
"Why do I ask this question because I want to know what the real reason is.. All this time I have always defended you both. Where many people say you are not good friends but I survive with you. Until the events of last month made me realize, maybe this is not good for you," Rita lowered her head.
"We realize that it seems like we are easily consumed by people's speech. I see that indeed you are yes nothing has been changed anyway," Arnila said as she watched the floor.
Ney remained silent not flinching. "Honestly, Ney, as I feel from you, you seem to be very happy that I got to the same bully Alex, which I wonder why the hell you have so much heart. Did I ever bully you? I'll let you be friends with anyone because that's your right," Ney seemed to argue. That is one of the characteristics of him if other people's statements are true about him.
"I was disappointed in the original. You always I defend everyone turns out, hmmm I was wrong. Disappointed, sad you can think of me as a rival when I really want to be friends with you. But it turns out that all this time misunderstood yes," Rita noticed Ney who looked away with tears in her eyes.
"Yes Ney, I'm honest with Rita. I also feel that you really really want to continue to be friends with us as bad as anything. Ney, you need to be more open with us. More digested again if we talk anything, do not think like. Rita was really sincere" Arnila said, nudging Ney. He kept quiet and read a book.
"I who pay a lot of attention to you it turns out that so far there has never been considered hahaha mengsadih! You know Nile, Alex keeps defending any Ney! And I'm very sad, not to vilify but I mean why Ney like that eeh even get a disappointing response,"
Arnila was shocked to hear that, Ney? I don't know if he looks happy but at the same time sad maybe because Rita can no longer have trust and comfort with Ney. It faded immediately.
"Seriously!? How then?" Arnila asked who now both eyes were normal again.
"I'm just saying you seem to be defending Ney more than I am. It is only natural that I am a demonic woman. I said so," said Rita.
Arnila holds Rita's unnecessary hand! "I don't know, Alex just misunderstood, Ri. When you left the group, Alex said he was very sorry" Arnila said.
"Alex keeps talking about you until we get bored" Ney replied.
"We know we've all misjudged you. You mean it must be different from what we think" Arnila said.
"Why haven't I spoken because I have a heart. I don't want you to get sick but your actions make me not understand. I'm the one who always keep the feeling but how you guys are different," said Rita lowered her head staring at the floor.
"Sorry, Rita. We're both outrageous with you" said Ney. Making Rita and Arnila dumb together. Huh huh? Ney apologized? Seriously? To the readers, Rita and Arnila seem very surprised by Ney's statement. Wh why? Because Ney was the type of person who was very difficult if he was wrong, he was very reluctant to admit. So it is strange that Ney arrived - suddenly apologized. Both of their eyes that had been wet now had dried up.
Arnila, holding Rita's hands, codes for Ney. It was Ney who was opening a book while talking about something. Rita was curious because from the time they sat in Junior High, Ney had never said the word 'Sorry' at all'. Rita then pulled her head and saw what Ney was like at the time but a little Arnila pulled it. Rita slowly looked at Ney as well as Arnila, slowly.
Ney was leaning his head against the back of a wooden closet full of novels, turning the book around, Ney said again:
"We didn't mean to make you that way, Rita. Only we've gone too far I think you understand it the hard way but it turns out to be wrong. I'm sorry, I know that you're all good. I'm just a little jealous and envious of you, you're surrounded by good people and I'm not. I also apologize Arnila, often very disappointed you, do not appreciate your existence. But I'm actually really happy with Arnila. I'm really sorry about you two" Ney said as she continued to open the page.
Rita looked at the strange Arnila but they listened continuously.
"Ney.." said Arnila, whose mouth was covered with Rita's hand. Arnila objected, and Rita told her to shut up. In a whispering voice, Rita tells Arnila.
WHISPER MODE - WHISPER
"That's the real Ney," said Rita to Arnila's surprise. And slowly Rita lowered her hand from Arnila. Arnila just dumbly stared at Rita in disbelief.
"Original? Why would you know?" Ask the hearty Arnila.
"It feels like the aura is different" said Rita, who kept watching Ney from the sidelines.
