Mama said she would ask you every day to wear ointment from the doctor. Then what did you say try? You said there will be people who always accept you even though your skin is like this. So why are you even sad someone said ugly about your skin?" Ask mother.

Ney was silent, he remembered that he insisted that he did not need the ointment from his doctor. "I think everyone can really accept me. The proof is that Rita and Arnila do not mind my skin like this,"

"You sure? If the mother does not think so the name of the woman still needs beauty care even though a little. You don't like it at all, but women always want smooth skin," said his mother saw Ney's skin.

"But I'm lazy ma, if it's finished the skin can peel!" Ney said.

"If it has been peeling, you do not peel it forcibly. Let it fall on its own, look at it. Yes it deserves where it becomes blackened, just mama who saw it goosebumps. How can you stand it anyway?" Ask her mother who held her son's hand and turned it over.

"Ney can't believe where Rita and Arnila have been disgusted by me! They never said anything" Ney said, looking at his hands.

"You seem insensitive. They told me it was just you I don't know what to think. Many times, you know, mama sure Rita must have mentioned about your appearance right. That includes this allusion to your skin! Who accepts you for what you are is not just a matter of skin appearance but of nature, Ney. You are far away from the care of not surprisingly lotus so his wife. Then what else?" Ask mother.

"I am sad again there is a problem but Arnila and Rita are not willing to come to listen to my curses, mah!" Ney said in a spoiled voice.

"Hmmm.. Are you always their listener when they have a problem?" Ask her mother to find out.

Ney was silent while skinning his hands.

"Are you always there when they have a problem? Providing the best solution? Do you always pay attention to them, Ney? Not just when they are troubled but trivial things. Praising, respecting, not provoking feuds or debates. Because mom knows so much about you" said her mother looking down on Ney.

"Well, never did" replied Ney who still did not dare to look at his mother.

"Relatedly? How do they react? Pleased? Or are they getting better? When?" Ask mother.

"When I ate Rita's food, Ney was very appreciative" he said.

"Well! How about Rita's face? Must be glad for him!" Said his happy mother.

"Yes happy. Ney thought he'd exaggerate this but it wasn't, "Ney said.

"No, you can express the truth without fear. But you still think others try to turn it into positive thinking. Not everyone thinks of you all the way. Then there's more?" Ask her mother enthusiastically.

"That's all. Why am I acting like that?" Ask Ney manyun.

"You! That's not childish!! You're mama's time

have to hire people to teach you the basics of making friends anyway!? You are already big! Now go back to what you told me. According to mama it's because you demean them too often huh. Ever since you knew Syakieb, you rarely saw him talking to Rita or Arnila. As if you kicked them at will but when you broke up or there was a problem, you ran to both of them. Do you think they want to accept you who arrived - suddenly came to bring trouble? Yes, anyone would want to! Moreover, mama see already many people who complain close to you, you always bring debate. About anything! They get bored if you keep on like that. Rita also began to keep your distance," said her mother at length.

Ney looked at his mother closely. "Rita keep your distance from me?"

Ney was silent a lot. He was completely surprised that Rita turned out to keep a distance from him and maybe a long time ago too. "But I'm normal, ma!"

"No. That's not unusual. You don't need any friends at all, Ney. And it looks clear. What do you need anyway? Hear yes, we live in that world there is not a single person who DOES NOT need friends! But you're different, you see like you don't need to! So what do you need?"

"Yes." said Ney who did not continue his sentence. He himself was confused, what did he need?

"You don't choose - choose friends. You want to have rich friends too, they'll think twice, Ney. Whether you deserve to be in their neighborhood or not, make friends regardless of status. That's what makes Rita have many friends because she never differentiates. Maybe that's what makes you feel unfair? Rita is not looking one eye at you, but she thinks you or Arnila or whoever is the same status. If you look at the status yes, Arnila will be higher than you," his mother explained. Ney should start to be more aware of himself and his surroundings, where it might have to be.

"Shouldn't Rita realize that Ney is often with him but why is he even looking for another friend anyway? I am so thankful that I have always been there for him!" Said Ney.

"Arnila? Rather than Rita, she'll be closer and longer with you. You don't think he's worth more?" Ask mother. Arnila more often accompany him while he is in Jakarta, Arnilah most often there.

"Yes but he compared to Rita is far away" said Ney.

"You're comparing Arnila to Rita. Wh why? Do you regret that Rita didn't exist when she didn't know Alex? Don't so. It just shows that you're a fake friend. Rita is disappointed a lot with you even because you are behind her for something very wrong, Rita's trust with you has started to zero! Conscious dong Ney!!" Shouts his mother who began to be impatient.