"How's it?" Ask Arnila. He was always amazed by the ability Rita had, which could reach something unexpected. Make for example he communicates with Alex's khodam genie and feels the presence of his khodam, which they think only an equal person can.
"Take note of both eyes. Compare that to when Ney talked to us. I mean, this one's the effect he's so soft. How different was the time when you couldn't distinguish?" Rita asked while bringing herself closer to Ney who was rendering.
"I want to ask you yes" whispered Rita who slowly approached Ney. And Arnila was afraid that even woke Ney to the figure that irritated him.
"Don't! That side is coming, Berabe right! Let's just pretend from here ask," Rita retreated a little then Arnila came forward and sat down by Rita's side.
"Why do you always lie? About yourself?" Ask Rita in her usual voice. Arnila looked at Rita and heard Ney.
"I'm afraid you won't accept me if I tell you the real situation. Although at least you already know how I am so I hid everything. I know you will always accept me honestly but my fear is too big finally yes everything is quiet" said Ney who is still the same position.
"I just want you to be open and honest and not lie. If you think of me as your friend or so does Arnila. You can?" Ask Rita.
"So it hurts too much every time I want to be like that. I would love to be accepted by you two but my condition is not possible" Ney said. The problem was how could his consciousness change while he was opening - open a book?
"Rita, we wake up yuk!" Take Arnila who was rejected by Rita.
"You ask. Surround him again with his real self. Would you like to meet the normal one?" Ask Rita. Arnila looked doubtful finally trying to speak. Frightened, she was afraid of Arnila's voice, Ney woke up.
"Do you actually like Alex or what?" Arnila asked as she continued to hold onto Rita's shoulder for fear of Ney waking up.
"I don't have any feelings for Alex. I just want you to be happy and get the best. I accept Dins wholeheartedly and hopefully he can turn me into a good path but how yes, his own Dins do not like to pray. So I'm jealous of you getting Alex. I also have absolutely no intention of using you or Arnila as well as Alex. But he didn't want me to, he wanted me to hate you more" Ney then shed tears.
This is no longer an easy case. Rita and Arnila are confused.
"Try against him. You can definitely be the problem that the other one really makes me and Arnila uncomfortable. If you can get out, do I need to help?" Ask Rita. He realized the real problem was Ney. There was a figure of him half hidden and another Ney stuffed him into the deepest hole. It was his best alter ego.
"no need. If you feel pain with that one, leave it not to stay too long. Leave him alone, he won't be able to fit in with anyone. Once you get close to him, your life will be controlled by him. I came out because he was off guard, he felt you were overreacting and hated all your good words as well as Arnila. Everything you feel is right. He is so angry why you can easily say everything he thinks when you can't read people's minds. He's not comfortable with you actually but he needs you for his pride" Ney said.
"Can you get out?" Ask Arnila.
"Not always. This is all I was surprised to get out maybe because he was disturbed to hear Rita's nagging so I used it better. I'm really sorry if you're confused with us, leave. So that your life is safe not much disturbed by it." Ney then fell silent but his hand still moved open the book. Rita saw a few more sheets of the book was finished. Rita signaled Arnila to be stopped. Arnila nodded.
"You satisfied?" Ask Rita. Arnila nodded while holding back her tears again. Actually this isn't the first time he's seen Ney like that maybe three times?
(WHISPER MODE - WHISPER FINISHED)
"Ney, you're now your real alter ego huh?" Just that one sentence alone, Ney who was pensively leaned back finally woke up and returned to her annoying self.
"What? You finished your lecture!? It's noon now to eat yuk," said Ney who squirmed and yawned widely.
"You're sleeping what's reading anyway? So all that time you didn't hear what I was talking about?" Ask Rita though a lot but yes it's the other side's alter ego already answered.
"Listen while reading a book!" Ney said, covering his face with a book.
"That's not listening!" Arnila was upset.
"You cry, Nile? You guys why the hell look at me like I see a ghost" said Ney felt strange. Rita looked at him with pity but rubbed her face completely unable to believe what she had just seen.
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