Ney's mother knew very well what her son was like, many times, hundreds of times to milliayan. Ney never listened to what his mother said, his mother also often saw Rita express her disappointment to Ney but Ney seemed to not care. His mother was surprised if there was something wrong with her son during this time? Arnila who often Ney stepped on - even stampede, Ney did not feel regret or at least guilty that.

As Rita or Arnila pours out her grief, her mother knows that Ney is pretending to not know that they are in trouble. According to his mother, Ney felt uncomfortable because he had to listen and give solutions to them when he knew they both needed solutions. That's what Rita thought, especially about Ney. Ney chose to silence him rather than give advice because most of Ney did not know how to give advice. Ney is so selfish!

Rita had a problem with her family and told Ney about it, but what she got was unreasonable advice and instead accused Rita of being wrong. In the end, Rita immediately closed the chat with him and blocked right then and there. Arnila asks him and Rita simply says, "I don't need a useless friend." And finally Arnila experienced it herself. And some days even let Ney with his own world. His mother clearly knew that was how Ney faced his friend, not just Rita ALMOST ALL who knew his son the same. Sometimes Ney also answers with origin and idealizes the absurd, it makes all his friends start to avoid it.

Because most do not connect with the problems or topics they debate. Although her brain is smart but Rita believes there is a nerve in her brain that is misplaced or has broken up 😂😂. Ney once also said something rudely to Rita or another friend, who she thought would try to make her friend not fall for the same thing but she said, "Why do I care the same! I've said it many times but still you are so again. I'm tired of the same warning that you fell into the same hole again. I don't care about your problems!"

Finally. yes abandoned. Even if he really tried as a friend to prevent his own friend on the things that will happen repeatedly, yes what about himself? And finally Rita also reciprocated Ney's treatment to him by saying the same thing he had told some of his friends. Rita even now begins to silence Ney who will fall for the same mistake. Although it seems that Ney did not realize it, but it all came back to Ney himself.

When it comes to Rita who often talks about Ney to Arnila, so does Ney who talks about Rita to Arnila. Same with Arnila. Well, talking about the person behind is difficult to avoid, although it should not but want how else. Although they often say the problem by meeting still they talk to each other behind the back. Ney always says negative things about everyone including Rita. Ney says something negative to Alex. Whoops!! So angry!

"The true friend will always talk positive things about his own friend. Have you ever talked about Rita's positive nature to Alex? Don't let you say that Rita was a lot of negativity to Alex. Remember that! You don't know anything about Rita or Arnila. You don't care about anyone, Ney! That's your lack and mama doesn't want you to be alone! You flatter others rather than people who are sincere and sincere with you" said his mother.

"But what I said was honest about Rita. Make it not wrong" said Ney who refused to admit wrong.

"Mama believes you to open the disgrace of Rita to everything right. Mama knows Rita's been through a terrible thing with invisible beings but Oh God Ney, can you have a heart? It's not worth talking about. Appreciate Rita's feelings, what if you're in her position? Careful Ney, Rita is not as weak as you have imagined. Rita is just waiting for the time to explode and will avenge every behavior you do as her. If that happens, I'm sure she'll never want to be friends with you again!"

Ney listened to his mother's warning, during this time also his mother's warning always happened. What Ney fears the most is actually a sense of loneliness but the problem is that his behavior is always the opposite. Was it intentional for all of them to be aware of Ney's wrongful behavior? Want to be repaired by anyone, absolutely do not enter. His mother was a bit confused about how to deal with her son.

"Ney doesn't believe it. Mama is overrated! Just look if Rita leaves me, she'll regret it" Ney said pointing to the empty room.

"Astagfirullah, Ney. Istighfar! You know, what mom said was a strong warning to you. Mama sees you'll end up alone, when you realize your far-off mistake that day, it's too late! You never care about anyone! Now who is sorry? Mama always prayed you were given awareness, Allah SWT gave you guidance, given the Heart so that you do not need to be alone," his mother cried seeing Ney who did not care at all.

"Nobody cares about Ney's presence" said Ney, lowering his head.

"A lot of people care about you just being here (putting your hands on Ney's chest), you're too empty. Increase alms, Ney so that Allah SWT gives you the Heart. Hopefully what you see doesn't happen, hopefully it can be changed and wrong. Now mama's opinion, you apologize to both of them and must! If you still want and need their help! It's up to you not!" His mother said, who then left his room.

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